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Jump. Or two. Hehehe.
Author's Notes: Heey! I'm experimenting with a new style. Warning, do not read if you are homophobic!!
I love you. The words are far too common nowadays. Everyone is saying them. Everyone is, except me.
I know the person I want to say them to. I've known for a long time. .Yoh.
But no, Yoh has Anna. It would never work. Besides, he's not like that.
Who else is there for me? There's Ren.but, no, no matter how much he denies it, he has Horo Horo. Ryu has Lyserg, and they're making it no matter how hard it is. And Hao.no, he has Faust VIII. Tamao and Eliza. they've gotten together. Even Amidamaru and Mosuke. I'm alone. The only one who doesn't have anyone to love.
I have my encyclopedia. Sure, I could love that.
Geez, what AM I doing? I can't love a big textbook full of words and such.
.I know I've said the words before. Those words, you know, I love you. I've said them to my mother and father. yes, that's it.
That's the extent of those words for me. I've never said them to anyone else. How I've longed to. but all my life, I've had my head buried in textbooks, missing the world around me. Totally missing the one I love.
We've gotten older together. He's so tall now, but I have also grown taller. And he has only grown more handsome. His perfect eyes and hair, his lips. so perfectly shaped. I want to kiss them.
No, don't think about that. If you do you'll start crying. And he's sitting right there. His silhouette is so beautiful against the pale moon. He's so close and yet so far. Does he notice me staring at him? His hand is so near mine. If only I could reach through the invisible wall and touch it.
No, I can't do that either. He loves Anna. He's engaged to Anna. It would never work. But I want it to work so!
Wait. is he looking at me? Straight at me? I think I'll drown in his eyes! Oh my gosh. oh my gosh. I'm blushing so hard!
Turn away! Turn away! Wait, he's talking to me. Saying something.
".Manta-kun?" he asks. I feel myself blushing harder. Look into his face!
".y-y-yes, Yoh-kun?"
"I.um." He's fidgeting with his shirt tails. He's also blushing. What is he going to say? Is he going to say what I think he is?
"Yes, Yoh-kun?"
"I want to say something." He's looking at me.in that way. He's moving his hands like he's not sure what he's doing. What IS he doing? Oh my G-d! OH MY G-D!! He's taken my hands in his. Look away! Look away!! I'll drown in those eyes for sure.
"No, Manta." Ah! He let go of my hands what's he doing? I want to look but I can't? Wait, is that his hand on my face. He's pulling me to look at him! And now.he's got my hands again. Ahhh! I'm spellbound. I couldn't possibly move now.
"I'll just let this do the talking." He's coming closer to me. And.his lips are so warm.
I love you Asakura Yoh. Forever.
FIN
Author's Notes: Heey! I'm experimenting with a new style. Warning, do not read if you are homophobic!!
I love you. The words are far too common nowadays. Everyone is saying them. Everyone is, except me.
I know the person I want to say them to. I've known for a long time. .Yoh.
But no, Yoh has Anna. It would never work. Besides, he's not like that.
Who else is there for me? There's Ren.but, no, no matter how much he denies it, he has Horo Horo. Ryu has Lyserg, and they're making it no matter how hard it is. And Hao.no, he has Faust VIII. Tamao and Eliza. they've gotten together. Even Amidamaru and Mosuke. I'm alone. The only one who doesn't have anyone to love.
I have my encyclopedia. Sure, I could love that.
Geez, what AM I doing? I can't love a big textbook full of words and such.
.I know I've said the words before. Those words, you know, I love you. I've said them to my mother and father. yes, that's it.
That's the extent of those words for me. I've never said them to anyone else. How I've longed to. but all my life, I've had my head buried in textbooks, missing the world around me. Totally missing the one I love.
We've gotten older together. He's so tall now, but I have also grown taller. And he has only grown more handsome. His perfect eyes and hair, his lips. so perfectly shaped. I want to kiss them.
No, don't think about that. If you do you'll start crying. And he's sitting right there. His silhouette is so beautiful against the pale moon. He's so close and yet so far. Does he notice me staring at him? His hand is so near mine. If only I could reach through the invisible wall and touch it.
No, I can't do that either. He loves Anna. He's engaged to Anna. It would never work. But I want it to work so!
Wait. is he looking at me? Straight at me? I think I'll drown in his eyes! Oh my gosh. oh my gosh. I'm blushing so hard!
Turn away! Turn away! Wait, he's talking to me. Saying something.
".Manta-kun?" he asks. I feel myself blushing harder. Look into his face!
".y-y-yes, Yoh-kun?"
"I.um." He's fidgeting with his shirt tails. He's also blushing. What is he going to say? Is he going to say what I think he is?
"Yes, Yoh-kun?"
"I want to say something." He's looking at me.in that way. He's moving his hands like he's not sure what he's doing. What IS he doing? Oh my G-d! OH MY G-D!! He's taken my hands in his. Look away! Look away!! I'll drown in those eyes for sure.
"No, Manta." Ah! He let go of my hands what's he doing? I want to look but I can't? Wait, is that his hand on my face. He's pulling me to look at him! And now.he's got my hands again. Ahhh! I'm spellbound. I couldn't possibly move now.
"I'll just let this do the talking." He's coming closer to me. And.his lips are so warm.
I love you Asakura Yoh. Forever.
FIN