Disclaimer : Same old, same old…. *sigh*…I never own ManKin nor Way I am. Those two belong to their respective owners…of course Takei Hiroyuki and Eminem…*double sigh*…I wanna own Yoh…(-_-;)
Warning : HEAVY OOC-ness…I've warned you…so don't sue me (^_-)
Author's Note: Just wanna show that every good people has the worst will inside them…that the difference between good people and bad people are the way they show their hatred and desire to others…good ones hide theirs inside their hearts while the bad ones show the whole world how they hate them so much…. and too much blabbering stinks, shoot me….(-_-;) This fic should be around months after the end of Shaman Fight, whenever it ends…(^_-). This is for those who have reviewed my previous fics, for those who have helped me, for Rina, Misai (where've you been??) and…. whoever…(^_^)
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Love is a feeling of great fondness or enthusiasm for a person or thing. Said the dictionary.
Friend is someone who knows and likes another person very well. Said the dictionary too.
King is a male ruler of a nation, who inherits his position by right of birth. Again, said the dictionary.
Heh
Bullshit
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While walking around downtown, Asakura Yoh, a lazy 15 years-old boy, met a girl. He watched her intently, and found out that the girl is a spirit. She was looking at goods displayed in a shop-window. Her eyes were tearing. Yoh came closer and greeted her with his famous smile. The girl told him about her wish, that she had wanted to buy her mother a brooch when her hour had arrived. So he walked into the shop and bought a nice-looking brooch then gave it to her. Thanking him a lot, the girl disappeared. Yoh continued his walk, back to his bored expression, headed to his house.
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Yoh was sleeping in the living room with his face covered with a book when Anna's sudden arrival awakened him.
"Yoh, I got this from a girl spirit", she said as she threw a chocolate in his lap.
"Oh", he got up and put it on the table.
Anna went to her room to change her clothes into her usual black dress, leaving Yoh who was cursing her in his heart.
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And since birth I've been cursed with this curse to just curse and just blurt this bezerk
And bizarre shit that works, and it sells and it helps in itself to relieve all this tension
Dispensing these sentences, getting the stress that's been eatin' me recently off of this chest
Dammit, I'm so sleepy! Can't she just put that goddamn chocolate on wherever so that I'm not awaken?! I sighed and looked outside through the window. Falling leaves, describing the death of humans…just how many people have died for the S.F? How many people have lost their precious ones just to become the Shaman King? Stupid people…didn't they know that becoming the king is not that worthy? I, the king himself, admit it and feel sorry for them…but…
Okay, maybe I am acting kinda strange lately, but it's because something has grown inside my heart…even though I have tried to avoid it, I just couldn't…it backs again and again…this hunger…this desire…I want everybody to worship me! It's not like I want them to kneel whenever they see me or stuffs like that, but at least I want them to notice me! Hey, I AM the king! From thousands who wanted to be the Shaman King, I was the only one who succeeded and now, in my very-young age, I rule the Shaman world! Isn't that amazing?! Nobody ever thought that a 15 years-old boy who looks sleepy will be the leader, but me, is the proof! Not because the Asakura blood, not because I am Hao's bro, but it's all because of me myself! My power! Fuck off with friends, Anna's trainings, blah, blah, blah! I've had enough of those shits!
I don't owe you a motherfucking thing
I'm not Mister NSYNC
I'm not what your friends think
I'm not Mister Friendly
((Good Conscience: You know what? You're becoming like him…))
Like who?
((G.C: Your brother))
Me? Yeah, right! I NEVER want to destroy the world!! I just want somebody who TRULY and HONESTLY adores me!!
((G.C: But you already have it! Your fiancée, your family, your friends…What else do you want?!))
((Bad Conscience: Hey, shaddup you loser! Don't listen to him; he's such a liar!))
((G.C: Come on, you know I AM right, Yoh))
((B.C: Kiss my ass, chicken!))
((G.C: I wasn't talking to you!!))
"Hey guys, stop it will ya?!", I said out.
"Who're you talkin' with, Yoh?" Anna tapped my shoulder and brought me back to the ground.
"Err…. my consciences?", I said it just for the sake of having something to answer her.
She chuckled and turned on the T.V. "Go see the doctor", she continued.
I can be a prick
If you tip me my tank is on empty
No patience is in me and if you offend me, I'm liftin' you ten feet in the air
I don't care who was there and who saw me destroy you
Well, call you a lawyer
File you a lawsuit
I'll smile in the courtroom and buy you a wardrobe
((B.C: "Go see the doctor", huh? You wretch!))
((G.C: Hey, she was just joking! She didn't say it on purpose!))
((B.C: Go to hell! Oh wait, if you go there then hell will be boring! Ha!))
((G.C: I just hate you!))
"SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU TWO!! YOU'RE BOTHERING ME!!" I shouted.
"Yoh? Are you sure you okay?" Anna turned her head and I could see her worries inside her eyes.
She came near me and placed her warm hand on my forehead. My heart jumped out, I thought I'd die throbbing. I still looking at her intently, as my eyes traveled from her eyes to her lips, her breast, her waist, her legs…"No fever", she said. Her words made me looked back at her and she saw me too. Her cheeks flushed a bit. "I think a cup of tea will recover you", she got up and walked to the kitchen.
((G.C: See? She loves you. She admires you. Though not all people notice your existence as the king, especially humans, but you are always be her king, her savior and her hero. 'Cos she loves you and your friends love you too))
((B.C: Uh huh. Who the hell are you? His mother?))
((G.C: Will you please not to interrupt me for just one second?!))
((B.C: That's what evils are for, dummy, to eliminate all good ones))
((G.C: Why you-!))
((B.C: Shh! I think this lil' buddy is in passion~~))
((G.C: Eww, gross! Love is not about sex!))
