::Between Love and Hate::

Author's Notes



Konnichiwa minna!!

First, I want to thank you guys for reading my fics and taking time to review and all that. I'm also grateful to all those who mailed me and sent me text messages regarding my fics, BL&H included. I want y'all to know that your feedback means sooooooooo much to me. And oftentimes, the flow of the story is largely based on how you want it to turn out. So, again, I thank you guys with all my heart. If anything could keep me writing, it's you. ^___^

Hmmm.. so let's go to the story proper. What started out as a humorous and supposedly short fic turned out to be deeper and longer. It's really weird how my mind works.. and honestly, I didn't know whether I could write stuff with more depth. Cuz with Twisted and the others, it's all about love and WAFF.. And out of the blue, it just popped into my mind to write something heavier. I've read your reviews and some of the messages sent to me, and so far, all of you were shocked at this sudden twist, and about 90% of you guys were okay with it. So I guess, I'm not such a crappy writer, ne? Thank you.. ::breathes a sigh of relief::

About the ending.. I have options, and I still haven't decided on how I'd end it. The only thing I can assure you is that it will be a happy ending, even if I have to die trying!! :D LOL!! Of course, Kenshin and Kaoru still!!! Not even Tomoe could change that! Hehe.

I guess the real challenge here is to make the two end up together without making Tomoe look like the loser or the antagonist. Because no matter how much some of us, including me [no offense!!], dislike Tomoe, I don't want to make her appear to be manipulative or deceptive, because [basing on the context of the story] she never really intended herself to get pregnant. For all we know, someone else is waiting for her back in Kyoto **coughcough_Kiyosato_coughcough** ::hint hint:: But another thing, I won't dwell on Tomoe's story, because I cannot write stuff about her since I don't like her as much as I like Kaoru. So gomen ne for that misgiving. :)

Anyways, sorry if cliffhangers make you want to strangle me..Teehee.. I'm sorry too that I don't update on a daily basis.. lots of stuff have been going on [good stuff, don't worry!] in my life so I've been busy.. but I'm constantly thinking of what to write.. so I hope you guys bear with me, like you've always done..

Thanks again, and till next chappies!!

You guys rock!

Kawaii