Author's Note: Hey! Supskies? Anywho, I did say I was gonna make it long,
funny thing, even though its longer, the chapters are still gonna be up to
29 or 30. I thought this story was only going to be like 15 chapters long.
well that's life for ya. ~~Déjà vu? : alt + c
Disclaimer's note: I don't own Sailor Moon or its characters.
* * *
Mamoru sat silently near the window watching the clouds go by. The sun was almost out of view setting near the hillside. The skies were beautiful and pink. They reminded him of Usagi. As he looked at her sleeping form, his heart ached at the sight.
Usagi was bathed in a soft pink hue and her blond hair had looked silver. Her delicate peach skin was dyed into a light pinksh color.
' Why is it I feel so connected to her?'
" You love her, Mamoru."
He looked away from Usagi and gazed at the door. Endymion stood there, in modern clothes. Mamoru sadly broke eye contact with his past self and found the floor to be more amusing. He didn't like seeing himself there. It reminded him too much of how he used to be, and how he may never return to the way he was.
" Don't lose faith"
Mamoru scoffed harshly and stood up. " Look at me! I'm a 22 year old stuck in a 6 year old body! Do not tell me to NOT lose faith, when I never had it to begin with!"
Endymion flinched at his future self's words. Being careful not to allow Mamoru into his mind, he thought to himself: ' If this is how I am to be when I am older, I do not wonder why Serenity's future self and I were never that close.'
He looked at Usagi and smiled softly. Letting Mamoru hear his next words. ' She looks as beautiful as she did when we first met'
Mamoru's head shot up and he growled with anger. " out" he said. Endymion smiled inwardly and complied.
' At least I know he still loves her' Endymion thought and went towards the kitchen to find Haruka.
* * * 'How dare he?'
Mamoru waited for a reply to his question but nothing came. He felt empty and alone once more. ' Why?'
* Mamoru. *
He looked around for the origin of the voice, but found none.
* Mamoru. help me. I'm scared*
Mamoru looked at Usagi and noticed her facial features were expressing pain and confusion. His heart stopped and he mentally called for Endymion, but nothing came.
' When I need him, he's not there. what is the world coming to?!'
* Mamoru. I'm scared*
He ran towards Usagi and held her frail hands in his chubby ones. ' Usagi? Can you hear me?'
* I don't want to be a princess. I don't want to fight. help me*
Mamoru's heart beat faster and faster as he recalled what had happened after he split from his past. How Usagi looked so right with Endymion and how her golden hair looked Silver.
'Silver?'
No. Mamoru let go of Usagi's hand and started to cry. That was not Usagi with Endymion. That was Princess Serenity. Somehow her consciousness and her memories had flooded so fast into Usagi that Usagi herself was thrown into a deep sleep.
' No. wh-what if. she' Mamoru glanced at Usagi ' Never comes back?'
He shook his head and sat back down in front of the window, but instead of looking at the sky. he stared at Usagi. He gazed at her longingly as if he would never see her again.
* * *
Rei helped Yuuchiro unload the luggages from the trunk. She watched from afar as Mina and Motoki unloaded the luggages in Kioshi's car. So far, they were the only ones that came. Ami and Ryo had already arrived and were helping Setsuna and Makoto with the dinner that Usagi had originally planned.
" Yuuki-chan."
Yuuchiro unloaded the last box and looked at his girlfriend. " Yes, Rei?"
" I worry about Usa." Rei said. " She hasn't woken up since we last left her."
Yuuchiro sighed and hugged her lovingly. " Don't worry so much Rei. she's Serenity. she can manage. she's just a bit. confused at the moment."
Rei nodded and opened the front door for him as he carried the box inside. She saw a few cars coming in. " They're here!"
Yuuchiro nodded and watched her inform the rest. He wiped the sweat from his brow and decided to hold the door for the coming guests.
* * *
Usagi sat in the corner of her mind engulfed by past memories. She sat there rocking back and forth as she had two other figures step up towards her.
" Come on, you cry baby! What are you doing just sitting there?" Sailor Moon asked. Her eyes reflected sadness and pity.
" Come now, Usagi. They're waiting for you-"
Usagi looked at Serenity. " For me?! Hah!" She cut her off sharply. " They're down there waiting for YOU! And you know it!"
Serenity took a step back, afraid of what Usagi might do. " Usagi. we're the same. you and I."
More tears fell from Usagi's eyes. " We will never be the same!" Usagi whispered sharply. " You are this respected princess and I'm a nobody! I can't even walk without tripping!"
Sailor Moon stepped up to Usagi and slapped her hard. " How could you talk about yourself that way!"