((B.C: But it makes sweeter~~~))
((G.C: Yeah, losing virginities, having babies, that's what you call sweet?))
((B.C: Use protections, stupid))
((G.C: Yoh, you wouldn't dare to touch her, right? She's your fiancée!))
((B.C: I bet she wants it as you do. Go have some fun, boy!))
((G.C: No, she does not!))
((B.C: Then that means she doesn't love you…Hey, that's the way! You should rape her and see if she'll struggle or not. Not means she loves you. Yes means she hates you and dump her!))
((G.C: WHAT?! ARE YOU CRAZY?!!))
((B.C: CLOSE YER DAMN MOUTH!!))
"AAAAAARRGGGHHH!!!! GET THE HELL OUTTA MY MIND!!!!!!!!!!"
"Yoh!!" Anna yelled, trying to get my conscious back. I blinked twice as I felt her grips on my arms.
"An…" My words choked in my throat.
She was just inches away from me. The fragrant smell of her hair, her intelligent and bewitching eyes and her pink-colored lips surely made my lust raised high. She heaved a sigh of relief then hugged me. "Thank God…" she continued.
((B.C: Oh yeah!!))
((G.C: NO!!))
I'm tired of all you
I don't mean to be mean but that's all I can be
It's just me
"Anna…" I grabbed her arms by force and threw her against the wall. "Whadda-?!" she perplexedly mumbled. A frown of disapproval was seen on her face. I smirked and pinned her elbows against the wall. "Ouch! Lemme g--Hmph!!" I cut her words by locking her lips with mine in a long, passionate kiss, not able to restrain anymore of my hunger. She stared wide-eyed. Her hands on my chest pushed me away, trying to free herself from my hug as best she could. But her efforts were all in vain cos I stiffened my grip, making her arms went limp. Then, without giving her a chance to break the kiss, I parted her lips with my tongue and slipped it into her mouth until it touched hers. Moans of desire were escaped into my mouth as I sucked her tongue. I pulled back and began to plant kisses along her neck. "Yoh…" she gasped into my ears, "…don-!" She groaned as my kisses turned into lustful love-bites. Slowly, I went further down to her shoulder, kissing and licking her smooth skin, while my left hand gently took off either of her dress'strings so that I could see her half-naked breast clearly. Broken loose, I nibbled her full, solid bust and sucked it slightly, making her squealed out. "Please, Yoh, don't!" she pleaded me as she started to resist against my grasp. However, it's hard for me to stop it just like that so I kept on going, avoiding her beg.
((B.C: You want it for so long, don't you~~?))
Hell yeah…
((G.C: …………Yoh…))
Whuddup?
((G.C: ……Are you sure you're happy with this?))
……Huh?
"Yoh!!" she cried out loud, tears already spilled on her cheeks. Suddenly, my mind brought me to back to reality. I loosened my grip and broke up. "……..….I-I…" I looked to my hands then her face and noticed that her eyes were filled with fury and disappointment. She quickly raised her right hand. Knew what's gonna happen, I shut my eyes tightly (a/n: Anna tidied her dress here…fast, isn't she?). But instead of direct hit, she placed her hands behind my neck and tenderly brushed her lips against mine. Surprised, I broke our kiss. "…Why?" I asked as her temple touched my own. She smiled. "Cos I know you need it", replied her, "Am I right?". I raised my eyebrows, couldn't believe what she had just said. "You're…not mad?" I muttered. "Oh please, all boys DO want make love first before the real love! Do you really think I'm THAT innocent?" she giggled. "But you were...". "Although I prefer not to hurry!" she cut, "It was all too sudden, Yoh, gimme a break…". She gave me a quick peck on the lips. "Then why on earth are you kissing me again? You realize that sex is always started with a kiss…" I said. "Well it is…but I trust you" she answered me. I pulled my head away and stared at her, "Trust?" I continued. "Yeah, I know you wouldn't touch me more than this" she smirked and captured my lips into another kiss. My eyes widened. I roughly cut it off and released her hands from the back of my neck. She was taken aback; you can say it from how she gawked at me. I left and walked to the terrace. "Yoh…" she called, "Yoh, I'm sorry! Did I hurt you? Yoh..!". But I just ignored her.
'Cos I am, whatever you say I am
If I wasn't, then why would I say I am?
No, Anna, you don't get it…I appreciate your open hands…you let me kiss you and you even understand that boys love sex, but...you too think that I can't go further than that…'course I don't want you to judge me as a pervert…I mean, what if I DIDN'T stop?? What if I DID fucked you?? WILL you mad?? WILL you slap me or kill me maybe?? WILL you lose your faith in me?? I'm not ALWAYS the idle boy!! I CAN change!! Why WON'T you understand 'bout that?!! Do I HAVE to be the SAME OLD JERK?!! THE SAME LOSER?!! I AM THE KING!! AT LEAST THINK ABOUT ME HIGHER!! I'M ON THE TOP NOW!! IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME, THEN WHY SHOULD I MARRY YOU?!!
She approached me silently. I was sitting on the wooden floor of the terrace as I saw a leaf falling before me. I snatched it without thinking. "Yoh…"she quietly kneeled beside me. She put her hands on my face, pulling it closer to hers. She stared right into my eyes then sighed.
"…Are you happy, Yoh?" she whispered.
………..What?
She took me into her embrace and stayed mute. I looked at my palm.
……..Leaf….………
I clutched it firmly.
Dammit…
I don't know it's just the way I am
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Okay, how was that?? I know it WAS bad…stab me (-_-;) Oh by the way, please tell me if you want to read the next chapter…cos if no one wants to, then why should I make one, for heaven's sake?? Yeah, whatever…please R+R! m(_ _)m