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A/N: Aloha! Hullo there! ^-^ Here we are once again with my lil Inuyasha fan/song fic. The lyrics are coming up in this chap. I will warn you, it gets pretty angsty. But don't worry, if it gets too bad, I'll give you a heads up. I'm not sure whether or not to kill off Kagome like my original idea was ( o.o; ain't I evil? No I don't hate her. It's how the story was going ) so I'll take a poll. Review and tell me whether to: a) kill her off and end the story that way, b) kill her off and have her ghost haunt Inuyasha for all the pain he caused her, or c) have her live. Well, it's reader's choice, so choose wisely! Now on with the stupid disclaimer I must always put _ _() and then with the show! ^-^
Disclaimer: Once again, I don't own Inuyasha ( but if I did =) cackle. ) or the band Evanescence. Thanks and enjoy!
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'How can I live in this world, or ever, if the person I love doesn't even want to be with me, but something dead?' With tears running down her face, she looked around her. And then she saw it. Lying next to her was a long, thin, and rather sharp rock. Immediatly she picked it up and dug into her wrist. ' I know I'm human, but he's only half demon! A dead bag of bones is better than me?' She kept compairing herself to Kikyo. Which of course made her feel worse. ( A/N: Here comes the song! ^_~ )
~ I tried to kill the pain / But only brought more / So much more ~
Tears kept running down her face, but she didn't even flinch. The pain in her heart was worse than anything physical. Nothing she could do short of death would take away that pain. And death was the only way she knew to get out of it. Her heart ached, hurt, screamed out the pain it felt. She had willingly given herself to Inuyasha, thinking he loved her, and all the while knowing she loved him. And yet, he runs off and is seen kissing Kikyo. Was she really that worse then Kikyo? A worthless human vs. a bag of bones and mud? The mud could actually win? How could she live knowing this? Well, she couldn't live...
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"Kagome!" Inuyasha called out. 'She went this way! I can still smell her!' Jumping up to the top of the trees and running just as fast as he can, Inuyasha followed the trail of her scent. All he wanted more in the world was to be with Kagome and explain everything. 'I must get to her! And quick! Only the Gods know what she must be thinking! And after what we had just got through doing! Gods!' Inuyasha's thoughts made him run faster. His legs pumped harder, muscles tensing, feet pounding against the ground. His heart was beating so fast, almost to the tempo of a hummingbirds wings. Sniffing the air it hit him, like a smack in the face....
'Blood?' Inuyasha stopped dead in his tracks when it hit him, almost knocking him to the ground. 'Please! Don't let that be Kagome!' He jumped to the ground and began running again. 'I can't be that far away! Gods, don't let me be too late!'
At top speed Inuyasha was running when...
"WHACK!" He feel flat on his face.
"Oof!" Sitting up, Inuyasha looked behind him. "Damn trees and their damn roots!" He cursed to himself outloud. Jumping up, he began to run again. 'Shit! Who knows how much time that stupid fall cost me! Kagome! I'm coming!'
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Falling to the ground, the rock tossed from her hand, Kagome looked up into the sky. 'How beautiful the stars look just before you die.' She thought. 'They seem to sparkle for you...' The blood pouring from her large wounds was pooling around her. The gashes ran up her wrists about an inch long and at least half an inch wide. Though the left one was larger than the right, she couldn't hold onto the rock very well once her left wrist was cut.
" Kagome! " 'There's that damned voice I've been hearing!' She thought. 'Why does it seem to haunt me so!?'
~ I lay dying / And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal ~
Her eyelids began to feel heavy. 'Good-bye, Inuyasha..' She thought. 'I hope you're happy without me. Now you and your dead Kikyo can be together forever. I won't get in the way.'
" Kagome! " 'That voice again! Go away! '
Kagome's skin, pale and soft, seemed to glow in the moonlight. Her stomach felt heavy, like something was weighing upon it from all the blood loss. She wanted to throw up but couldn't do it. Her stomach lurched, it made her want to hurl even more. The cold was stabbing at her bones and she began to invulntarily shudder.
" Kagome! " 'That voice again.. So close.. ' She thought.
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" Kagome! " Inuyasha cried out. He could smell her blood, it was intoxicating. The smell was so strong he was afraid that he might pass out. 'No.. it's growing stonger!' Inuyasha thought to himself. 'I think I'm too late!!' "KAGOME!!!!!" Through tears he cried out again even louder. He didn't care who heard. Faster he ran when he saw something underneath the God Tree. 'Is that Kagome!?' He was almost to her when the smell of blood hit him at full force and he was knocked back, unconcious.
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A/N: Hullo!! Here I am again! So, how was this chapy? I hope it was too your liking. If there's anything I could to make this story better, just let me know. Well, I'm going to back to working on the next chap. Feel free to contact me if you need to. Here's my MSN sn: Faith_VS@passport.com my e- mail is: olo@peoplepc.com Thanks! Hasta lavista!
*WARNING* The next chapter may be a bit... depressing. Just letting ya know!
