Hi everyone. I'm so glad that so many people are sticking with this story. I wanted to again thank everyone who has given feedback – I love hearing what you liked and what you would have done differently. Here's Chapter 7 – things are starting to heat up!
Another Saturday Night
For the third time in twenty minutes, Angel checked the time on his watch with
the time on his cell phone, just to make sure his watch was right. He had been
at Caritas for almost an hour. Where the hell is she? She should be here by
now. She knows how I need her to…well she knows how I need her. Admitting
that need used to be hard for Angel, it was embarrassing just to think it in
his head. But it was true. He liked to be around her. She put him at ease, he
discovered new things about himself in those twisted convoluted conversations
they had. Where is she?
Lorne came up and placed a foamy glass of Guinness next to the empty one that
lay on the table in front of Angel. He was dressed in a shocking purple and
yellow, like some sort of freakish Easter Bunny; somehow it worked on him
though. "Thought you could use a refill Angel-heart. You look like you might
need it. Hum a little something, let me see why you're so glum." Angel's face
registered the chance of that happening. "Okay, so just tell me. Everyone's having
a great time. My club's been open nearly four hours and has yet to be
destroyed. What could possibly be wrong?"
The host was right. Everyone did seem to be enjoying themselves. Willow and
Fred were sitting at a table upfront, groaning at the Summers' sisters and
their rendition of "Eternal Flame." Gunn and Xander were going over the list of
songs and Angel shivered at the thought of those two in a duet. But even those
guys seemed relaxed and happy.
"Seriously Sir-Broods-A-Lot, why so blue? How was dinner with my second
favorite former cheerleader?"
Angel sighed. "It was, it was okay." That was true. It hadn't been bad. It had
just been…off.
Not like when he went out for a bite with Cordelia and the
gang. He had been doing that more often this year and while the cuisine wasn't
his thing, it was nice, just spending time together. Tonight, Buffy and he,
well, it had been awkward. She had kept on studying him, watching his every
move, like she was afraid he might not know how to use a fork or anything. And
the conversation hadn't been exactly rolling. What did we use to talk about?
Angel saw Lorne wouldn't be satisfied with just 'okay.' "We went to that French
place in Hollywood, the one Cordy was whining about going to last week."
Something caught Lorne's eye behind Angel. "Speaking of the Seer with champagne
wishes and caviar dreams, here's vision girl now. And isn't she a vision."
Angel turned around. Cordelia stood in the doorway. Her hair and make-up were
perfect, but she still looked touchable in a way she hadn't two years ago. She
wore a simple black strapless dress that somehow aroused more by what it hid
than by what it revealed. It came down to her knees, provocative in it's
classic beauty. Like her.
The spell of her was broken when Spike appeared in the doorway behind her. He
leaned in and said something in her ear that made her laugh—Angel thought he
could actually hear her low sexy chuckle from across the room, despite the
noise from the stage. Spike caught Angel's eye and offered him a smirk before
sliding his arm around the object of Angel's affection. Angel growled. He had
been doing that an awful lot lately.
"Easy killer," Lorne soothed. "You know that's not who he's here after."
Just breathe Cordelia told herself as she and Spike made their way over
to where Angel and Lorne sat. For some unknown reason, she had really started
to dread this night. She had spent over an hour in the bath, torturing herself
by imagining what Angel and Buffy were doing on their big date. The thought of
them feeding each other grapes had led to a painful shaving cut on her ankle. Stupid
imagination.
Spike had actually helped deal with some of her apprehension. The two of them
were an odd pair. They still had yet to discuss their entirely too depressing
love lives, and yet each clearly knew how the other felt. Like how Spike still
wouldn't admit to feeling anything for Buffy but how he was so clearly worried
about the threat Angel represented.
In a weird way, the temporary insanity caused by loving people they could never have had bonded Spike and Cordelia.
In Spike, Cordy was finding the snippy girlfriend she hadn't
had since the days of Harmony and the Cordettes, as well as the comic foil role
that had made Xander so oddly appealing. In turn, Cordelia accepted Spike
without all the conditions the Scoobies made; she made him feel worthy and
wanted. It meant more than he could say, more than he ever would say.
