Wufei yawned as he walked through the door into the comforting apartment.
He had slept through the auditions yet he still felt drained. He smiled as
he headed for his bed. He could already envision wrapping the warm blankets
around him and drifting off into a serene sleep.
"Going to bed already?" Wufei felt like smacking himself again. He'd been so focused on getting to bed that he'd forgotten about Trowa, something he hadn't though possible. "Do you need anything before you go?" Wufei felt Trowa come up behind him and felt a shiver go down his spine. No, those were not the needs Trowa was offering to help him with. He really needed to stop letting his imagination wander.
"That's ok. I think I'll be all set."
"Are you sure? If you need water there's some bottles stuff in the fridge. The bed should be all set. If you need anything you know where to find me..Oh, and I shut the heat off since it's the summer. It gets a bit chilly sometimes at night but if it bothers you then let me know."
"Oh, well I get cold pretty easily. I'm kind of sensitive to weather so if you could just give me some extra blankets then." Wufei had slowly turned around to face Trowa as he was talking. He had become so focused on what he was saying that he hadn't noticed the intense gaze coming from the striking man in front of him. When he had looked up though the words seemed to fade from his memory and he simply looked back at the boy with a puzzled expression. The corner of Trowa's both went up and he leaned forward and placed his mouth next to Wufei's ear.
"You know, there are a lot of other ways you can keep warm.and they're much more fun." The soft voice seemed to caress Wufei's ear and he closed his eyes trying to find a voice within him. What was going on here? He was alone with Trowa.and he had no idea what to do! Where was Quatre when he needed him? Oh that right he was out grinding with the muscle man. Well, by now he was probably doing more then that. Wufei flushed as he thought about what they could be doing and quickly opened his eyes.
Once again his onyx eyes beheld emerald and his breaths became shallower as his blood pressure increased. Then it happened. Trowa came closer and wrapped a soft yet strong arm around Wufei's waist and ever so gently brushed his lips against the shorter man's. Trowa could barely hold back from crushing his mouth into the Asian man standing before him. Wufei's emotions were displayed openly on his face and Trowa felt extremely turned on by the confused need he saw there.
Trowa leaned forward again, this time kissing with more insistence. At the same time he smoothly steered Wufei over to the wall. Wufei by this time had recovered some of his senses and timidly began to kiss Trowa back. The green eyes boy wanted to moan once he felt the boy begin to react. He couldn't hold back any longer and pressed Wufei into the wall. His tongue stroked Wufei's lips asking entrance and Wufei was surprised to fins his mouth open automatically. He felt the tongue invade him and suddenly felt complete within the tall boy's power. All he could feel or think about was Trowa. He was so absorbed in the kiss that he didn't notice when Trowa had unbuttoned his shirt.
However, he did notice when the soft hands began tracing trails on his stomach. He let out a small moan which shocked him so much that he forgot to breathe for a few seconds. The shock broke him out of the trance he'd been on and he suddenly panicked. What was he doing? He barely knew this guy and hell he wasn't even sure of exactly what he was doing. He felt the panic rise and quickly shoved Trowa off of him. The tall boy had been caught so off guard that he landed with a loud thump on the wooden floor.
Wufei ran into the bathroom where he quickly locked the door. Immediately afterwards he ran to the sink and leaned over it as blood began to gush out of his nose. Salty tears soon joined with the blood and Wufei watched hypnotized as it all slowly ran down the drain. When his nose finally stopped, he washed the leftover blood off his face and sunk down into the floor. Why had he done that? God know he'd liked it. He hadn't said no, it wasn't as if Trowa had done anything wrong.
Well that was him, always screwing up. No wonder he never had any friends. He was a social moron. He always said the wrong things and did the wrong things and.
******
"Wufei wake up! Let me in it' Quatre." Wufei's eyes slowly opened and he realized that he was still in the bathroom. He sat up and felt a sharp pain in his neck. Tile floors were definitely coming. Suddenly everything that had happened came rushing back to him and he turned red. He was surprised, however, that it didn't come from embarrassment over what he's done with Trowa but from shame about how he'd been a coward and ended it so harshly. Well, there was really nothing he could do about it now. He quickly opened the door and was greeted with Quatre's concerned face.
"Are you ok?"
"Yes"
"Trowa told me what happened"
"Oh" Wufei felt tears coming back but he wouldn't let them fall. How could he have done that? Trowa, one of the most beautiful men on earth, had taken pity on him and had given Wufei something he's been waiting for since he could remember. But he had thrown it all away. Perpetual screw up. If he couldn't let someone as amazing as Trowa near him then it was never going to happen. He heard Quatre let out a big sigh and locked eyes with the blond boy.
"I'm sorry this all happened Wufei. You want to go to bed?" Wufei nodded and the two headed into the living room where the bed was already set up. Wufei felt a lump in his throat when he noticed the two blankets placed on his side of the bed. He quickly crawled into bed before Quatre could see the look on his face. Taking the top blanket, he wrapped himself into a cocoon and tried miserably to fall asleep. It took several hours but somehow he managed it.
