Half Breed
DISCLAIMERS: i don't own gundam! never have, never will, unless maybe i become a billionaire!
A/N: by the way, to answer the question of one of my reviewers (thanx!) Lina is not Relena. I don't exactly favor her very much, considering the fact that Heero is my second favorite character. So Lina is and orginal character that I own.
Lina's eyes blinked open. She saw a ceiling above and quickly sat up as memories of last night came flooding through her head. And to add to that, her head felt sore. She shook her head and instantly felt another presence.
Lina turned sharply to see someon sitting on a chair with a slight smile on his face. "How fortunate that you wake up on my shift to guard you," he said. Lina remembered him as Trowa.
"Where am I," Lina demanded.
"You are in a castle surrounded by guards. All vampires of course," Trowa said. "Our leader does not wish for our honored guest to leave... unexpectedly." Lina growled. She was trapped.
"Now, you must change into proper clothes to go to the feast," Trowa said with a small smile. As if on cue, a woman thrust open the door and came in. Trowa got up and bowed to her. "Mistress Noin," he addressed her.
"I told you, you don't need to call me that. Just Noin," she said. Trowa gave her a smile before leaving. Noin turned to face Lina.
"Greetings Lina. I am Noin, mistress of this castle," she said with a bow. "It is an honor for you to be here."
"Well, I didn't really have much of a choice," Lina muttered. Noin gave her a rueful smile.
"Yes, well, men always resort to violence, with the exception of Quatre, whom you will meet later on. He only uses violence when he absolutely has to," Noin said. "Now, I am here to help you find something to where for the little feast we'll be holding in your honor." Noin opened a little wardrobe in the corner off the room.
"No, please, I don't want to go," Lina said. Noin looked at her in surprise.
"Why not? It'll be fun," Noin asked. Lina looked uncomfortable.
"Well, first of all, I didn't exactly choose to come here, and second, I don't feel very comfortable here," she said nervously. Noin laughed.
"Don't worry. You'll get used to it here," she assured. She picked out a light blue dress with spagetti straps. "How bout these?"
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Noin was dressed and ready for the feast, so she walked Lina to the dining room. Lina stared in awe at the big room. "It's beautiful," she said softly. Noin chuckled. Lina then saw all the staring faces and felt self conscious about her dress. It was a bit revealing. She pulled her shawl closer to her shoulders.
"Don't worry, you'll be sitting right next to me," Noin said. Lina felt a bit more comfortable. Noin showed her her seat and sat down. To her other side, a man with long blonde hair sat and smiled at Noin.
"Lina, this is my husband, Zechs," Noin introduced. Lina bowed her head in respect. Zechs laughed.
"No need for that. You are our honored guest here," he said. He looked up to his other guests. "Now, we'll have some music and drinks." The guests cheered and music filled the air, along with talking and laughter. Five boys walked in and sat down at Lina's table.
She recognized them from the night before. Noin looked up and smiled in greeting. "Lina, you might remember them from last night. Trowa was in your room earlier today, and that's Duo. He's Heero, and that's Wufei. And there's Quatre, the one I told you about." The gave her their greetings and conversed with other vampires, who congratulated them for their catch.
Lina caught Duo eyeing her up and down and blushed. Duo saw this and grinned, licking his lips. Trowa was next to him, elbowed him. Duo glared at his friend. "Don't need to scare the guest away, Duo. We need her," Trowa said. Duo mumbled something she couldn't hear.
Lina stood up. "Um, excuse Miss Noin, but may I please go outside for some air?" she asked.
"I suppose, but please don't try and run away," Noin said, her eyes pleading. Lina nodded.
"I-I promise I won't," she said. She walked quickly into the garden that was outside. She sat on the cool grass and looked up at the moon. It shone brightly, even when it was not full. Lina was glad to be outside with the cool air flowing through her hair. Lina took off her heels that Noin persuaded her to wear for the feast.
The grass felt wonderful under her feet. Lina sat back against a tree and sighed. How could I have let this happen? she thought to herself. Would you mind if I join you? a voice asked her. Lina's eyes quickly opened and she saw Trowa in the shadows.
Do I really have much of a choice here?
If you want it to be so Lina thought for a moment.
I suppose. I have a few questions that maybe you can answer
Trowa strolled over to where she sat and sat down. He turned to her. "So, what are these questions you have for me?" he asked.
"I want to know how you became a vampire," Lina said. Trowa looked at her in surprise.
"Why would you want to hear about me?" Lina cocked her head to the side.
