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Fade in.

Webb's POV

I've been through some tough things in my life. I've had so many people that I care about die, that I'm numb inside, and now I have to add this unborn child, my unborn child to my list. I am not a man to share my feelings. Hell half of the people I know would some people I know would characterize me as being "stuffy" but if they really knew what was going on inside of me, they would see a whole different side of me, and I don't think everyone would like it.

There's always something

In the way

There's always something

Getting through

But it's not me

It's You

Sure, when it comes down to it, I'll get the job done, that's why they count on me so much. But I don't know if I can do the job now, I still don't know what it was that changed me, but I know it started the day I met her. I don't know what it was about her that just made me want to always be with her, that made me want to pour out my soul to her, but damn if I'm going to let her go before I find out why.

Sometimes ignorance

Rings true

But hope is not in

What I know

Not in me

It's in You

It's all I know.

I was headed to the cafeteria when I saw a gurney burst through the ER doors. I shot a quick glance at the people coming in with the patient, and continued towards the cafeteria, but it only took a moment for me to register who it was. Harm was lying on his stomach, his back covered in a mass of blood. Mac and Sturgis were running besides the gurney in a state of shock, I didn't even have time to ask what happened when they whisked him into the trauma room.

After pacing in front of the room for what seemed like hours, Mac and Sturgis emerged from the room close on the heels of the gurney. They followed Harm to the elevators, and said told the doctors they would meet them up stairs.

"What are you doing here Webb?" Mac said trying to wipe the blood off of her shirt.

What in the hell happened," I said ignoring her.

"Someone beat Harm up pretty good. They whipped his back, and broke a few of his ribs. The doctors took him up to the OR to repair some of the damage; we don't know who did this." Sturgis said rubbing the back of his neck. "I'll go, uh, call the Admiral and let him know what's going on," he said touching Mac's arm, she nodded but didn't say anything.

And I find peace

When I'm confused

I find hope when

I'm let down

Not in me

But in You

I led her to a group of chairs, and helped her sit. She took a couple of deep breaths, and tried to calm herself down.

"Are you okay Mac?" I asked, knowing what she would say.

"I'll be fine," she said confidently.

"He'll be okay Mac," I say trying to reassure her.

"I know he is. He expects nothing else."

"What?" I ask, confused.

"I have faith in him, and I know he is going to be okay. That's what he expects, complete and utter faith that he'll pull through. And that's what I'm going to give him. And then when I find out who did this to him, I'm going to nail their ass's to the wall," she said confidently.

I laughed; now that sounds like the marine I know.

"I know that you and Meg are engaged, and that she lost your baby. I'm so sorry Clay," she said taking my hand.

"Yeah, so am I."

"Do you want to talk about it?"

"I don't know if I can," I say honestly.

"That's okay, I'm not going anywhere," she said giving my hand a squeeze. I don't know why, but I was comforted by the fact that she was here for me. Maybe we'll both get through this ordeal after all.

I hope to lose myself

For good

I hope to find it in the end

Not in me

It's You

It's all I know

It's all I know.

TBC

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