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***Blood and Love***

**Nobody Understands Me**

I watched her until she was gone from my sight. I began walking towards my

home with thoughts of her. She was just as beautiful as she was centuries ago. I

stopped at an old abandoned building. Home sweet home. This was where it

happened. Where I found out why she said, "We're just not meant to be together,

Seifer."

"You need to move on, Seifer," said a voice behind me.

"Who gave you the right to read my mind?" I growled as I walked inside.

Footsteps followed me. She leaned against the wall.

"It was your fault. I've told you many times: Always put mental blocks up. If

you don't, it could be your downfall," she said.

Quistis was a very pretty vampiress. She had blonde hair and blue eyes. A

slender form. It was just that nagging and bossy part of her I don't love. And there

was the fact that she's a year younger than me. Me and Quistis grew up together as

children...

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"Quisty! Seifer teasin me again!!!" wailed a little boy.

"Oh, stop your belly-aching, chicken-wuss!" I used to say.

"I am NOT a chicken-wuss!!" protested the boy. A girl with blue eyes and

blonde hair in a ponytail came in. Quistis.

"Seifer, Matron doesn't like it when you tease Zell. You should stop it," said

Quistis, protectively holding Zell.

" 'Matron doesn't like it when you tease Zell. You should stop it.' You're not my mama!" I mocked. At hearing the word "mama", Zell began to cry.

"Seifer!" said Quistis, tears forming in her eyes too.

Me, Quistis, and chicken-wuss were orphans. At first, we thought it was

because we weren't good enough to have parents. Matron, a pale woman with long

raven-black hair, explained to us it was because of our hair and eyes color. Everyone

was afraid of anyone who looked different from them. The village we lived in was

filled with brown-heads and brown eyes.

When I was 13, I saw Zell being teased by some older boys. First, it was just

words. Then they became brutal and started throwing sticks and stones. Someone

had threw a glass bottle at Zell. I still remember the gruesome sight of Zell lying on

the ground with pieces of glass sticking out from his head and unmoving. Quistis and

Matron cried all day after they buried him. I never shed a tear.

When I was 16, someone had accused Matron of being a witch. She was given

a trial and was pronounced guilty. Quistis literally dragged me to the jail Matron was

confined in.

"Take care of Seifer, Quistis," said Matron, who looked rather sickly after

being in her hellhole for weeks. Quistis nodded weakly, tears flowing down her face.

"I don't need to be taken care of! Especially by her," I protested. Matron

looked at me sadly, like she knew something bad was going to happen to me.

"Promise me, Quistis. Take care of Seifer. He needs your help more than he

wants to," said Matron.

"I promise, Matron. I love you," said Quistis. Matron smiled weakly.

The next day, Matron was hanged. Quistis stopped the men from throwing

Matron's body in the ditch with the other accused witches. I remember walking up to

Quistis, who was holding Matron and crying.

"There's no use in crying for someone who's already dead." She looked up at

me, eyes red from crying.

"You need help, Seifer. I know you're hurting too. I can help you Seifer," she

said. I snorted.

"Not with all that crying you ain't," I retorted. I began walking away; I could

still feel Quistis' eyes staring.

I remember packing my few belongings and traveling to another place called

Balamb. I stayed at Balamb for two years. Balamb is the place where my life

changed. One night, I decided to take a shortcut home by going through a dark

alleyway. Two vampires trapped me. One had dark skin and curly black hair. The

other was a girl with pale skin and white hair. The dark one roughly took hold of me

and the pale one bit me.

I woke up with a HUGE headache. I was very hungry. I felt my teeth grow. I

touched my fangs as realization hit me. I was bitten by a vampiress. I was a vampire

now. Since I was stronger as a vampire, I decided to go pay the people from my old

town a little visit. I wanted to see the look on Quistis' face when she saw me...

It was dark when I reached my old town and I was VERY hungry. I saw two

dark figure in the distance. When I got closer, I realized that it was Quistis and a

man. The man seemed hynotized. I could see Quistis' fangs appear. I was shocked.

Quistis was a vampiress!? As soon as Quistis was finished with the man, she realized

that she wasn't alone. Her crimson eyes turned back to blue as soon as she saw me.

She dropped the man and walked towards my direction.

"Seifer?" she asked. The stinging pain in my head became unbearable. I

grasped my head and screamed from agony. I fainted. It was the first and last time I

ever fainted. And the worse part was I fainted in front of Quistis! The same Quistis

who said she was gonna help me! One reason I came back was to show Quistis I was

able to take care of myself! Guess I showed her...

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Quistis took me to her house, fed me some blood (vampires can sense auras,

and the aura of a human is VERY different from that of another vampire). I left

Quistis again to Galbadia. That was where I met Rinoa. Sweet, innocent Rinoa. I told

her that I loved her. She said the, "We're just not meant to be together," shit. When

I found out who she had fallen for, I sucked her dry and made him immortal. I'm

sure he's still hurting for Rinoa, that serves him right!

Well, now I have another chance with Rinoa. I'll make sure no one interferes

with my plans. Everything will go according to my plans. Nothing can go wrong.

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sho,watchu think? i wrote this in Seifer's point of view cos that guy has feelings too, ya know? i would probably turn out like him too with a past like that! as for his plans...lets just say he forgot about quistis and squall...REVIEW!!!!!!!! ~Tenshi