Summary: Rory and Jess go to a reunion and meet Tristan, who brings up some
strange feelings. It is a Literati though.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of this, just writing a story and borrowing them for a while
A/N: Thanks for the reviews. Nice to know you like the fic. I know that some of the things may seem out of character, but I really didn't know how else to make the things I want to happen..Oh, and sorry about the layout of this chapter, but for some reason word has decided to do whatever it wanted to and not pay any attention to my wishes.
5. The talk
Rory couldn't believe what she was seeing. Jess and Gabriela.How could he? She understood that Jess had his needs, but she never thought he would go this far.And with Tristan's girlfriend none the less. How long had he been doing this? How often had he slept with other women? No wonder he was so patient with her.He didn't need her. He was getting everything he wanted elsewhere. She had to get out of there. She needed to think.
Jess couldn't believe Rory was standing there with Tristan. What was she doing there? Did she come there to sleep with Tristan? Of course she did. Why else would she be there? She was going to have sex with him. She was going to let Tristan be her first. Was he going to be her first? Was she still a virgin? Rory had disappointed him more than he ever imagined possible. He felt hurt. It was her own fault he was there with Gabriela. She had caused all of this herself. He wasn't going to be the one running after her. Because she was going to run. He was pretty sure of that.No, Tristan could go after her.
Rory: 'How could you?'
And with that she turned around and sped to the elecator. Tristan took one more glance at Jess and Gabriela and then left after Rory. He caught up to her when she was just leaving the lobby.
Tristan: 'Rory, wait.'
Rory: 'Leave me alone.'
Tristan: 'No, you shouldn't be alone right now.'
Rory: 'Look, you don't know what it's like, so just leave me alone.'
Tristan: 'Really? So that wasn't my girlfriend Jess was with.So she didn't cheat on me.You think I'm not hurt?'
Rory: I'm sorry.I just can't feel sorry for you right now.'
Tristan: 'I understand. But I still think this would hurt less for the both of us if we just went trough this together. Let's go have something to drink. You can have all the coffee you want to, I promise.'
Rory had to smile at that. Tristan pulled her closer and hugged her, as she started to let the tears she'd been holding back out. Inside Tristan was smiling. The plan had gone perfectly up until now. Although he had to admit to himself he felt slightly hurt when he saw Gabriela with Jess. But that was ok, that way he didn't have to flat out lie to Rory. And besides, it was for the greater good.
When Tristan and Rory had left, Gabriela got off of Jess and closed the door. Jess had started getting dressed and Gabriela decided it was for the best. If everything went according to plan she would get to enjoy him later on anyway.
Gabriela: 'Jess, I'm sooo sorry.'
Jess: 'This wasn't your fault. Besides, if she was here with Tristan it must have been for a reason. I'm just glad I was the first one to take the step and not her.' Gabriela: 'Aren't you even going to let her explain? Aren't you going to try to explain this to her?'
Jess: 'What is there to explain? I should have done this a long time ago. In fact, I don't know why we stopped.'
Jess was mad, really mad. And he was now decided to finish what he had started with Gabriela. Rory deserved it. He got up and violently pulled Gabriela towards him. He started kissing her and let his hands move all over her body. He needed to feel he was in charge of something. He pushed Gabriela down on the bed and tied her hands to the bed with her bra. He kissed her mouth and bit her lip. Gabriela screamed of pain, since it started bleeding, but Jess didn't care. He kissed her breasts and bit hardly into her nipples as well. With his hand he playing with her clit. Gabriela was moaning loudly and every now and then letting out a little scream. Jess was torturing her. Taking her to the edge, but not letting her get over it. She was loving every minute of it though. And Jess was enjoying torturing her. It was his way of letting off some steam. Every time Gabriela sighed or screamed in frustration he felt his anger drop a little bit. And when he would take her later on, he knew all the tension he'd been building up would slide off and he would be able to think clearly again.
When Tristan got home, Gabriela was already sitting at the dinner table with his parents. He was glad about that, because he didn't particularly want to talk to her about that afternoon. After dinner he immediately excused himself and went to his room, hoping to avoid her. Gabriela wouldn't let that happen however, and came to him not long after that.
Gabriela: 'So, you ready to give me my weekend Paris?'
Tristan: 'Oh, I think you've enjoyed yourself more than enough. Going to Paris with ME would be and incredibly boring experience to you.'
Gabriela: 'Ooh, you sound a bit jealous.I take it you haven't had yours yet?'
Tristan: 'Come on Gabriela.I really didn't need to catch Jess and you in the act.'
Gabriela: 'Then be glad you didn't see what happened afterwards.'
Tristan: 'What?'
Gabriela: 'Nothing.I couldn't call you and tell you to come later, could I? Besides, now you can't accuse me of lying about it either.You saw with your own eyes it happened.' . Tristan: 'Never mind.Let's not talk about it, ok? Spare me the details.' Gabriela: 'Why Tristan.If I didn't know any better I would think you were really jealous of me being with Jess in stead of being jealous of the fact that I got what I wanted and you didn't.
Tristan got up and pushed Gabriela with her back into the wall. He pushed his body against hers and put his hands on the wall besides her head. He put his face very close to hers, showing a dangerous look.
Tristan : 'Don't count on it.'
After having said that he kissed her on her mouth and pushed her out of his room.
Tristan: 'I don't want what someone else has had before me today. I don't to see you until the smell of Jess is gone and that flushed look of fulfillment has left your face.'
Gabriela just smiled and left for her own room.