"I'm just curious. Plus it'll help pass the time so I don't have to go hback in there." Trowa hesitated before nodded.
"Alright, but no one knows about my past except for my comrades and the master and mistress of this castle. So I'll be talking to you by though, alright?" Lina nodded.
Okay. Well, I wasn't born a vampire like you. I was bitten one night by a vampire, and was turned. I never knew my parents, but my sister did. She was the one who told me about them, but before I was turned.
What happened to her?
She went to join the witches.
Oh, I'm sorry.
It's okay. Do you have any further questions for me? Lina looked up to the moon and thought a bit, unaware that Trowa was staring at her.
Well actually no. My minds blank.
Well, then would you mind if I asked you some questions?
I guess.
Alright. How long have you been orphaned? Lina face twisted into a slightly pained look.
For almost thirteen years. Trowa looked at her in shock.
You lived through all those years? Lina nodded. You must be very strong and powerful. Lina shrugged. (A/N: he's shocked cause she was growing into a teenager then, cuz vampires can age if they wish to do so, but it'll take as long as it does for a human to grow)
Do you remember your parents?
No. I was too young. All I remember was a woman murmuring something and pushing me into a lake. As I grew, I discovered that she had chanted a spell that allowed me to stay underwater. She had saved me when they came to kill her. Lina's eyes watered at the memory.
I'm sorry I brought it up. Lina shook her head and looked at him.
No, it's okay. I guess it'll help me get over it sooner, but I just can't help feeling empty and alone inside. Trowa saw her eyes glaze over with tears.
Well, maybe this question will help you forget those memories for the moment. Lina looked at him with questioning eyes. Will you dance with me? Lina blinked in shock, then nodded with a blush. Trowa smiled and got up. He held out a hand to help her up. She accepted and stood up. She quickly put on her heels and walked with Trowa back into the castle.
They both stepped onto the dance floor with some other people and began to dance. Trowa held her close and Lina gently leaned against him. She felt safe and comfortable against him. Lina closed her eyes and fell into the music. She felt nothing but Trowa and the flow of music. Then, they stopped.
Lina opened her eyes in alarm. She found Trowa looking down at her with a grin. He saw her questioning eyes and chuckled. "You still wish to dance?" When Lina didn't answer, he sopke again," We've been dancing to five songs and for about and hour an a half." Lina flushed in embarrassment.
"Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't realize how long it's been," she said sheepishly.
"It's alright. You dance very beautifully," he commented.
"Thanks." She then realized how close she and Trowa were, since they weren't dancing any more. She backed away. "Um, I think I'll go now. I feel a lil tired." Lina ran off before he could say anything.
That night, Lina received teasing from Noin. "We were just dancing. I was only doing so to be polite," she protested. Noin laughed.
Lina avoided Trowa for two days (or nights). She would often escape to the garden and rest under the tree in front of the small lake. Flowers surrounded her and she felt at peace. She suddenly found herself thinking of Trowa. She shook her head to rid herself of the thoughts.
Why am I even thinking about him? She sighed and fell into a light doze. She slept for about an hour before waking up at another presence. Lina quickly sat up and looked around her. Her eyes narrowed as she found Trowa.
You look very peaceful when asleep. Lina just glared and stood to leave. Trowa caught her as she brushed by him. Why have you been avoiding me? Do I scare you? Lina shook off his hand and stepped away from him.
No, you do not scare me. I just don't want you near me. Lina stalked off to her room and sat on her bed. She'd been so moody lately. I hate being locked up in here. I can't do anything fun anymore. Usually, she'd be training with Wufei, but he was busy and had no time for her. So she was getting more and more bored by the moment.
Lina sat back against the wall among her pillows and brought her knees to her chest. She rested her head on her knees and thought about her parents. She had so few memories of them, and those that she did have were getting fainter and fainter each passing day. Lina took in a shaky breath.
Is there something wrong? Lina sharply lifted her head to see Trowa sitting on her chair. He gave her a small smile. You can't keep me out. I have many ways of getting in.
"Get out," she hissed. Trowa got up and slowly walked over to where she sat. He sat down right next to her.
Answer my question. Is there something wrong?
"It's none of your business, so go away," Lina growled. She felt something probing her head and her walls went up right away. I said go away! She once again felt gentle probing.
Let me help you.
I don't need your help! But the probing did not go away. Lina felt exhausted so she let him in. Don't go in any farther or I'll blast you. She felt Trowa enter her mind and closed her eyes. Trowa was very gentle, and soon, the probing stopped and Lina felt Trowa leave.
