Chapter Ten - Safe and Sound
He could see her running so fucking fast, he had to pick his speed up, he had to find her before she left, he needed her, she needed him. He rounded a corner and watched as the figure of his desire darted into an empty bus shelter, it was early morning not many people were around, in fact he could see no one near the place she decided to go into.
"Lou please love, pet" he called out, but he doubted he would get a reply, he had been a bastard to her, he had fucked her hard, rough and dirty just because he wanted to and he had called her names that for a vampire like him wouldn't hurt but for her, an angel, purity of some kind, must sting at her soul.
"Just go Spike, just go, his looking for me not you" came a hushed voice.
Spike smiled, she was answering him at least and when he finally made it inside the glass building he could see her sitting down on a small bench, back leaned against the glass, she wasn't running again, he could finally speak to her.
"Well he would have to get through me before he finds you pet" Spike remarked lingering near the entrance.
"Since when do you fucking care!" she snapped as he sat down in front of her, staring up with his brilliant blue eyes
"I made a mistake" he started, yeah a big fucking mistake.
"Oh really, you thought I killed those people, you thought I would do that, you never trusted me, never" she muttered and shook her hand wiping away a stray tear, trust her crying in front of him, making a fool of herself, and love, love wasn't even that important right now, he was yes but whether they were together or not didn't matter.
"I had no idea, Jesus, I keep seeing you in my mind, us before in the 70s, it screwed with me love, how the hell was I meant to cope, I killed you, I sucked your blood, drained your life away, I remember doing that, yet you're here now" Spike exclaimed rubbing his temples
"You can't kill me honey" she whispered and gazed at him
Spike smiled up to her "Honey, different I like it, I really do"
"I used to call you that, back in NY, you used to laugh and you would devour me with your lips, and tell me you would change me soon, soon and that you didn't love Drusilla you couldn't not since you set eyes on me" she rambled, yeah that was true, he had been different back then, definitely stronger, still kind in his weird way, but she preferred what he was like now.
"I don't remember that, but I seeing you now, I know its true Lou, I don't need anyone else" He asserted and took her trademark converse off leaning in closer and running his fingers up her thigh "I know your some angel and I'm like anti that but you wanted me before, it can work, you said earlier in my crypt that you wanted me to be your one, well here I am"
"I was never meant to fall in love with you, I was trying to help you" she began and in what seemed like a spilt second his fingers where on the fastening of her jeans pulling them down to her ankles "Spike?"
Spike smirked, he spread her legs wider apart caressing lightly on the material of her panties, before pulling her jeans completely away and then licking through the lilac fabric of her underwear.
"Spike stop, please" she went to push him away but he seemed adamant, so what another fuck, another chance for him to say wicked things and break her fucking heart.
"I love you, its fucked I'm saying sorry" he implored before delving in again, the fabric grew wet and sticky as his tongue traced up and down and his hands rested on her thighs, he slowly pulled the clothing away glimpsing her dark brown curls and running his mouth over them.
"You don't mean that" she gasped she didn't want him to do this just out of some fucked up Spike type fun but it felt so blissful when she felt her underwear disappear completely to be replaced by his entire mouth sucking, nibbling her whole.
The juices ran down his throat making him harden, its no wonder she tasted so sweet he thought, an angel of all the things to be in love with he loved an angel. Her thighs clamped round his head as he continued his torture on her, she was swollen and wet, wet, wet his teeth bit down on her sphere.
"Oh my god" she hollered arching her back against the glass, she couldn't remember the last time she was so desperate to scream out, but she knew it wouldn't last, this was perfection how she could feel him pull at the nub of flesh that sent her wild and play with it between his teeth how his right hand joined his mouth and was penetrating her one long finger at a time. The perfection would end, she had to leave Sunnydale, she had to make sure Michael followed her not Spike or the others, she felt the her heart swell in pain and the tears rolled down her face, she was remembering now, before, she had him before and she had to leave and he forgot her and he would again.