Usagi rubbed her cheek and stood up. " Its true! I was only accepted by the senshi because of you!" she accused pointing towards Sailor Moon. " And I was protected because I'm your reincarnation!"
There was a long silence between the three and finally, Sailor Moon stood up and took off her fuku, revealling only a uniform.
" Look at me, Usagi. Without this uniform. I'm you. You and I are the same person." She started " You and I are one. whether you like it or not."
Sailor Moon took Usagi and hugged her. " There isnt a difference between Usagi or Sailor Moon." she looked into her eyes. " You and I both care about our friends and we will do everything we can to help them"
Usagi nodded and tears fell freely from her eyes. She knew. She was Sailor Moon and nothing could change that. With a bright flash, Sailor Moon winked and slowly merged into Usagi and she felt her courage return.
" I'm sorry for yelling." Usagi said.
Serenity smiled. " Don't be. I know its hard." she saw a flash of pain in Usagi's eyes. " I've often denied myself of who I am before. I just. realized that I shouldn't"
Usagi nodded. " Whether I like it or not, whether they accept me or not."
" You are me and I am you" they both said at the same time. Serenity hugged Usagi and the next thing she saw was a beautiful alabaster chamber.
She groaned and sat up.
" Usagi!"
She smiled at the little boy who ran up towards her. He gave her a big hug and wiped the tears from his eyes.
" I thought you'd never wake up." He stopped and stepped away. " Your hair. you're not Usagi. you're."
Usagi felt sad but she smiled and lifted the boy's chin. " Mamoru, I'm still Usagi. I've just. grown up"
Usagi had indeed grown up. Her hair was now silver and it was longer than before. She had grown a few inches and her eyes were more of a silvery blue than the blue hue they were.
Mamoru shut his eyes and hoped that it was only a dream. He opened his eyes and saw that his wish had not been granted.
" I lost my Usako" he whispered softly. So soft that Usagi had not heard it. She just got out of bed and held out her hand. Mamoru took it and they went downstairs to face the room full of parents, and face his past. * * * Author's note: yes, Mamoru will be reunited with his past self! Im not that cruel! By the way, there's only 6 chapters left and the story will be done! Watch for my coming short series about Usagi and Mamoru again! This time, its an alternate universe thing. Usagi is Serenity Marie Tivaldi, the daughter of a famed duke in England and Mamoru is Sir Darien Theodore Shields the son of sir Tivaldi's best friend!
Disclaimer's note: I don't own Sailor Moon or its characters.
* * *
Mamoru sat silently near the window watching the clouds go by. The sun was almost out of view setting near the hillside. The skies were beautiful and pink. They reminded him of Usagi. As he looked at her sleeping form, his heart ached at the sight.
Usagi was bathed in a soft pink hue and her blond hair had looked silver. Her delicate peach skin was dyed into a light pinksh color.
' Why is it I feel so connected to her?'
" You love her, Mamoru."
He looked away from Usagi and gazed at the door. Endymion stood there, in modern clothes. Mamoru sadly broke eye contact with his past self and found the floor to be more amusing. He didn't like seeing himself there. It reminded him too much of how he used to be, and how he may never return to the way he was.
" Don't lose faith"
Mamoru scoffed harshly and stood up. " Look at me! I'm a 22 year old stuck in a 6 year old body! Do not tell me to NOT lose faith, when I never had it to begin with!"
Endymion flinched at his future self's words. Being careful not to allow Mamoru into his mind, he thought to himself: ' If this is how I am to be when I am older, I do not wonder why Serenity's future self and I were never that close.'
He looked at Usagi and smiled softly. Letting Mamoru hear his next words. ' She looks as beautiful as she did when we first met'
Mamoru's head shot up and he growled with anger. " out" he said. Endymion smiled inwardly and complied.
' At least I know he still loves her' Endymion thought and went towards the kitchen to find Haruka.
* * * 'How dare he?'
Mamoru waited for a reply to his question but nothing came. He felt empty and alone once more. ' Why?'
* Mamoru. *
He looked around for the origin of the voice, but found none.
* Mamoru. help me. I'm scared*
Mamoru looked at Usagi and noticed her facial features were expressing pain and confusion. His heart stopped and he mentally called for Endymion, but nothing came.
' When I need him, he's not there. what is the world coming to?!'
* Mamoru. I'm scared*
He ran towards Usagi and held her frail hands in his chubby ones. ' Usagi? Can you hear me?'
* I don't want to be a princess. I don't want to fight. help me*
Mamoru's heart beat faster and faster as he recalled what had happened after he split from his past. How Usagi looked so right with Endymion and how her golden hair looked Silver.