You were thinking of your parents again. Lina opened her eyes and nodded.
My memories are getting fainter and fainter. I can hardly remember anything about them anymore. Tears of slight anger and sorrow sprang into her eyes. She felt Trowa's arms circle her in an embrace.
It's okay. His lips gently touched hers and Lina instantly felt a sense of safety. Trowa's lips pulled back and went to her hair. She could hear him murmuring comforting words and rested her head on his chest.
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Lina woke up the next night and found herself tucked into bed. Trowa must've put me into bed, she thought. She thought about the safeness she felt around him and the kiss he had given her. It was warm and gentle, filled with love that felt like pure adreline.
Lina jumped out of bed and went outside to look for Trowa. She wanted to thank him for the night before. She found him talking to Duo in the courtyard. "So, you got hots for the halfbreed, don't ya," Duo said. He was grinning widely. "It's about time you found someone, and good and pretty one at that."
"It's nothing Duo," Trowa said warningly. Duo ignored the warning and pressed on.
"And you just happened to pick out the one who will give our race victory. This is good. She'll be stuck with you and we don't have to worry about her running off anymore," Duo teased.
"Lay off it Duo," Trowa said. "Like you said, she's nothing more than a weapon that'll help us win this war." He turned and walked away. Lina stood behind the wall in shock.
I knew I shouldn't have stayed here, she thought angrily. Forget the thanks, I'm outta here for good. I'll join the witches and kill him. Lina stalked towards the garden. She sat there for a little while before heading to her room. She got her clothes she'd always had on before she came here and dressed quickly. She had to get out now.
Lina stayed in the shadows and headed to the wall. There weren't many guards anymore, since they thought she would stay here with trowa. Fat chance of that, Lina thought. That bastard can kiss my ass and go to hell for all I care. She quickly shifted into an owl and flew into the sky as the darkness of the night swallowed her.
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The castle was in an uproar. Lina was missing and presumed to have run away. Trowa cursed as he got ready to leave and search for her. She must've heard my conversation with Duo earlier, Trowa thought angrily. If only she knew how I really felt.
Betrayed and now leaving for the vampire's enemies, Lina's gone again. But this time, she's chosen a side to fight with, and, a side to fight against.
DISCLAIMERS: i don't own gundam! never have, never will, unless maybe i become a billionaire!
A/N: by the way, to answer the question of one of my reviewers (thanx!) Lina is not Relena. I don't exactly favor her very much, considering the fact that Heero is my second favorite character. So Lina is and orginal character that I own.
Lina's eyes blinked open. She saw a ceiling above and quickly sat up as memories of last night came flooding through her head. And to add to that, her head felt sore. She shook her head and instantly felt another presence.
Lina turned sharply to see someon sitting on a chair with a slight smile on his face. "How fortunate that you wake up on my shift to guard you," he said. Lina remembered him as Trowa.
"Where am I," Lina demanded.
"You are in a castle surrounded by guards. All vampires of course," Trowa said. "Our leader does not wish for our honored guest to leave... unexpectedly." Lina growled. She was trapped.
"Now, you must change into proper clothes to go to the feast," Trowa said with a small smile. As if on cue, a woman thrust open the door and came in. Trowa got up and bowed to her. "Mistress Noin," he addressed her.
"I told you, you don't need to call me that. Just Noin," she said. Trowa gave her a smile before leaving. Noin turned to face Lina.
"Greetings Lina. I am Noin, mistress of this castle," she said with a bow. "It is an honor for you to be here."
"Well, I didn't really have much of a choice," Lina muttered. Noin gave her a rueful smile.
"Yes, well, men always resort to violence, with the exception of Quatre, whom you will meet later on. He only uses violence when he absolutely has to," Noin said. "Now, I am here to help you find something to where for the little feast we'll be holding in your honor." Noin opened a little wardrobe in the corner off the room.
"No, please, I don't want to go," Lina said. Noin looked at her in surprise.
"Why not? It'll be fun," Noin asked. Lina looked uncomfortable.
"Well, first of all, I didn't exactly choose to come here, and second, I don't feel very comfortable here," she said nervously. Noin laughed.
"Don't worry. You'll get used to it here," she assured. She picked out a light blue dress with spagetti straps. "How bout these?"
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Noin was dressed and ready for the feast, so she walked Lina to the dining room. Lina stared in awe at the big room. "It's beautiful," she said softly. Noin chuckled. Lina then saw all the staring faces and felt self conscious about her dress. It was a bit revealing. She pulled her shawl closer to her shoulders.
