Tittle: Remember me Wholy
Authur: Silver-Winged-Angel
Rating: PG-13
Disclaimer: I don't own them... only borrowing him for a while
Summery: You can't forget the past but don't let it control your future.....




Chapter 5 Please be okay

"'Soka, what's happening, you... you have.. wings!"

Hisoka began trembling in Tsuzuki's arms. Tsuzuki watched closely as tears began forming in the blond's eyes. Slowly, bit by bit, the huge silver wings began fading out of existence. Hisoka blinked once, and then twice. "'Soka-chan, daijoubu ka?" Tsuzuki asked impatiently. Hisoka held his head in his hands. "Un," Hisoka forced himself to get up but fell as soon as he straighten his legs. Tsuzuki rushed to catch him before his head hit the hard cement floor.

"'Soka! You shouldn't-" Hisoka cut in before Tsuzuki could say anymore, "I'm alright, Hijiri is the one we should be concerning," Hisoka tried to get up again and succeeded in the task if he hold on to the wall. He walked slowly up to Hijiri's broken form, Tsuzuki following not far behind, taking percaution in case Hisoka would fall.

The duo would have to skip over the bodies of those unconsious one to get to Hijiri. Hisoka knelt down before the out cold body of his friend with Tsuzuki kneeling on the opposite of him. "We should be taking him to the hospital, did you bring your cell phone?" Hisoka inquired. The brunette nodded and fished his phone out of his pocket. He switched on the Nokia branded phone and received a loud beep in return.

"Damn! The battery's flat!" Hisoka sighed. "What should we do then?" Tsuzuki began thinking. No thoughts came to his clouded brain. The alley was dark and the street was probaly deserted. The hospital should be about a couple of blocks from here. "I'll carry him, you lead the way, 'Soka," Tsuzuki explained and that was the time he rarely found his friend serious. Well, Tsuzuki is not a clown but he acted somewhat childish sometimes. And Hisoka would sometimes think that Tsuzuki is an over grown 3 year old.

"'Soka? Soka?!" Tsuzuki waved his hands infront of Hisoka's face, making him snap out of his thoughts. "Uh? Oh! Alright, but what about them?" Hisoka nodded towards the few unconsious forms. "They deserve to stay cold here in the night," Tsuzuki picked up his friend from the ground and carried him on his back. Hisoka shrugged and walked infront and out of the creepy alley. He went through some short cuts and finally reached in front of the 20 stories Hospital building. He checked behind to make sure Tsuzuki was behind before he went through the glass door of the hospital.

Tsuzuki cried out for a doctor to help him. At that time, doctor dressed in all white that was talking to a nurse heard them and strided towards them. Hisoka's eyes bulged as he saw the doctor's appearance. He would never forget that silver hair and those unusual mismatched eyes. Certainly he would never forget the silver eye that glared at him 3 years ago. Those pale features and those gracefulness he held. It was all a disguise, thought Hisoka. Beneath the disguise was a monster, the monster who cursed him and tortured him 3 years ago. The monster who should've hold responsible for the curse marks on his body. The marks that he would no doubt carry for the entire eternity.

Hisoka unconsiously took a step back as the doctor came closer. The doctor smirked as he saw Hisoka. 'I didn't know I would meet you again, boy,' he said silently. Tsuzuki, not noticing the commotion, hurriedly asked. "Doctor, my friend is hurt, please take a look at him," the silver haired man took Hijiri from Tsuzuki's arms and called for a nurse to help. He took the boy for further treatment. A nurse stopped Tsuzuki from following the doctor and asked him to stay for she will be asking some details. Hisoka slumped down on the chair waiting for Tsuzuki to finish any business he had with the nurse. (No, I don't mean it like that,)

He kept starring at the door that the doctor dissappeared to. He was sure, that was the man who made his life a living hell 3 years ago. 'And that man's treating my friend!!! If he should ever hurt Hijiri, I'll deal with him,' he thought. "Yo, 'Soka-chan, are you on eath or are in planet Mars?" Tsuzuki greeted him with a wide grin. In his hands were two paper cups of tea. He handed one to Hisoka and the blond accepted without a word. "Ch' You're worthless, Hijiri's in there and you're here with that lousy attitude of yours," he said as a matter of fact. Tsuzuki, who had already sat down changed into his infamous puppy form. "Na, 'Soka, you're a meany," Hisoka ignored him completely.

