AN: It's been a while, I'm trying to work as fast as I can, but there are some... things (read: school) that hold me back, and lately I just can't find the time. v.v I hoped that you liked the prev. chapter. Now things are getting a little bit complicated and right now Bulma is on her "I hate Vegeta" mode and Veggie is on "I gotta get Bulma back" mode, but of course he won't lower himself to do anything so he will be getting less and less friendly to Bulma (I call that mushy, but I guess I'm just a cold unfeeling girl ^_^. Yeah, that's me!), and he will pretend that the "friendship" is over untill... ah, you will see!
Chapter 8
You Kami Damned Bastard!!!!!!!!
Vegeta's POV
This... this fucking no good disgusting ********!!!!! To pull such a trick on me - THE Sayia-jin no Ouji. When I will get strong enough I will rip him apart, limb by limb and I will let all his people watch how I reduce their "All-Mighty Lord" into nothing but bloody , rotting body parts...
Those were the thoughts invading my mind all night long. All I could think of was how to destroy Freezer for almost destroying me.
For a year, I was blessed with the companionship of the most beautiful creature in my life, and he took that away from me ON PURPOSE! I know that I may sound like a five yeard old sniveling brat, but never in a million years I'd thought os someone accualy caring for me. I was stupid enough to never show my feelings, and when I was finally enlighted I realized it was already too late. I always feared that she will see my worse side that I tried, Gods I tried to forget with all my might, but fate is a mother fucker... I guess.
I once heard the Woman talking about "fairytales". In those "fairytales" there was always some kind of idiot on a white horse (whatever a "horse" is) and a ditzy princess (that always reminded me of her mother) and "together they were overcoming every obstacle" as she said with a dreamy look on her face. But moments later she decided that reality is reality and it's utter stupidity to belive in such things. I agree.
What happen will not un-happen and soon I decided to "move on" like she liked to repeat and just forget. Forget everything from my past life and start over. Heh... you think that I'm no monster? How stupid of you... I killed countless times, in cold blood, witout pity. Would you be able to do that? Eliminate spieces? Live to kill? I was a monster, I am and will always be one. There's no point changing that! I told myself that Onna was only trying to make me weak to use me. That was it! No other explanation! How could anyone care for someone... something like me? She was just pretending to manipulate me!
I really did act like a little brat, trying to find an excuse for my behavior, not wanting to belive that was all my fault. Or maybe we were both the victims of the circumstanse... Anyway, all feelings that she had for me were long gone, and all I could do was to live with her in peace and try to gain her respect one more time.Though she saw me only as a heartless killer now that would give away his friend to save his sorry ass, I just HAD to prove her wrong.
Two weeks after "the incident" I woke up with a great need to talk to her. I stood ou from couch and made my way to her bedroom in four swift steps. But I stopped in front of her door and tried to head any kind of noise that might prove she was awake. Just when I raised my hand to knock, my pride kicked in and it stopped in mid-way. I couldn't understand what was happening to me and why oh why I NEEDED to talk to somebody, Through the years I've developed some sort of a self-defense mechanism, that protected me from going insane. I didn't need to talk to anybody, ask for nothing and apologive for anything.
I batteled with my emotions for five minutes or so, but when I was about to walk away, the door opened and I was graced with a view of her sleepy form before me.
- What it is? – she glared at me. Even though she was barely standing, she could still be mad at me.
- Nothing. Make me breakfast, Onna. – I hissed and stormed off to the bathroom, not in a mood to listen to her screaming. Just when I stepped into the shower she decided to yell her head off. But after a few minutes her voice died and I was no longer able to hear her. She must've decided it's nothing she can do besided breakfast. I smirked at that thought, but a scrowl immediatly returned, along with guilt.
- But I'm not allowed to feel guilt... – I whispered.
I got out of the shower, dried and clothed myself and walked out of the bathroom. She was kneeling on the living-room floor, sobbing her heart out. I rarely saw her cry, and even more rarely becouse of me. I wanted to sit beside her and confort, but I couldn't move. It was like I was frozen to the ground... not able to do anything, win her back...
- I HATE YOU!!! – she screamed – I hate you...