"Don't worry, you'll be sitting right next to me," Noin said. Lina felt a bit more comfortable. Noin showed her her seat and sat down. To her other side, a man with long blonde hair sat and smiled at Noin.
"Lina, this is my husband, Zechs," Noin introduced. Lina bowed her head in respect. Zechs laughed.
"No need for that. You are our honored guest here," he said. He looked up to his other guests. "Now, we'll have some music and drinks." The guests cheered and music filled the air, along with talking and laughter. Five boys walked in and sat down at Lina's table.
She recognized them from the night before. Noin looked up and smiled in greeting. "Lina, you might remember them from last night. Trowa was in your room earlier today, and that's Duo. He's Heero, and that's Wufei. And there's Quatre, the one I told you about." The gave her their greetings and conversed with other vampires, who congratulated them for their catch.
Lina caught Duo eyeing her up and down and blushed. Duo saw this and grinned, licking his lips. Trowa was next to him, elbowed him. Duo glared at his friend. "Don't need to scare the guest away, Duo. We need her," Trowa said. Duo mumbled something she couldn't hear.
Lina stood up. "Um, excuse Miss Noin, but may I please go outside for some air?" she asked.
"I suppose, but please don't try and run away," Noin said, her eyes pleading. Lina nodded.
"I-I promise I won't," she said. She walked quickly into the garden that was outside. She sat on the cool grass and looked up at the moon. It shone brightly, even when it was not full. Lina was glad to be outside with the cool air flowing through her hair. Lina took off her heels that Noin persuaded her to wear for the feast.
The grass felt wonderful under her feet. Lina sat back against a tree and sighed. How could I have let this happen? she thought to herself. Would you mind if I join you? a voice asked her. Lina's eyes quickly opened and she saw Trowa in the shadows.
Do I really have much of a choice here?
If you want it to be so Lina thought for a moment.
I suppose. I have a few questions that maybe you can answer
Trowa strolled over to where she sat and sat down. He turned to her. "So, what are these questions you have for me?" he asked.
"I want to know how you became a vampire," Lina said. Trowa looked at her in surprise.
"Why would you want to hear about me?" Lina cocked her head to the side.
"I'm just curious. Plus it'll help pass the time so I don't have to go hback in there." Trowa hesitated before nodded.
"Alright, but no one knows about my past except for my comrades and the master and mistress of this castle. So I'll be talking to you by though, alright?" Lina nodded.
Okay. Well, I wasn't born a vampire like you. I was bitten one night by a vampire, and was turned. I never knew my parents, but my sister did. She was the one who told me about them, but before I was turned.
What happened to her?
She went to join the witches.
Oh, I'm sorry.
It's okay. Do you have any further questions for me? Lina looked up to the moon and thought a bit, unaware that Trowa was staring at her.
Well actually no. My minds blank.
Well, then would you mind if I asked you some questions?
I guess.
Alright. How long have you been orphaned? Lina face twisted into a slightly pained look.
For almost thirteen years. Trowa looked at her in shock.
You lived through all those years? Lina nodded. You must be very strong and powerful. Lina shrugged. (A/N: he's shocked cause she was growing into a teenager then, cuz vampires can age if they wish to do so, but it'll take as long as it does for a human to grow)
Do you remember your parents?
No. I was too young. All I remember was a woman murmuring something and pushing me into a lake. As I grew, I discovered that she had chanted a spell that allowed me to stay underwater. She had saved me when they came to kill her. Lina's eyes watered at the memory.
I'm sorry I brought it up. Lina shook her head and looked at him.
No, it's okay. I guess it'll help me get over it sooner, but I just can't help feeling empty and alone inside. Trowa saw her eyes glaze over with tears.
Well, maybe this question will help you forget those memories for the moment. Lina looked at him with questioning eyes. Will you dance with me? Lina blinked in shock, then nodded with a blush. Trowa smiled and got up. He held out a hand to help her up. She accepted and stood up. She quickly put on her heels and walked with Trowa back into the castle.
They both stepped onto the dance floor with some other people and began to dance. Trowa held her close and Lina gently leaned against him. She felt safe and comfortable against him. Lina closed her eyes and fell into the music. She felt nothing but Trowa and the flow of music. Then, they stopped.
Lina opened her eyes in alarm. She found Trowa looking down at her with a grin. He saw her questioning eyes and chuckled. "You still wish to dance?" When Lina didn't answer, he sopke again," We've been dancing to five songs and for about and hour an a half." Lina flushed in embarrassment.
"Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't realize how long it's been," she said sheepishly.
"It's alright. You dance very beautifully," he commented.
"Thanks." She then realized how close she and Trowa were, since they weren't dancing any more. She backed away. "Um, I think I'll go now. I feel a lil tired." Lina ran off before he could say anything.
That night, Lina received teasing from Noin. "We were just dancing. I was only doing so to be polite," she protested. Noin laughed.
Lina avoided Trowa for two days (or nights). She would often escape to the garden and rest under the tree in front of the small lake. Flowers surrounded her and she felt at peace. She suddenly found herself thinking of Trowa. She shook her head to rid herself of the thoughts.
Why am I even thinking about him? She sighed and fell into a light doze. She slept for about an hour before waking up at another presence. Lina quickly sat up and looked around her. Her eyes narrowed as she found Trowa.
You look very peaceful when asleep. Lina just glared and stood to leave. Trowa caught her as she brushed by him. Why have you been avoiding me? Do I scare you? Lina shook off his hand and stepped away from him.
No, you do not scare me. I just don't want you near me. Lina stalked off to her room and sat on her bed. She'd been so moody lately. I hate being locked up in here. I can't do anything fun anymore. Usually, she'd be training with Wufei, but he was busy and had no time for her. So she was getting more and more bored by the moment.
Lina sat back against the wall among her pillows and brought her knees to her chest. She rested her head on her knees and thought about her parents. She had so few memories of them, and those that she did have were getting fainter and fainter each passing day. Lina took in a shaky breath.
Is there something wrong? Lina sharply lifted her head to see Trowa sitting on her chair. He gave her a small smile. You can't keep me out. I have many ways of getting in.
"Get out," she hissed. Trowa got up and slowly walked over to where she sat. He sat down right next to her.
Answer my question. Is there something wrong?
"It's none of your business, so go away," Lina growled. She felt something probing her head and her walls went up right away. I said go away! She once again felt gentle probing.
Let me help you.
I don't need your help! But the probing did not go away. Lina felt exhausted so she let him in. Don't go in any farther or I'll blast you. She felt Trowa enter her mind and closed her eyes. Trowa was very gentle, and soon, the probing stopped and Lina felt Trowa leave.
You were thinking of your parents again. Lina opened her eyes and nodded.
My memories are getting fainter and fainter. I can hardly remember anything about them anymore. Tears of slight anger and sorrow sprang into her eyes. She felt Trowa's arms circle her in an embrace.
It's okay. His lips gently touched hers and Lina instantly felt a sense of safety. Trowa's lips pulled back and went to her hair. She could hear him murmuring comforting words and rested her head on his chest.
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Lina woke up the next night and found herself tucked into bed. Trowa must've put me into bed, she thought. She thought about the safeness she felt around him and the kiss he had given her. It was warm and gentle, filled with love that felt like pure adreline.
Lina jumped out of bed and went outside to look for Trowa. She wanted to thank him for the night before. She found him talking to Duo in the courtyard. "So, you got hots for the halfbreed, don't ya," Duo said. He was grinning widely. "It's about time you found someone, and good and pretty one at that."
"It's nothing Duo," Trowa said warningly. Duo ignored the warning and pressed on.
"And you just happened to pick out the one who will give our race victory. This is good. She'll be stuck with you and we don't have to worry about her running off anymore," Duo teased.
"Lay off it Duo," Trowa said. "Like you said, she's nothing more than a weapon that'll help us win this war." He turned and walked away. Lina stood behind the wall in shock.
I knew I shouldn't have stayed here, she thought angrily. Forget the thanks, I'm outta here for good. I'll join the witches and kill him. Lina stalked towards the garden. She sat there for a little while before heading to her room. She got her clothes she'd always had on before she came here and dressed quickly. She had to get out now.
Lina stayed in the shadows and headed to the wall. There weren't many guards anymore, since they thought she would stay here with trowa. Fat chance of that, Lina thought. That bastard can kiss my ass and go to hell for all I care. She quickly shifted into an owl and flew into the sky as the darkness of the night swallowed her.
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The castle was in an uproar. Lina was missing and presumed to have run away. Trowa cursed as he got ready to leave and search for her. She must've heard my conversation with Duo earlier, Trowa thought angrily. If only she knew how I really felt.
Betrayed and now leaving for the vampire's enemies, Lina's gone again. But this time, she's chosen a side to fight with, and, a side to fight against.