He could hear her sobbing and a part of him wished to pull back and ask what was wrong, but he continued, she could push him away anytime she liked but instead she was close to cumming in his willing mouth, all over his three fingers that pushed and pushed further into her, the muscles inside of her clutching round them and her hips humping closer to him
"Spike, more, fuck make me cum, make me cum" she screamed out. Tears and ecstasy were fighting against one and other; she found her hands run through his bleached hair. Oh god she was never going to forget this, she wondered why she has lost her memory in the first place but questions, she had a lifetime on the run to answer them, now she was craving his tongue on her lips
He smiled to himself, withdrawing his fingers pushing her away, running his tongue over his lips and tasting her again
"You bastard." she began, thinking he was playing around with her emotions again.
He pulled her down and held her round the base of her back leaning up and forcing his fingers into her hot mouth. He made her taste her nectar, which excited her further, she couldn't believe it was the same Spike who called her all those things, who had broken her heart and now he was being so erotic and equally loving.
"I've missed that taste Lou, I'm never giving it up," he declared before falling back on his knees and lowering her down on his face.
"Now, I need it now" she cried out as he continued with his activity and plunged his tongue so far into her, she slammed herself against his mouth with every thrust of him inside of her, touching her core, the floodgates opened and her delicious juices run into him like waterfall, she flung her head back and her body vibrated, coming in long waves.
"Honey, honey, oh god yes" she bellowed losing her unneeded breath, as he pulled away, lapping up the stray juices. Spike was ready for more and he quickly undid his jeans and lowered her down onto his hardened state.
"I love you" he grunted sinking into her and wrapping his arms around her waist. Her own gripped onto his leather jacket as she felt him violate her inner walls.
"I can't stay with you, I want to but I can't" she moaned into his neck as she rocked onto him driving him further in
Spike gently trailed kisses up her neck "Don't say that" he pleaded
"You will forget me" she stated in short sharp breaths, she closed her eyes, her and Spike one last time, for the last 24 hours she never thought she get that, have that chance to have him in her again.
"Never, never" he implored moving her face so she stared at him, he brought her in for a deep, hot and needy kiss.
//Flashback//
She sat on his lap, he was dressed as a punk still, having dirty sex on a dirty dusty floor as she rode him slow and hard.
"You promise to come back" he gasped as she pushed him on his back and undid her top slowly, he smirked and grunted clutching his hands into her buttocks.
"I will honey I will" she declared.
//End of flashback//
Louise tore away from their kiss and shook her head, the past again, the 70s, their previous life together "Did you see that?"
"Huh, huh, you were so fucking sexy then" Spike smiled and like his old self had down he fell on his back and gripped her firm moulds in his hands slamming her onto him.
"Spike, I" she ran her palms over his t-shirt clad chest as the extent of their fucking grew harder.
"Need you so much, so fucking much, I don't want the Slayer, or Dru I need you, you came back you did" he stated and captured her lips for another kiss..
//Flashback///
Spike paced the warehouse, dressed in his newly stolen leather jacket that would become his trademark; he pointed his finger "What the hell are you!"
"Its why I'm leaving we can't be together" she tried to explain, even then she has her innocent brown eyes as she carefully followed his movements "You're a killer, I thought I could change that but you killed her"
"The Slayer, your leaving because I killed The Slayer" He laughed bitterly "and what the fuck are you, Miss High and Mighty, shall I have another go at that neck of yours!"
Spike run towards her, his fangs bearing.
//End of flashback//
Spike felt as if his mind explode at the last memory, he realised all this remembering was driving his climax so close, his sex was clenching up ready to release itself deep inside of her "Lou, Lou, fucking hell pet"
Louise collapsed against his chest and together they shared a rare moment of bliss and desire before she looked up to him "I'm leaving for you"
He tried to regain himself and tried to catch her body as she pulled herself off him and quickly put her jeans back on "I can change, this chip I don't kill people"
"I can't give you what I want to, I can't" she tried to explain but was what the use she gathered her shoes up, found her knickers and stuffed them in her pockets as in the corner of her eye she saw a bus was about to pull out of the station, she had no idea where it was heading for but she needed to catch it.