"Na.. 'Soka, let's go to the cafeteria!! I'm hungry!" Tsuzuki whined. He hated it when Hisoka goes all quiet. "Go on your own, you're an adult already," Tsuzuki turned on deaf ears. "But, I don't want to, what if someone comes and kidnap me?" steam literally came out of Hisoka's ears. "Tsuzuki-san," the blond boy grabbed the nearest object which is a newspaper and rolled it in his hands, "This is a hospital, with many people around, who the heck is stupid enough to kidnap you, you dimwit!!" he whacked Tsuzuki around the head with it. Tsuzuki in super-deform cried while holding his bruising head.

"Wahh!!! 'Soka, you're mean!!!" large streams of tears sprinkled out. "If I'm mean, then go to the cafetaria alone!!" he grumpily said. Hisoka wasn't even sure why he was such in a bad mood right now. He never meant all those things he said but Tsuzuki can be a burden sometimes, for a 26 year old. Where is the Tsuzuki he saw in the alley just now?! The serious one, the one with no jokes left in his mind but a straight goal. Well, too serious is.... awkward. But at least Tsuzuki should've acted his age. "'Soka, don't ignore me, I promise it won't take long! I'll take one apple pie and then we'll come back here, I know you're worried about Hijiri-kun, but if you're too worried, you'll get sick," Hisoka sighed. It'll be a fruitless battle.

"Hai, hai!! Just grab one and leave!!" Hisoka abruptly stood up with an excited Tsuzuki by his side. The duo headed towards the cafeteria and Tsuzuki rushed towards the counter, his eyes turned into a heart shape. "Waiii!!! Lots of cakes!!" Hisoka waited impatiently outside the crowd. He hated crowds so he tried avoiding them. After several minutes of waiting, Tsuzuki finally came out of the crowd. In his arms were bags of sweet cakes. Hisoka rolled his eyes. That guy sure have a sweet tooth!! They began heading back to wherever they came from. Of course, the ward. "'Soka-chan, look what I've got, I brought these for you too," Tsuzuki held out a packet of cookies. "I know you don't like sweets so I bought you cookies!!" Hisoka stared at Tsuzuki. 'Well, at least it's not sugary, eating a little won't hurt," Hisoka took the pack and muttered a thank you.

They strolled back to the ward and saw the doctor whom was treating Hijiri sitting on the bench in front of the ward. Hisoka's step was slower and he trailed behind his amethyst eyed friend. Apparently, Tsuzuki didn't notice it. "Eh? Sensei? Finish already?" Sensei glance at his watch. "Ahh, I've just finished treating your friend there," Tsuzuki's eyes turned all bright and shiny. "Eh? Hontou? How is he?" Sensei narrowed his eye. (a/n: the other eye is covered with his hair, ne?) Is this really the man who had called him and asked for his help? he thought. Hisoka who had been at Tsuzuki's back stood next to him, careful not to get too close to the disguised demon.

He was nervous, facing his most hated enemy, but he have to know Hijiri's condition. 'Endure it for a while, just for a while,' he thought as he felt the curse mark on his body began burning slightly. "I'm sorry for being rude, allow me to introduce myself," Hisoka unconsiously clutched on Tsuzuki's coat with his left hand. 'It hurts, it hurts, I don't wanna be here, I don't wanna,' Tsuzuki glanced worriedly at his friend. "My name is Kazutaka Muraki,"

end of chapter 5

(Authur's note: Ahhh!!!! I'm sorry for taking sooo long to finish this, but I've got very little influence since only 3 of you reviewed my fic!!! Wahhh!!! Anyway, gomen for taking so long, I didn't mean it!!! Don't sue me please!!! Anyway, comments, ideas, reviews, are welcomed. And to free4ever, actually it's Hisoka has angel's wings... it's silver, not black like Sagaatanasu Tsuzuki.. jaa... minna!!!)