Slowly, the bitterness and fear they had left the Hyperion with had melted
away. Never in my life would I have imagined getting ready to go out with
Spike. They had blasted a little Britney and then some old school 80's
stuff. They had fought for mirror space while singing "Living on a Prayer"
together. They decided that they would start a band called "Love's Bitch" and
tour small college towns across America.
Before they left for Caritas, Spike had even given a little pep talk. The
motivational speech basically amounted to "Screw star-crossed lovers," but the
tequila shots they had done proved very "peppy." Well, as Spike said,
there's no shame in liquid courage.
Cordy walked passed a group of moderately attractive vampires and saw Angel
sitting there in front of her. Despite the plan she had made in the car on the
way over, the plan to be all super cool and casual and not at all like a
nervous school girl, she got one good look at those hooded eyes and all that
black leather and she couldn't hold back a sigh of appreciation. Spike heard it
and quirked an eyebrow.
When they got to the table both demons stood up and Lorne clapped his hands in
appreciation. "Well don't you two look too gorgeous for words," Lorne gushed.
Angel's eyes nearly popped out of his head as Cordelia and Spike both flashed
smiles, inclined their heads toward each other and said "We know" at exactly
the same time. The duo's obvious affinity for each other was more than mildly
disturbing. It went against the natural order of things. Angel recovered from
that shock and looked up to find Cordelia staring at him, expectantly.
"Well?" she asked, doing a small pirouette. Oh shit. She wants a compliment.
I need a good compliment. Something that's not the truth, because I doubt "I've
had a hard-on since I smelled you from thirty feet away," is what she really
wants to hear right now. Beautiful? Incredible? Magnificently arousing and unquestionably
perfect in every way?
"Nice," Angel mumbled.
Cordelia bit her lip. The night of the ballet, she had interrupted Angel when
he was complimenting her; she never got to find out what he would have said.
That was why she had asked for his opinion tonight. Nice? That was it. Weather
was nice. Books by Nora Roberts were nice. Kittens were nice. No, scratch
that, people tell kittens they're cute. Even cute is better than nice. She
had really been looking for something a little more…well just more.
Spike noticed that Angel's "nice" really wasn't flying with Cordy, so he
decided to create a little distraction. "What about me, ya big poof," Spike
asked, doing a clumsy pirouette of his own. Angel glared at him but it brought
a smile back to Cordelia's face. "Well then, I think drinks are called for.
Cosmopolitan for milady?" Spike asked.
"You know me too well," Cordelia drawled. Spike headed over to the bar, bumping
into Cordelia with a clumsiness she knew he didn't possess. With the heels she
was wearing, Spike's little nudge had her falling into Angel, just as Spike had
probably planned. Angel of course caught her in that sweetly strong way of his
that always had her heart racing.
"He better not know you too well," Angel murmured right next to her ear and
Cordelia couldn't hold back a shiver. Most of what could be classified as
flirtation between the two of them was said very innocently. It was strictly
subtextual, there was nothing overt in their relationship. But Angel's voice
just then, it had been, well, sexy. Muscles in regions she hadn't thought about
since the ballet had clenched at his dark, seductive tone. What the hell is
going on here? Did Buffy and him get groiny at dinner and now I've got Angelus
coming on to me? Cordelia checked Angel's clothes, noted the absence of a
cool smirk, and decided the man currently making her mouth dry definitely still
had a soul.
Angel wasn't entirely sure why he had said that, especially THAT WAY but he
didn't feel like analyzing it right now, not while he should be savoring the
woman he was holding in his arms. He was always amazed at the striking
dichotomy of Cordelia. There was the Cordy who could curl up in old sweatpants
and un-brushed hair and crack her knuckles just because she knew it annoyed
him. The comfortable Cordy. Then there was the woman who could walk into the
room and make everything stop, make even soulless demons believe there had to
be a God merely because no lesser being could have created such a masterpiece.
That Cordy made Angel decidedly uncomfortable, but in a good way. That was the
Cordelia he slowly eased out of his arms now. This Cordy smelled like luxury,
like hazy heat, like sin. The night was definitely improving.
********************
Angel's hand dropped away from her waist and immediately she
missed his touch. The two of them stood their staring at each other, neither
talking for God knows how long, before Buffy walked up.
"Hi Cordy," she stated. Cordelia jumped backwards, as if she had been caught
doing something wrong.
