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Author's Note: I'm back to the land of no reviews!! Here's Kazuma's thoughts. Yay and joy and fun. ^.~*
In this chapter: Kazuma reflects on his first meeting with Tsubasa.
Enjoy!!
Chapter 6:
Brotherly Love
This was bad.
There was no way that this situation could be described as being good in any sort of way at all. No one in their right minds would see what had just happened as a good thing.
Then again, maybe no one else would have made the same stupid mistake that he did. High school..... He still couldn't believe it. How could she be in high school? She was OLDER than him.
He shook his head and closed his eyes. It was an incomprehensible thought. But he'd have to get used to it. She looked so cute and young. He had just figured she was younger than he was.
Yes, his mother had said they were the same age. But, he thought she must have been mistaken once he saw her.
He banged his head against the wall multiple times, then leaned against it. He really did make a fool out of himself.
But even then, why did she overreact so much? She must have been used to people thinking she was really young. Why did it bother her so much that he thought it, too? Was he more important somehow?
Well, of course he was. He might be her brother. It made sense that she would get angrier over something he did. He had been trying to make a good impression, but still be himself. Otherwise, she'd get to know someone who wasn't really him.
But he had made a stupid mistake, and she had blown up. Literally. Ugh, he felt so stupid. She had taken it way harder than he would have thought. It was obvious she was totally against him now.
He had really screwed himself over there. She was so cute, too. He had been looking forward to having a cute little sister- older sister.
OLDER sister.
But he obviously blew it. She must have thought he was horrible. That's the way it seemed, at least. She probably was at her house right now, cursing him for everything she was worth. It really was a bad move on his part. Normally he was more tactful than that. It must have been the stress.
That was it. He felt all weird since he was going to meet who might be his new father and sister. Truthfully, he didn't really care who his mother married. As long as she was happy. But, he still wanted to check the guy out.
And, Shibehime-san had been very nice. He seemed like a really nice guy, and he obviously loved Kazuma's mother very much. He could tell that Shibehime would be a good thing in his mom's life.
So, after that was taken care of, he began to regard Tsubasa. He had noticed her first. She was hard to miss. Although she was short, she was so cute that he found it impossible to tear his eyes away from her for long. All he could think about was how that little girl would be his sister. It didn't even occur to him that she might not like him. He tried being nice to her, by giving her his dessert, by she freaked out. Was he really that scary? He had worn his nice black shirt just to look decent, but he refused to not wear something on his neck. He loved collars and chains and such.
His hand reached up to his neck and fingered the necklace that was still there. It seemed fine to him, but she had stared at it like it was going to bite her or something.
Well, there was nothing he could do about it now. He had insulted her severely, and there wasn't much he could do about it. He didn't think she'd ever want to see him again.
The thought made him sad, and he frowned. Had he really made that big of a bad impression on her? Was she really so insulted that she would refuse to even see him again? That could definitely make things complicated. Well, he would do what he could to help her out, but there was no guarantee that she'd be willing to even listen to him.
Still, he should try to apologize to her. It hardly seemed fair to insult someone so badly and then just ignore them.
No, he would try and apologize to her, and he'd have to see whether or not she'd accept it. After all, there was no guarantee that she would even listen to him.
But even if she would listen, how on earth would he find her? He could ask his mom where the Shibehime's lived, but that seemed wrong. How could he just show up at her house when she was so ticked off at him?
What a mess he had gotten himself into. Well, he could only hope that she would listen to him. If she didn't even hear him out, there wasn't much he could do to soothe her.
And for some reason, he wanted to soothe her. Oh, yes. For some unknown, foreign reason, he wanted to soothe her very much.
He figured it was brotherly love.
Author's Note: I'm back to the land of no reviews!! Here's Kazuma's thoughts. Yay and joy and fun. ^.~*
In this chapter: Kazuma reflects on his first meeting with Tsubasa.
Enjoy!!
Chapter 6:
Brotherly Love
This was bad.
There was no way that this situation could be described as being good in any sort of way at all. No one in their right minds would see what had just happened as a good thing.
Then again, maybe no one else would have made the same stupid mistake that he did. High school..... He still couldn't believe it. How could she be in high school? She was OLDER than him.
He shook his head and closed his eyes. It was an incomprehensible thought. But he'd have to get used to it. She looked so cute and young. He had just figured she was younger than he was.
Yes, his mother had said they were the same age. But, he thought she must have been mistaken once he saw her.
He banged his head against the wall multiple times, then leaned against it. He really did make a fool out of himself.
But even then, why did she overreact so much? She must have been used to people thinking she was really young. Why did it bother her so much that he thought it, too? Was he more important somehow?
Well, of course he was. He might be her brother. It made sense that she would get angrier over something he did. He had been trying to make a good impression, but still be himself. Otherwise, she'd get to know someone who wasn't really him.
But he had made a stupid mistake, and she had blown up. Literally. Ugh, he felt so stupid. She had taken it way harder than he would have thought. It was obvious she was totally against him now.
He had really screwed himself over there. She was so cute, too. He had been looking forward to having a cute little sister- older sister.
OLDER sister.
But he obviously blew it. She must have thought he was horrible. That's the way it seemed, at least. She probably was at her house right now, cursing him for everything she was worth. It really was a bad move on his part. Normally he was more tactful than that. It must have been the stress.
That was it. He felt all weird since he was going to meet who might be his new father and sister. Truthfully, he didn't really care who his mother married. As long as she was happy. But, he still wanted to check the guy out.
And, Shibehime-san had been very nice. He seemed like a really nice guy, and he obviously loved Kazuma's mother very much. He could tell that Shibehime would be a good thing in his mom's life.
So, after that was taken care of, he began to regard Tsubasa. He had noticed her first. She was hard to miss. Although she was short, she was so cute that he found it impossible to tear his eyes away from her for long. All he could think about was how that little girl would be his sister. It didn't even occur to him that she might not like him. He tried being nice to her, by giving her his dessert, by she freaked out. Was he really that scary? He had worn his nice black shirt just to look decent, but he refused to not wear something on his neck. He loved collars and chains and such.
His hand reached up to his neck and fingered the necklace that was still there. It seemed fine to him, but she had stared at it like it was going to bite her or something.
Well, there was nothing he could do about it now. He had insulted her severely, and there wasn't much he could do about it. He didn't think she'd ever want to see him again.
The thought made him sad, and he frowned. Had he really made that big of a bad impression on her? Was she really so insulted that she would refuse to even see him again? That could definitely make things complicated. Well, he would do what he could to help her out, but there was no guarantee that she'd be willing to even listen to him.
Still, he should try to apologize to her. It hardly seemed fair to insult someone so badly and then just ignore them.
No, he would try and apologize to her, and he'd have to see whether or not she'd accept it. After all, there was no guarantee that she would even listen to him.
But even if she would listen, how on earth would he find her? He could ask his mom where the Shibehime's lived, but that seemed wrong. How could he just show up at her house when she was so ticked off at him?
What a mess he had gotten himself into. Well, he could only hope that she would listen to him. If she didn't even hear him out, there wasn't much he could do to soothe her.
And for some reason, he wanted to soothe her. Oh, yes. For some unknown, foreign reason, he wanted to soothe her very much.
He figured it was brotherly love.