A/N: People really seem to like these short stories/chapters. Just in case
you didn't know, the first chapter was about Xander, and the second one was
about Buffy. This chapter will be about Willow.
Magic
Even though Buffy says that I'm the strongest, besides her, in the gang, I feel like she's got it all wrong. She keeps on pushing me. Making me want to do magic. But I can't do that. Magic is what started the whole incident where I went evil. I can't be hooked on magic again.
So I try to get the courage to tell her, "I'm not that strong," but she's my friend, and I can never disappoint her. The thing is, I'm just strong at magic, but even still I falter if I need to do a spell, even if it is a simple, non-harmful spell. The memory of last year with Tara and Warren makes me think that I'll go off the deep end again, and start killing again. Or destroy the world. My confidence is shaken ever since last year, and even though I try to tell myself that it'll be okay, I'm still weak.
Giles is still there for me, though. He can help me if I do get evil again, and I start destroying the world, but still, he's no match for me. I almost killed him last year. That's something that I'll never forget.
Kennedy doesn't know what I can do. So far, I've only shown her my good side, with the good magic, but I know as the fight against the First Evil continues, I'll have to bring out my bad side, along with the bad magic. I can't risk that if I do get bad again. But I'll always be there for her, good or bad, and she'll always be there for me.
Then I start to think, what if it happens again? Each night, I have the same dream: Kennedy gets shot, I get angry, and I kill the person who shot her. I know Tara is watching out for me, too, wherever she is, but sometimes it just isn't enough. Love sometimes isn't enough to change a person from their evil ways. You've got to touch their heart, and their soul, to make them ever change from being evil.
The vengeance is still a part of me, including Tara's love. The guilt of killing Warren will always haunt me for as long as I live. Sometimes I guess you can't change who you are, and what you are.
And even though I'm redeemed, I guess magic will always be a part of me, too.
A/N: I know some of these stories are short, but I'm trying. Anyway, please review!
Magic
Even though Buffy says that I'm the strongest, besides her, in the gang, I feel like she's got it all wrong. She keeps on pushing me. Making me want to do magic. But I can't do that. Magic is what started the whole incident where I went evil. I can't be hooked on magic again.
So I try to get the courage to tell her, "I'm not that strong," but she's my friend, and I can never disappoint her. The thing is, I'm just strong at magic, but even still I falter if I need to do a spell, even if it is a simple, non-harmful spell. The memory of last year with Tara and Warren makes me think that I'll go off the deep end again, and start killing again. Or destroy the world. My confidence is shaken ever since last year, and even though I try to tell myself that it'll be okay, I'm still weak.
Giles is still there for me, though. He can help me if I do get evil again, and I start destroying the world, but still, he's no match for me. I almost killed him last year. That's something that I'll never forget.
Kennedy doesn't know what I can do. So far, I've only shown her my good side, with the good magic, but I know as the fight against the First Evil continues, I'll have to bring out my bad side, along with the bad magic. I can't risk that if I do get bad again. But I'll always be there for her, good or bad, and she'll always be there for me.
Then I start to think, what if it happens again? Each night, I have the same dream: Kennedy gets shot, I get angry, and I kill the person who shot her. I know Tara is watching out for me, too, wherever she is, but sometimes it just isn't enough. Love sometimes isn't enough to change a person from their evil ways. You've got to touch their heart, and their soul, to make them ever change from being evil.
The vengeance is still a part of me, including Tara's love. The guilt of killing Warren will always haunt me for as long as I live. Sometimes I guess you can't change who you are, and what you are.
And even though I'm redeemed, I guess magic will always be a part of me, too.
A/N: I know some of these stories are short, but I'm trying. Anyway, please review!