"Hey Buffy. I, uh, I like your skirt."
Buffy casually fingered the material as she moved to stand next to Angel, so
that their arms were brushing against each other. "Thanks Cordelia. Your dress
is nice too. I'm surprised though, you're usually a lot more…obvious."
It honestly took a minute for Cordy to realize what had just been said. Whoa,
wait a second, did she just say that I usually dress like a slut? Does she not
remember her wardrobe decisions her first year in Sunnydale? This is so pot
calling kettle black. Cordelia didn't know exactly how to respond. She was
used to initiating the cattiness with Buffy; she had been caught off guard. She
looked at Angel, who just looked confused.
"Coming through, coming through," Spike said as he walked over to where the
three of them stood. He set the two drinks down on the table. "So what did I
miss?"
Buffy hand started to move for the pink drink he had placed next to his beer.
She didn't like the fact that Spike hadn't asked her if she wanted a drink, but
it was nice of him to think of her.
Spike's hand swooped down, picking up the glass before she actually reached for
it. "One Cosmo for the lovely Miss Chase," he said, handing Cordelia her drink.
Cordy took it, biting her lip to keep from laughing. Every once in a while even
Slayers got put in their place. It's just nice to know there is still
justice in the world. "So, whose up for karaoke," Spike asked.
***********
Angel couldn't really decide if he was having fun or not. It was definitely
better than that time he had gotten impaled by that demon in North Hollywood,
and yet nowhere close to as good a time as when he killed those five vampires
with only a broken broom handle in the alley behind Mann's Chinese Theatre.
The fact that he hadn't had a single moment alone with Cordy since she walked
in had a little something to do with his lackluster opinion of the night so
far. Spike's presence, and the fact that at some point his presence had started
to not bother him as much also had something to do with Angel's ambivalence.
But what was really confusing him was Buffy's behavior. He hadn't seen her
acting this way since the time she came back from spending the summer in LA
with her father. Except then she had been all over Xander. This time, he was
the object of her weird conduct. This is not just my imagination. It's not
like I mind her standing next to me, but she gets any closer and I'm going to
start yelling "PERSONAL BUBBLE." She kept touching his hair or sitting on
the arm of his chair or rubbing her chin on his shoulder. What's her problem?
Cordelia had just about had it up to there. What is Buffy's problem? The
Slayer seemed to have developed an addiction to rubbing herself on Angel. It
was such a transparent lesson, one obviously intended for Spike and herself, to
show them that Buffy was going to be with Angel and there wasn't anything
anyone could do about it. Fine. Go be together forever. But if she doesn't
quit shoving her eternal love in my face I'm going to use some sort of super
secret demony deal to beam her ass back to the Hellmouth. She saw Buffy put
her hand on Angel's thigh and couldn't take it anymore.
Cordelia stood up without saying anything and walked over to the bar behind
her. Why am I pretending that I am such a hard-ass? Why do I keep telling
myself to be noble and that this is the way it is meant to be? Fuck that. I
don't want to be noble. I get that I can't have him but that doesn't mean I
have to help HER have him. And even if Angel and Buffy do end up together,
there is no reason on earth for me to sit there passively, like it doesn't
bother me. For I am very bothered. I haven't been this bothered since the great
flannel fad of 1993.
"There, there love. Buck up." Cordelia turned around to find Spike. "Sure it
smarts," he continued, blowing smoke up in the air, "but that's because we're
letting it get to us."
He had a point. "Well, what do you suggest?"
"I suggest we get off our asses and quit telling ourselves we lost. You and I,
we haven't even started to fight but we're getting all mopey, like the battle's
already over."
"It is over Spike. Let's say, for arguments sake—since both of us still haven't
actually admitted anything yet, that I don't want those two together, that I
want Angel, that I want Angel to want me. And let's say you feel the same way
about Buffy. How do we fight?"
Spike walked over to lean against the bar and Cordelia moved to mimic his
position. "In love and war it's best to keep things simple," he said after a
moment. "We need to have some sort of plan. I vote we go the classic route."
"Which is?" What is it with these guys from other centuries? Why did they
always have to be so damn cryptic?
"We make them realize what they are missing," Spike said slowly, as if he was
speaking to a child. Cordelia was too intrigued to be offended.