'Silver?'
No. Mamoru let go of Usagi's hand and started to cry. That was not Usagi with Endymion. That was Princess Serenity. Somehow her consciousness and her memories had flooded so fast into Usagi that Usagi herself was thrown into a deep sleep.
' No. wh-what if. she' Mamoru glanced at Usagi ' Never comes back?'
He shook his head and sat back down in front of the window, but instead of looking at the sky. he stared at Usagi. He gazed at her longingly as if he would never see her again.
* * *
Rei helped Yuuchiro unload the luggages from the trunk. She watched from afar as Mina and Motoki unloaded the luggages in Kioshi's car. So far, they were the only ones that came. Ami and Ryo had already arrived and were helping Setsuna and Makoto with the dinner that Usagi had originally planned.
" Yuuki-chan."
Yuuchiro unloaded the last box and looked at his girlfriend. " Yes, Rei?"
" I worry about Usa." Rei said. " She hasn't woken up since we last left her."
Yuuchiro sighed and hugged her lovingly. " Don't worry so much Rei. she's Serenity. she can manage. she's just a bit. confused at the moment."
Rei nodded and opened the front door for him as he carried the box inside. She saw a few cars coming in. " They're here!"
Yuuchiro nodded and watched her inform the rest. He wiped the sweat from his brow and decided to hold the door for the coming guests.
* * *
Usagi sat in the corner of her mind engulfed by past memories. She sat there rocking back and forth as she had two other figures step up towards her.
" Come on, you cry baby! What are you doing just sitting there?" Sailor Moon asked. Her eyes reflected sadness and pity.
" Come now, Usagi. They're waiting for you-"
Usagi looked at Serenity. " For me?! Hah!" She cut her off sharply. " They're down there waiting for YOU! And you know it!"
Serenity took a step back, afraid of what Usagi might do. " Usagi. we're the same. you and I."
More tears fell from Usagi's eyes. " We will never be the same!" Usagi whispered sharply. " You are this respected princess and I'm a nobody! I can't even walk without tripping!"
Sailor Moon stepped up to Usagi and slapped her hard. " How could you talk about yourself that way!"
Usagi rubbed her cheek and stood up. " Its true! I was only accepted by the senshi because of you!" she accused pointing towards Sailor Moon. " And I was protected because I'm your reincarnation!"
There was a long silence between the three and finally, Sailor Moon stood up and took off her fuku, revealling only a uniform.
" Look at me, Usagi. Without this uniform. I'm you. You and I are the same person." She started " You and I are one. whether you like it or not."
Sailor Moon took Usagi and hugged her. " There isnt a difference between Usagi or Sailor Moon." she looked into her eyes. " You and I both care about our friends and we will do everything we can to help them"
Usagi nodded and tears fell freely from her eyes. She knew. She was Sailor Moon and nothing could change that. With a bright flash, Sailor Moon winked and slowly merged into Usagi and she felt her courage return.
" I'm sorry for yelling." Usagi said.
Serenity smiled. " Don't be. I know its hard." she saw a flash of pain in Usagi's eyes. " I've often denied myself of who I am before. I just. realized that I shouldn't"
Usagi nodded. " Whether I like it or not, whether they accept me or not."
" You are me and I am you" they both said at the same time. Serenity hugged Usagi and the next thing she saw was a beautiful alabaster chamber.
She groaned and sat up.
" Usagi!"
She smiled at the little boy who ran up towards her. He gave her a big hug and wiped the tears from his eyes.
" I thought you'd never wake up." He stopped and stepped away. " Your hair. you're not Usagi. you're."
Usagi felt sad but she smiled and lifted the boy's chin. " Mamoru, I'm still Usagi. I've just. grown up"
Usagi had indeed grown up. Her hair was now silver and it was longer than before. She had grown a few inches and her eyes were more of a silvery blue than the blue hue they were.
Mamoru shut his eyes and hoped that it was only a dream. He opened his eyes and saw that his wish had not been granted.
" I lost my Usako" he whispered softly. So soft that Usagi had not heard it. She just got out of bed and held out her hand. Mamoru took it and they went downstairs to face the room full of parents, and face his past. * * * Author's note: yes, Mamoru will be reunited with his past self! Im not that cruel! By the way, there's only 6 chapters left and the story will be done! Watch for my coming short series about Usagi and Mamoru again! This time, its an alternate universe thing. Usagi is Serenity Marie Tivaldi, the daughter of a famed duke in England and Mamoru is Sir Darien Theodore Shields the son of sir Tivaldi's best friend!