It's now been 2 years since that day. You know my mom was right I did get
though it but barely. It has been so hard on me these past 2 years. I will never be
the old Stephanie McMahon again. I will never be happy like her again. I can't,
everyone says I should go out on dates. But I just can't find myself to do so.
Going on dates is the memory of all dates I went on with Paul. The memory of
Paul is so painful because the love I felt for him. I really don't think I could ever
get married and have kids. Know one will ever be Paul. This point of view
changed though about a month ago. I met him, he made me have that feeling
again. The feeling that Paul gave me. That in love feeling. There's one problem,
no one will approve of us being together. Another thing I don't know if he feels
the same way. I'm so scared to ask him what if he doesn't feel the same way.
This is the first feeling I have had for someone other than Paul. I have to know if
he feels the same was. It will kill me if he doesn't but at least I will know. I think
he feels the same way but he scared like me. Scared that I don't like him as a
boyfriend. Oh saying that word boyfriend brings back such painful memories.
Today I have deiced to ask him. I can't keep it a secret anymore, it's becoming
too painful. That's it I will ask him tonight after Raw. Stephanie looks at her
watch and realizes it's already 11. Oh wow I didn't think it was that late already.
She walks towards his locker. She can feel herself shaking, she is so nervous.
Stephanie knocks and smiles at the man standing before her. "Hello Ric, can we
talk?" Ric's face lights up when he sees Stephanie "Hi Steph, sure what do you
want to talk about?" "Well it's something that is going to be hard to say". "Well
what is it?" Ric really wanted to know what was on her mind. Ric didn't know
why but in the last several months he felt feeling towards her. Ric knew that it
would never work. For God sake she could be his daughter. Ric didn't know why
but he still felt these feelings. "Ric in the last month I have felt feelings towards
you". "You are really one of the people that were there for me after Paul's death".
"After Paul's death it was like we grew closer". "Ric I just wanted to know do
you feel the same way?" "If you don't that's OK I understand". "I'm young and I
could be your daughter". Ric looked at Stephanie with a smile "Stephanie I feel
the same way I just didn't have the courage to tell you". "I was afraid that you
didn't feel the same way". "I didn't want to push things either". "Paul was a big
loss for you and I was close to Paul also". Stephanie put on one of the biggest
smile she had put on since Paul's death. "Oh Ric I'm so glad you feel the same
way, it's like this big weight is off me now". Ric looked at Stephanie and said
"how about we go out to dinner tomorrow?" Steph nodded and said "sounds great
what time and where do want to meet?" "How about 7 and I will pick you up at
your house OK". "OK see ya tomorrow". Before Stephanie left she gave Ric Flair
a hug and then left the locker room. When Steph left she thought finally my life is
on track.
The End
though it but barely. It has been so hard on me these past 2 years. I will never be
the old Stephanie McMahon again. I will never be happy like her again. I can't,
everyone says I should go out on dates. But I just can't find myself to do so.
Going on dates is the memory of all dates I went on with Paul. The memory of
Paul is so painful because the love I felt for him. I really don't think I could ever
get married and have kids. Know one will ever be Paul. This point of view
changed though about a month ago. I met him, he made me have that feeling
again. The feeling that Paul gave me. That in love feeling. There's one problem,
no one will approve of us being together. Another thing I don't know if he feels
the same way. I'm so scared to ask him what if he doesn't feel the same way.
This is the first feeling I have had for someone other than Paul. I have to know if
he feels the same was. It will kill me if he doesn't but at least I will know. I think
he feels the same way but he scared like me. Scared that I don't like him as a
boyfriend. Oh saying that word boyfriend brings back such painful memories.
Today I have deiced to ask him. I can't keep it a secret anymore, it's becoming
too painful. That's it I will ask him tonight after Raw. Stephanie looks at her
watch and realizes it's already 11. Oh wow I didn't think it was that late already.
She walks towards his locker. She can feel herself shaking, she is so nervous.
Stephanie knocks and smiles at the man standing before her. "Hello Ric, can we
talk?" Ric's face lights up when he sees Stephanie "Hi Steph, sure what do you
want to talk about?" "Well it's something that is going to be hard to say". "Well
what is it?" Ric really wanted to know what was on her mind. Ric didn't know
why but in the last several months he felt feeling towards her. Ric knew that it
would never work. For God sake she could be his daughter. Ric didn't know why
but he still felt these feelings. "Ric in the last month I have felt feelings towards
you". "You are really one of the people that were there for me after Paul's death".
"After Paul's death it was like we grew closer". "Ric I just wanted to know do
you feel the same way?" "If you don't that's OK I understand". "I'm young and I
could be your daughter". Ric looked at Stephanie with a smile "Stephanie I feel
the same way I just didn't have the courage to tell you". "I was afraid that you
didn't feel the same way". "I didn't want to push things either". "Paul was a big
loss for you and I was close to Paul also". Stephanie put on one of the biggest
smile she had put on since Paul's death. "Oh Ric I'm so glad you feel the same
way, it's like this big weight is off me now". Ric looked at Stephanie and said
"how about we go out to dinner tomorrow?" Steph nodded and said "sounds great
what time and where do want to meet?" "How about 7 and I will pick you up at
your house OK". "OK see ya tomorrow". Before Stephanie left she gave Ric Flair
a hug and then left the locker room. When Steph left she thought finally my life is
on track.
The End