"Going to bed already?" Wufei felt like smacking himself again. He'd been so focused on getting to bed that he'd forgotten about Trowa, something he hadn't though possible. "Do you need anything before you go?" Wufei felt Trowa come up behind him and felt a shiver go down his spine. No, those were not the needs Trowa was offering to help him with. He really needed to stop letting his imagination wander.
"That's ok. I think I'll be all set."
"Are you sure? If you need water there's some bottles stuff in the fridge. The bed should be all set. If you need anything you know where to find me..Oh, and I shut the heat off since it's the summer. It gets a bit chilly sometimes at night but if it bothers you then let me know."
"Oh, well I get cold pretty easily. I'm kind of sensitive to weather so if you could just give me some extra blankets then." Wufei had slowly turned around to face Trowa as he was talking. He had become so focused on what he was saying that he hadn't noticed the intense gaze coming from the striking man in front of him. When he had looked up though the words seemed to fade from his memory and he simply looked back at the boy with a puzzled expression. The corner of Trowa's both went up and he leaned forward and placed his mouth next to Wufei's ear.
"You know, there are a lot of other ways you can keep warm.and they're much more fun." The soft voice seemed to caress Wufei's ear and he closed his eyes trying to find a voice within him. What was going on here? He was alone with Trowa.and he had no idea what to do! Where was Quatre when he needed him? Oh that right he was out grinding with the muscle man. Well, by now he was probably doing more then that. Wufei flushed as he thought about what they could be doing and quickly opened his eyes.
Once again his onyx eyes beheld emerald and his breaths became shallower as his blood pressure increased. Then it happened. Trowa came closer and wrapped a soft yet strong arm around Wufei's waist and ever so gently brushed his lips against the shorter man's. Trowa could barely hold back from crushing his mouth into the Asian man standing before him. Wufei's emotions were displayed openly on his face and Trowa felt extremely turned on by the confused need he saw there.
Trowa leaned forward again, this time kissing with more insistence. At the same time he smoothly steered Wufei over to the wall. Wufei by this time had recovered some of his senses and timidly began to kiss Trowa back. The green eyes boy wanted to moan once he felt the boy begin to react. He couldn't hold back any longer and pressed Wufei into the wall. His tongue stroked Wufei's lips asking entrance and Wufei was surprised to fins his mouth open automatically. He felt the tongue invade him and suddenly felt complete within the tall boy's power. All he could feel or think about was Trowa. He was so absorbed in the kiss that he didn't notice when Trowa had unbuttoned his shirt.
However, he did notice when the soft hands began tracing trails on his stomach. He let out a small moan which shocked him so much that he forgot to breathe for a few seconds. The shock broke him out of the trance he'd been on and he suddenly panicked. What was he doing? He barely knew this guy and hell he wasn't even sure of exactly what he was doing. He felt the panic rise and quickly shoved Trowa off of him. The tall boy had been caught so off guard that he landed with a loud thump on the wooden floor.
Wufei ran into the bathroom where he quickly locked the door. Immediately afterwards he ran to the sink and leaned over it as blood began to gush out of his nose. Salty tears soon joined with the blood and Wufei watched hypnotized as it all slowly ran down the drain. When his nose finally stopped, he washed the leftover blood off his face and sunk down into the floor. Why had he done that? God know he'd liked it. He hadn't said no, it wasn't as if Trowa had done anything wrong.
Well that was him, always screwing up. No wonder he never had any friends. He was a social moron. He always said the wrong things and did the wrong things and.
******
"Wufei wake up! Let me in it' Quatre." Wufei's eyes slowly opened and he realized that he was still in the bathroom. He sat up and felt a sharp pain in his neck. Tile floors were definitely coming. Suddenly everything that had happened came rushing back to him and he turned red. He was surprised, however, that it didn't come from embarrassment over what he's done with Trowa but from shame about how he'd been a coward and ended it so harshly. Well, there was really nothing he could do about it now. He quickly opened the door and was greeted with Quatre's concerned face.
"Are you ok?"
"Yes"
"Trowa told me what happened"
"Oh" Wufei felt tears coming back but he wouldn't let them fall. How could he have done that? Trowa, one of the most beautiful men on earth, had taken pity on him and had given Wufei something he's been waiting for since he could remember. But he had thrown it all away. Perpetual screw up. If he couldn't let someone as amazing as Trowa near him then it was never going to happen. He heard Quatre let out a big sigh and locked eyes with the blond boy.
"I'm sorry this all happened Wufei. You want to go to bed?" Wufei nodded and the two headed into the living room where the bed was already set up. Wufei felt a lump in his throat when he noticed the two blankets placed on his side of the bed. He quickly crawled into bed before Quatre could see the look on his face. Taking the top blanket, he wrapped himself into a cocoon and tried miserably to fall asleep. It took several hours but somehow he managed it.