Element: I DO NOT OWN Digimon. THEY OWN ME!!!
Matt: Hell yeah we do.
Matt's POV
Six years it's been since the digital world's revival. But all of us have grown apart since then. My best friend Tai is in New York and he asked me to look after Kari, so she lives with me. Davis does a good enough job of watching over her. Ever since T.K. got leukemia. I've been going crazy since that day he collapsed at basketball practice. I always sit in my room and stay quiet. Usually, when Kari comes home she'll peek in to see if I'm all right or alive.
Yeah, I've tried to kill myself a couple of times. Sora broke up with me because she loved Tai. I didn't fault her or him. I faulted myself. I cut myself all the time and It felt good. I knew it was bad for me but I couldn't take it anymore, the pain and the anguish. I liked it, hurting myself and watching the blood come out of my wounds. After I would cut myself, I licked the blood like the hungry wolf that I was. Then one day I couldn't take it. I decided to shoot myself.
I still remember that day. I had the song "Alone I break" playing on my stereo. I put the gun to my head and thought about it. But I realized I made a promise. To keep Kari safe and shelter her from anything that would harm her. Of course I couldn't shelter her from everything. Especially T.K., nobody could keep her from the hospital.
I felt so bad for her. I thought I could protect her but I couldn't. Because it turns out she found my gun.
I was keeping it just in case I needed to defend her and myself. I accidentally left it out. And I guess when she went to see if I was all right; she found it on my nightstand. I never thought "little light" as I called her, would do something like that. She loved life and she loved the people around her. When I saw her pointing it to her head, I felt so stupid.
"Stay away Matt!" she said with the barrel pressed up against her head.
"Kari, Come one you don't want this. T.K. will be Ok! You'll see."
"Oh, give it up Matt!! Stop being so god damned delusional! And open your FREAKING EYES!! T.K. is GOING TO DIE!! HE'S PRACTICALLY ALREADY DEAD!! HE'S A VEGETABLE!!!!! She screamed.
Her words enraged me. But I wasn't going to let that get to me. She was distraught. I could smell it. I saw pain in her eyes. She didn't have the heart to shoot herself. I could sense her cowardice.
"Come on Kari. Little light, It's ok." I assured her.
Then she pointed the gun at me.
"IT'S NOT OKAY!!!!! I'M LOSING FRIENDS ONE BY ONE!! I CAN'T LIVE ANYMORE!" she exclaimed.
"So, you're going to shoot ME?" I asked
I saw tears streaming from her eyes.
I lunged forward for the gun, knowing she wasn't going to let up. We fell to the floor and the gun slid across the wooden tiles.
We both scrambled for the gun.
BLAM!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Element: WOW! Talk about a killer ending!!!
Matt: It's not the end. (whispers) idiot. Element: HEY!
Check out for chapter 2!!
Matt: Hell yeah we do.
Matt's POV
Six years it's been since the digital world's revival. But all of us have grown apart since then. My best friend Tai is in New York and he asked me to look after Kari, so she lives with me. Davis does a good enough job of watching over her. Ever since T.K. got leukemia. I've been going crazy since that day he collapsed at basketball practice. I always sit in my room and stay quiet. Usually, when Kari comes home she'll peek in to see if I'm all right or alive.
Yeah, I've tried to kill myself a couple of times. Sora broke up with me because she loved Tai. I didn't fault her or him. I faulted myself. I cut myself all the time and It felt good. I knew it was bad for me but I couldn't take it anymore, the pain and the anguish. I liked it, hurting myself and watching the blood come out of my wounds. After I would cut myself, I licked the blood like the hungry wolf that I was. Then one day I couldn't take it. I decided to shoot myself.
I still remember that day. I had the song "Alone I break" playing on my stereo. I put the gun to my head and thought about it. But I realized I made a promise. To keep Kari safe and shelter her from anything that would harm her. Of course I couldn't shelter her from everything. Especially T.K., nobody could keep her from the hospital.
I felt so bad for her. I thought I could protect her but I couldn't. Because it turns out she found my gun.
I was keeping it just in case I needed to defend her and myself. I accidentally left it out. And I guess when she went to see if I was all right; she found it on my nightstand. I never thought "little light" as I called her, would do something like that. She loved life and she loved the people around her. When I saw her pointing it to her head, I felt so stupid.
"Stay away Matt!" she said with the barrel pressed up against her head.
"Kari, Come one you don't want this. T.K. will be Ok! You'll see."
"Oh, give it up Matt!! Stop being so god damned delusional! And open your FREAKING EYES!! T.K. is GOING TO DIE!! HE'S PRACTICALLY ALREADY DEAD!! HE'S A VEGETABLE!!!!! She screamed.
Her words enraged me. But I wasn't going to let that get to me. She was distraught. I could smell it. I saw pain in her eyes. She didn't have the heart to shoot herself. I could sense her cowardice.
"Come on Kari. Little light, It's ok." I assured her.
Then she pointed the gun at me.
"IT'S NOT OKAY!!!!! I'M LOSING FRIENDS ONE BY ONE!! I CAN'T LIVE ANYMORE!" she exclaimed.
"So, you're going to shoot ME?" I asked
I saw tears streaming from her eyes.
I lunged forward for the gun, knowing she wasn't going to let up. We fell to the floor and the gun slid across the wooden tiles.
We both scrambled for the gun.
BLAM!
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Element: WOW! Talk about a killer ending!!!
Matt: It's not the end. (whispers) idiot. Element: HEY!
Check out for chapter 2!!