"Like make them jealous? How are we supposed to do that? Do I go flirt with
that blue scaled guy over there in the corner? Oh, and you could hit on that
girl with the pointy ears. That is a girl, right?"
Spike ignored the question and turned to the bartender, requesting two shots.
"Alabama Slammers," Cordelia put out, not wanting any more tequila.
"That's a girl shot," Spike whined. Cordelia gave him a look. "Fine. Anyway.
What we need to do is pool our resources. Kill two birds with one stone." He
sighed upon seeing Cordelia's blank look. "WE FLIRT WITH EACH OTHER." Before
Cordy could react to that suggestion, someone else gave their opinion.
"I vote for that plan," Dawn said. Spike and Cordelia whipped around, surprised
and worried about how much she had overheard. "Oh please, it's all so obvious.
I don't care what the two of you need to do, just straighten this mess out. I
swear I've never seen four people act more adolescent, and I'm in HIGH SCHOOL."
"Dawn, you don't—" Spike bit out.
"It's really not like that," Cordy said shaking her head.
"It's exactly like that. That's why I think you should go for this plan. Just
don't let it turn into some creepy Shakespearean comedy. I can see this going
very 'A Mid Summer Night's Dream' on all of us, and I don't want that to
happen." With a snort of disgust, Dawn walked away.
Reaching for her shot, Cordy smiled. "I like her so much," she confided to
Spike.
"Me too," Spike said, taking the shot and offering a grim smile.
***********
Angel was trying to tell himself not to turn around to see what Cordy and Spike
were doing at the bar. He had enough problems for the moment. Wesley was pissed
because Angel kept calling to check on the baby and the last time had woken up
Connor. Lorne had just kindly informed him that the entire group had been
ordering drinks and telling people to put them on Angel's tab. Add to that the
confounding issue of Buffy "Grabby-Hands" Summers and his plate was full. Maybe
another beer was in order. Where did Lorne run off to? Angel looked
around until the sound of the demon's voice directed him to the stage. Lorne
was at the microphone.
"Well, is everyone having a good time?" he cooed. The crowed roared yes. "It's
about to get even better. Folks, I have what could be a real treat for you. May
I proudly present, William the Bloody and Cordelia the Hottie, with their
interpretation of the Paula Abdul classic, Opposites Attract."
Angel and Buffy's mouths dropped open. They traded horrified glances with each other,
realized the irony in that, then quickly turned back to the stage.
Cordelia couldn't sing all that well. Spike wasn't singing at all, he had
settled for basically speaking his lines. They were mostly off-key. They didn't
seem to know all the words. The crowd loved them.
"I don't like cigarettes" Cordelia sang.
"And I like to smoke," Spike countered, lighting up on stage.
Buffy wasn't sure this was really happening. The stage in front of her was like
something out of a creepy Twin Peaks dream. Spike and Cordy really were awful,
but they didn't seem to realize it, or maybe they just didn't care. And why
do they look like they are having so much fun up there? Karaoke is NOT that
much fun. Did she just whisper in his ear? You're supposed to be up there
singing Cordelia, not sharing secrets with my…my…with Spike.
"It ain't fiction, just a natural fact, we come together cause opposites
attract."
Angel didn't know about that. He didn't want Cordy and Spike coming together in
any way, shape, or form. Plus, they weren't really opposites. They both had a
lot in common, with their tendencies to be loud and nosy and tactless. If Cordy
was looking for her opposite, well, Angel was a much better candidate. She
liked to watch TV while he liked to read. She drank Diet Coke while he drank
blood. See, opposites.
The song ended and the audience literally stood up and cheered. It was amazing.
Some Rubsa demons in the corner started chanting "encore" and the
rest of the crowd joined them. Spike dragged Cordelia in for a bear hug, stuck
his tongue out in the direction of Buffy and Angel, then shouted something to
Lorne. Buffy mumbled something about going to the bathroom and Angel felt like
if he didn't get some air he would pass out (which was odd, since he didn't actually
need air). As he walked out of the club, he heard a familiar tune and then came
Spike,
"Well, they say we're young, and we don't know, we won't find out untillll we grow…"
TBC
I know, I know, you can't believe I had them sing Paula Abdul! I'm sorry, I just felt the scene called for some cheesy 80's music. Feel free to express your righteous indignation in your review.