I took a step back, my eyes widened, I turned around and ran off to the Gravity Chamber....
Bulma
I woke up and I was in a quite pleasant mood. Besides ever-lasting pain somewhere deep inside... I felt somebody's presence outside my room, stumbled out of my bed and opened the door. I was greeted with a truly beautiful sight of Vegeta, with his hand in the air, and a deep scrowl on his face. I was hoping that he came to talk, but when he ordered me to do his breakfast, something inside of me snapped. I started yelling as he dashed to the bathroom, but when I heard the shower running, i collapsed to me knees and started weeping. I haven't cried for a lot of time, I haven't cried even when I found out that he wanted to give me away. I ust couldn't let him see me weak. I've continued my training, but I barely talked to him anymore. We were just like strangers.
But today it was simply too much for me to stand. I hoped that he won't see me crying, but he got out before I was done. I screamed that I hated him, and he ran to the GR...
The most annoying thing of all this is that I don't hate him. I can't bring myself to. I don't know why, but it seems that whatever he'd do I'd always forgive him, though I don't know why... I mean nothing to him and I should realize this by now, but... I don't know, I don't know... When I had a crush on Yamcha, later I found myself loathing him,every bit of his being and I couldn't do that with Vegeta! The Vegeta! The same that once wanted to destroy Earth, kill all of us... And I thought of him as of a friend... I even... Found myself... loving him... YOU KAMI DAMNED BASTARD, HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?!?!?!?!?!?!?! How could you let me fall...?
And with that, I fell asleep on the carpet in my living-room.
Freezer's dungeons...
- Gohan... Goku... Everyone... Please, get up... – Mirai Trunks whispered and gently shook Gohan.
- W... what is it, Trunks? – the boy asked. He was very weak, for the cell they were in absorbed ki stronger than 3 units and as powerful creatures they were, they felt horrible in such conditions. Goku grogilly stood up and leaned against the wall.
- Yeah, what is it? – he mumbled and woke up Krillan, Piccollo and Tenshinhan.
- I have something very important to tell you all. – the purple heaired young men sighned in defet. All Z-shenshi eyes were focused on him.
- I'm...I'm... Bulma and Vegeta's son. – he stammered
- WHAT?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! – they all yelled in unision.
- That's not all... As we all know, mom and dad are (or were) working together. But... but I guess nothing happened between them – he blushed crismon red.
- And why is that? – Piccolo asked
- Becouse I'm starting to disappear...
Ok guys. I know it was short and that Mirai Trunks couldn't disappear in the real DBZ, but it's an AU, so everything is possible. The thig that bothers me the most is the shortness of this chappy, but it couldn't be helped. The next will be a lot longer and more will happen. Also a few things will solve... Oh, not that I'm gonna tel you anyway... ^_^
My 'lil reviewers corner!!!
MiraisGirl87 – Yay! B/V 4ever!!! Thanx for reading!!! You know that you and Android18 told me practically the same thing? You said "Poor Bulma!! I would cry if I were her....But she's all strong and stuff so she probably won't cry in front of Vegeta. " and Android18 said "think I would cry...of coarse, I'm not Bulma, so what I would do doesn't matter..." Hehe... i love ya both... Well... I'm not sure if they really end up thogether and will happily ever after... I talked with my mum and she said that she liked the story (OMG! It's a miracle! My mum had time to listen! And she LIKED it! Gosh, I rule...), and she said "Don't you dare end it unhappily!". I'm wondering... Should I listen? You'll just have to find out...
Android18 – It's been a while... What are doing right now? I need another chapter of "Posession"!!! I can't breathe without it... argghhh.... Erm, just kiddin, I'm in a weird mood right now, so bare with me... ^_^'. Anywayz, thanx for the review, especially for beliving in me... Oh, and you want to know what's going on in my head... Let's just say that I'm not about to give anything away, it would spoil everything! Right now my brother is bugging me to tell him where are his Christmas presents, and it's bad enough. ^_^ j/k
Amydbz1 – heh... thanx! Gosh, everybody want to know the end! You gotta wait a little peeps! And no, I don't think that you're an idiot...