No, don't try to deny it
You never cared
I see you there and you're smiling
And the spectators, with sodas and their snack foods
Life is so easy for you

I reach out
The glowing blue ball whirls in front of me
Oooh's and ah's reverberate through the stadium
I push it away
I never meant to hurt anybody

I am looking for validation
Could this be it?
A shadow of something, anything
I do not exist
Outside my own mind

This is not what I was made for
Or perhaps it was
I will never understand the nature of my creation
I was made by humans
My origins are impure

And so I remain
Trapped on two levels:
In this fight and
In my mind
You never cared