"I want you that's all I need" Spike pulled himself up and zipped his jeans back up. Did he miss something there, they had just been having sex, it wasn't just a fuck like it had been before and their flashbacks, they were connected, joined. He needed her but he could tell something that frightened the hell out of him, she was going to leave him, she was and he should allow it to happen, he should, why he didn't know.
"You need a soul you do, its what I was trying to give to you but" she paused and lingered in the exit, turning to him and trying to smile.
"Lou please, don't go" he walked closer and ran his finger down her face, to think he convinced himself he hated her, what a fool, what a asshole.
Louise took his hand, trust her luck to finally have him beg for her to stay and now she was going "I'm sorry, I wish I knew everything I don't, just be careful, Michael won't be able to harm you now"
Spike stared into her eyes "Don't leave me" he pleaded
She smiled one last time before darting out of shelter and quickly onto the bus that was about to leave. Spike stood there hands shoved in his pockets watching her leave, if it was some romantic movie he would run after her, but he had this gut feeling he shouldn't, that he had to stay in Sunnydale as yet another woman he loved left him. The vehicle pulled away, and a small smile played across his lips, he saw the destination of the bus, he began walking back to the Magic Shop, he would get the help of the bloody slayer, he thought he could do this without her but no he needed help, Louise did and they could go and track her down, fuck Michael fuck his gut feeling. She was heading to LA, he would follow soon.
///Finally fucking finally the next chapter will see the cast of Angel appear.Ooo I can't wait, what will happen with Spike and Lou? What has Angel and his pals got to do with it, will I remember what the hell happened at the start of Angel last season without looking at my tapes. Well I don't even know. but I've been looking forward to getting to this bit for a long time//
He could see her running so fucking fast, he had to pick his speed up, he had to find her before she left, he needed her, she needed him. He rounded a corner and watched as the figure of his desire darted into an empty bus shelter, it was early morning not many people were around, in fact he could see no one near the place she decided to go into.
"Lou please love, pet" he called out, but he doubted he would get a reply, he had been a bastard to her, he had fucked her hard, rough and dirty just because he wanted to and he had called her names that for a vampire like him wouldn't hurt but for her, an angel, purity of some kind, must sting at her soul.
"Just go Spike, just go, his looking for me not you" came a hushed voice.
Spike smiled, she was answering him at least and when he finally made it inside the glass building he could see her sitting down on a small bench, back leaned against the glass, she wasn't running again, he could finally speak to her.
"Well he would have to get through me before he finds you pet" Spike remarked lingering near the entrance.
"Since when do you fucking care!" she snapped as he sat down in front of her, staring up with his brilliant blue eyes
"I made a mistake" he started, yeah a big fucking mistake.
"Oh really, you thought I killed those people, you thought I would do that, you never trusted me, never" she muttered and shook her hand wiping away a stray tear, trust her crying in front of him, making a fool of herself, and love, love wasn't even that important right now, he was yes but whether they were together or not didn't matter.
"I had no idea, Jesus, I keep seeing you in my mind, us before in the 70s, it screwed with me love, how the hell was I meant to cope, I killed you, I sucked your blood, drained your life away, I remember doing that, yet you're here now" Spike exclaimed rubbing his temples
"You can't kill me honey" she whispered and gazed at him
Spike smiled up to her "Honey, different I like it, I really do"
"I used to call you that, back in NY, you used to laugh and you would devour me with your lips, and tell me you would change me soon, soon and that you didn't love Drusilla you couldn't not since you set eyes on me" she rambled, yeah that was true, he had been different back then, definitely stronger, still kind in his weird way, but she preferred what he was like now.