A/N: Aloha! Hullo there! ^-^ Here we are once again with my lil Inuyasha fan/song fic. The lyrics are coming up in this chap. I will warn you, it gets pretty angsty. But don't worry, if it gets too bad, I'll give you a heads up. I'm not sure whether or not to kill off Kagome like my original idea was ( o.o; ain't I evil? No I don't hate her. It's how the story was going ) so I'll take a poll. Review and tell me whether to: a) kill her off and end the story that way, b) kill her off and have her ghost haunt Inuyasha for all the pain he caused her, or c) have her live. Well, it's reader's choice, so choose wisely! Now on with the stupid disclaimer I must always put _ _() and then with the show! ^-^
Disclaimer: Once again, I don't own Inuyasha ( but if I did =) cackle. ) or the band Evanescence. Thanks and enjoy!
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'How can I live in this world, or ever, if the person I love doesn't even want to be with me, but something dead?' With tears running down her face, she looked around her. And then she saw it. Lying next to her was a long, thin, and rather sharp rock. Immediatly she picked it up and dug into her wrist. ' I know I'm human, but he's only half demon! A dead bag of bones is better than me?' She kept compairing herself to Kikyo. Which of course made her feel worse. ( A/N: Here comes the song! ^_~ )
~ I tried to kill the pain / But only brought more / So much more ~
Tears kept running down her face, but she didn't even flinch. The pain in her heart was worse than anything physical. Nothing she could do short of death would take away that pain. And death was the only way she knew to get out of it. Her heart ached, hurt, screamed out the pain it felt. She had willingly given herself to Inuyasha, thinking he loved her, and all the while knowing she loved him. And yet, he runs off and is seen kissing Kikyo. Was she really that worse then Kikyo? A worthless human vs. a bag of bones and mud? The mud could actually win? How could she live knowing this? Well, she couldn't live...
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"Kagome!" Inuyasha called out. 'She went this way! I can still smell her!' Jumping up to the top of the trees and running just as fast as he can, Inuyasha followed the trail of her scent. All he wanted more in the world was to be with Kagome and explain everything. 'I must get to her! And quick! Only the Gods know what she must be thinking! And after what we had just got through doing! Gods!' Inuyasha's thoughts made him run faster. His legs pumped harder, muscles tensing, feet pounding against the ground. His heart was beating so fast, almost to the tempo of a hummingbirds wings. Sniffing the air it hit him, like a smack in the face....
'Blood?' Inuyasha stopped dead in his tracks when it hit him, almost knocking him to the ground. 'Please! Don't let that be Kagome!' He jumped to the ground and began running again. 'I can't be that far away! Gods, don't let me be too late!'
At top speed Inuyasha was running when...
"WHACK!" He feel flat on his face.
"Oof!" Sitting up, Inuyasha looked behind him. "Damn trees and their damn roots!" He cursed to himself outloud. Jumping up, he began to run again. 'Shit! Who knows how much time that stupid fall cost me! Kagome! I'm coming!'
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Falling to the ground, the rock tossed from her hand, Kagome looked up into the sky. 'How beautiful the stars look just before you die.' She thought. 'They seem to sparkle for you...' The blood pouring from her large wounds was pooling around her. The gashes ran up her wrists about an inch long and at least half an inch wide. Though the left one was larger than the right, she couldn't hold onto the rock very well once her left wrist was cut.
" Kagome! " 'There's that damned voice I've been hearing!' She thought. 'Why does it seem to haunt me so!?'
~ I lay dying / And I'm pouring crimson regret and betrayal ~
Her eyelids began to feel heavy. 'Good-bye, Inuyasha..' She thought. 'I hope you're happy without me. Now you and your dead Kikyo can be together forever. I won't get in the way.'
" Kagome! " 'That voice again! Go away! '
Kagome's skin, pale and soft, seemed to glow in the moonlight. Her stomach felt heavy, like something was weighing upon it from all the blood loss. She wanted to throw up but couldn't do it. Her stomach lurched, it made her want to hurl even more. The cold was stabbing at her bones and she began to invulntarily shudder.
" Kagome! " 'That voice again.. So close.. ' She thought.
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" Kagome! " Inuyasha cried out. He could smell her blood, it was intoxicating. The smell was so strong he was afraid that he might pass out. 'No.. it's growing stonger!' Inuyasha thought to himself. 'I think I'm too late!!' "KAGOME!!!!!" Through tears he cried out again even louder. He didn't care who heard. Faster he ran when he saw something underneath the God Tree. 'Is that Kagome!?' He was almost to her when the smell of blood hit him at full force and he was knocked back, unconcious.
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A/N: Hullo!! Here I am again! So, how was this chapy? I hope it was too your liking. If there's anything I could to make this story better, just let me know. Well, I'm going to back to working on the next chap. Feel free to contact me if you need to. Here's my MSN sn: Faith_VS@passport.com my e- mail is: olo@peoplepc.com Thanks! Hasta lavista!
*WARNING* The next chapter may be a bit... depressing. Just letting ya know!