"I don't remember that, but I seeing you now, I know its true Lou, I don't need anyone else" He asserted and took her trademark converse off leaning in closer and running his fingers up her thigh "I know your some angel and I'm like anti that but you wanted me before, it can work, you said earlier in my crypt that you wanted me to be your one, well here I am"
"I was never meant to fall in love with you, I was trying to help you" she began and in what seemed like a spilt second his fingers where on the fastening of her jeans pulling them down to her ankles "Spike?"
Spike smirked, he spread her legs wider apart caressing lightly on the material of her panties, before pulling her jeans completely away and then licking through the lilac fabric of her underwear.
"Spike stop, please" she went to push him away but he seemed adamant, so what another fuck, another chance for him to say wicked things and break her fucking heart.
"I love you, its fucked I'm saying sorry" he implored before delving in again, the fabric grew wet and sticky as his tongue traced up and down and his hands rested on her thighs, he slowly pulled the clothing away glimpsing her dark brown curls and running his mouth over them.
"You don't mean that" she gasped she didn't want him to do this just out of some fucked up Spike type fun but it felt so blissful when she felt her underwear disappear completely to be replaced by his entire mouth sucking, nibbling her whole.
The juices ran down his throat making him harden, its no wonder she tasted so sweet he thought, an angel of all the things to be in love with he loved an angel. Her thighs clamped round his head as he continued his torture on her, she was swollen and wet, wet, wet his teeth bit down on her sphere.
"Oh my god" she hollered arching her back against the glass, she couldn't remember the last time she was so desperate to scream out, but she knew it wouldn't last, this was perfection how she could feel him pull at the nub of flesh that sent her wild and play with it between his teeth how his right hand joined his mouth and was penetrating her one long finger at a time. The perfection would end, she had to leave Sunnydale, she had to make sure Michael followed her not Spike or the others, she felt the her heart swell in pain and the tears rolled down her face, she was remembering now, before, she had him before and she had to leave and he forgot her and he would again.
He could hear her sobbing and a part of him wished to pull back and ask what was wrong, but he continued, she could push him away anytime she liked but instead she was close to cumming in his willing mouth, all over his three fingers that pushed and pushed further into her, the muscles inside of her clutching round them and her hips humping closer to him
"Spike, more, fuck make me cum, make me cum" she screamed out. Tears and ecstasy were fighting against one and other; she found her hands run through his bleached hair. Oh god she was never going to forget this, she wondered why she has lost her memory in the first place but questions, she had a lifetime on the run to answer them, now she was craving his tongue on her lips
He smiled to himself, withdrawing his fingers pushing her away, running his tongue over his lips and tasting her again
"You bastard." she began, thinking he was playing around with her emotions again.
He pulled her down and held her round the base of her back leaning up and forcing his fingers into her hot mouth. He made her taste her nectar, which excited her further, she couldn't believe it was the same Spike who called her all those things, who had broken her heart and now he was being so erotic and equally loving.
"I've missed that taste Lou, I'm never giving it up," he declared before falling back on his knees and lowering her down on his face.
"Now, I need it now" she cried out as he continued with his activity and plunged his tongue so far into her, she slammed herself against his mouth with every thrust of him inside of her, touching her core, the floodgates opened and her delicious juices run into him like waterfall, she flung her head back and her body vibrated, coming in long waves.
"Honey, honey, oh god yes" she bellowed losing her unneeded breath, as he pulled away, lapping up the stray juices. Spike was ready for more and he quickly undid his jeans and lowered her down onto his hardened state.
"I love you" he grunted sinking into her and wrapping his arms around her waist. Her own gripped onto his leather jacket as she felt him violate her inner walls.
"I can't stay with you, I want to but I can't" she moaned into his neck as she rocked onto him driving him further in
Spike gently trailed kisses up her neck "Don't say that" he pleaded
"You will forget me" she stated in short sharp breaths, she closed her eyes, her and Spike one last time, for the last 24 hours she never thought she get that, have that chance to have him in her again.
"Never, never" he implored moving her face so she stared at him, he brought her in for a deep, hot and needy kiss.
//Flashback//
She sat on his lap, he was dressed as a punk still, having dirty sex on a dirty dusty floor as she rode him slow and hard.
"You promise to come back" he gasped as she pushed him on his back and undid her top slowly, he smirked and grunted clutching his hands into her buttocks.
"I will honey I will" she declared.
//End of flashback//
Louise tore away from their kiss and shook her head, the past again, the 70s, their previous life together "Did you see that?"
"Huh, huh, you were so fucking sexy then" Spike smiled and like his old self had down he fell on his back and gripped her firm moulds in his hands slamming her onto him.
"Spike, I" she ran her palms over his t-shirt clad chest as the extent of their fucking grew harder.
"Need you so much, so fucking much, I don't want the Slayer, or Dru I need you, you came back you did" he stated and captured her lips for another kiss..
//Flashback///
Spike paced the warehouse, dressed in his newly stolen leather jacket that would become his trademark; he pointed his finger "What the hell are you!"
"Its why I'm leaving we can't be together" she tried to explain, even then she has her innocent brown eyes as she carefully followed his movements "You're a killer, I thought I could change that but you killed her"
"The Slayer, your leaving because I killed The Slayer" He laughed bitterly "and what the fuck are you, Miss High and Mighty, shall I have another go at that neck of yours!"
Spike run towards her, his fangs bearing.
//End of flashback//
Spike felt as if his mind explode at the last memory, he realised all this remembering was driving his climax so close, his sex was clenching up ready to release itself deep inside of her "Lou, Lou, fucking hell pet"
Louise collapsed against his chest and together they shared a rare moment of bliss and desire before she looked up to him "I'm leaving for you"
He tried to regain himself and tried to catch her body as she pulled herself off him and quickly put her jeans back on "I can change, this chip I don't kill people"
"I can't give you what I want to, I can't" she tried to explain but was what the use she gathered her shoes up, found her knickers and stuffed them in her pockets as in the corner of her eye she saw a bus was about to pull out of the station, she had no idea where it was heading for but she needed to catch it.
"I want you that's all I need" Spike pulled himself up and zipped his jeans back up. Did he miss something there, they had just been having sex, it wasn't just a fuck like it had been before and their flashbacks, they were connected, joined. He needed her but he could tell something that frightened the hell out of him, she was going to leave him, she was and he should allow it to happen, he should, why he didn't know.
"You need a soul you do, its what I was trying to give to you but" she paused and lingered in the exit, turning to him and trying to smile.
"Lou please, don't go" he walked closer and ran his finger down her face, to think he convinced himself he hated her, what a fool, what a asshole.
Louise took his hand, trust her luck to finally have him beg for her to stay and now she was going "I'm sorry, I wish I knew everything I don't, just be careful, Michael won't be able to harm you now"
Spike stared into her eyes "Don't leave me" he pleaded
She smiled one last time before darting out of shelter and quickly onto the bus that was about to leave. Spike stood there hands shoved in his pockets watching her leave, if it was some romantic movie he would run after her, but he had this gut feeling he shouldn't, that he had to stay in Sunnydale as yet another woman he loved left him. The vehicle pulled away, and a small smile played across his lips, he saw the destination of the bus, he began walking back to the Magic Shop, he would get the help of the bloody slayer, he thought he could do this without her but no he needed help, Louise did and they could go and track her down, fuck Michael fuck his gut feeling. She was heading to LA, he would follow soon.
///Finally fucking finally the next chapter will see the cast of Angel appear.Ooo I can't wait, what will happen with Spike and Lou? What has Angel and his pals got to do with it, will I remember what the hell happened at the start of Angel last season without looking at my tapes. Well I don't even know. but I've been looking forward to getting to this bit for a long time//