When Gabriela had left Jess in Stars Hollow he went straight for the bridge. He felt relieved. On the one hand the day had been horrible, finding out Rory was with Tristan. On the other hand it had been fantastic. All the tension he had been building up in his body had left, thanks to his escapade with Gabriela. Now he needed to figure out what he was going to do about Rory. He didn't know whether or not he was going to give her a second chance. Or if she was going to give him one. For the first time that day he realized himself he had cheated on Rory as well. And she had caught him in a much more compromising position than he had seen her and Tristan in. Besides, Rory didn't know he had seen her with Tristan. He decided he was going to wait and see if Rory told him about it. That would finalize his decision about whether or not continue to pursue a relationship with her.
The more time Jess spent on the bridge, the more he realized that he didn't want to wait to see what Rory would tell him. He wanted to talk to her soon. He didn't like to be in a fight with her. And the uncertainty about the status of his relationship with her was killing him. He needed to talk to her now. It couldn't wait. He made up his mind and started to go to Rory's house.
When Rory had gotten home she found a note from her mother stating she had to put in some extra time in the Inn, because there were very important guests, so she wouldn't be home until very late or probably very early the next morning. Rory didn't really feel like going to Luke's for dinner. What if Jess was there? And besides, she only wanted to cry. And if she did that in public, she was sure the whole town would know within the hour that she was having problems with Jess.
Having seen Jess with Gabriela had shocked her. It had made her realize that he was a man, that he was used to getting women to pleasure him. And she hadn't done that. Although she knew Jess was wrong, she couldn't help but feeling guilty, blaming herself for everything. If she had been a little more conceding to Jess, they wouldn't have been in this situation right now. She didn't know yet what she was going to do about it. She didn't know what she expected out of her relationship with Jess anymore.Maybe it was best to just end it.He deserved someone who could give herself not only in heart and soul, but also in body to him.
The ringing of the doorbell brought her back to the real world. Who would be at the door? Jess? No, that couldn't be.But when she opened the door it was indeed Jess. He was standing there, hands in his pockets, with a bit of a frightened face.
Rory: 'Jess.'
Jess: 'Hi.'
An awkward silence arose between them as they both stood there wondering how to act in front of the other.
Jess; 'Ehm..Can I come in? I think we need to talk.'
Rory: 'Yeah, come on in.'
Jess: 'Is your mom home?'
Rory: 'No, we can talk.'
Jess: 'Rory.We need to talk about what we both saw.'
Rory: 'We both saw?'
Jess: 'I saw you kissing Tristan.At the mall.I was there.'
Rory was astonished. She didn't know what to say. Honestly she had completely forgotten about the kiss. She hadn't considered it cheating at the time.But now that Jess was confronting her with it, she thought about it differently.
Rory: 'It's not what you think it is.I was just.Ehm.He was just.'
Jess: 'Just what Rory? Because it looked to him you were really enjoying it, more than you enjoy kissing me.'
Rory: 'No.Of course not.How could you think something like that? I love you.You're the only one I want to kiss and be with.'
Jess: 'Really? Look, it's ok to be attracted physically to other people.As long as you are also attracted to me.'
Rory: 'So you're saying it's good to cheat on each other?'
Jess: 'No.No, I'm not.But.It's just.Look, I know I cheated on you. But at least you know that I feel extremely attracted to you and the only reason I slept with Gabriela is because I couldn't have you and because I thought you were sleeping with Tristan.'
Rory: 'What would make you think I'm not attracted to you?'
Jess: 'Rory, every time I touch you, you start shivering and you move away from me.'
This confirmed Rory's suspicions.It was her fault. She should have been with him earlier.She had pushed him away. She had pushed him into Gabriela's arms.And she needed to mend the situation right away. She moved closer to Jess on the couch and started kissing him.
At first Jess was a bit hesitant. He didn't want Rory to do this because she was feeling guilty. He hadn't meant to make her feel guilty. He knew that his cheating on her was not her fault, but he didn't know how to convince her of that. And she didn't give him a chance to do so either. As soon as she started kissing him he couldn't think straight anymore.
Rory new it was now or never. She took one of Jess' hands and put it under her shirt on one of her breasts. Jess started stroking it gently. He could feel her nipple getting hard under her bra. He gently bent over so he was leaning over her. He started kissing her face, her cheeks and after that going down to her neck. Rory was stroking his back.She suddenly pulled his t-shirt out of his pants and started stroking the skin of his back. It felt really good. Jess took this as a sign that she was sure she wanted to go on, so he stood up and lifted her into his arms. He carried her to her room, were he put her on her bed. He wanted to take things slowly. He wanted to make this absolutely perfect for her. He took off his shirt and sat down next to her on the bed. He kissed her deeply on her mouth, while stroking her stomach. When Rory started to moan softly he started opening the buttons of her blouse. When he was done, he started caressing her breast. Rory sat up, so he could remove her blouse. She hadn't known this would feel so good. Jess was so gentle and sweet. He made her feel completely comfortable. Jess pulled down one of the straps of her bra. He looked at her questioningly. Rory smiled at him, so he proceeded to taking of her bra completely. Rory felt really exited. This was all so new for her. It was such a great feeling having him look at her.She always thought she would feel embarrassed when this moment came, but she didn't. Seeing Jess look at her like he wanted to have all of her only made her enjoy it more. Jess bent over and started kissing her breasts. He licked her nipples and enjoyed the feeling of them becoming harder in his mouth. When he thought she was ready for it, he unbuckled her belt and took of her jeans. He started stroking her womanhood, feeling how her panties were getting wet. He then took off her panties and spread her legs. Rory was amazed at how this felt. This was another one of those moments she had dreaded. She had thought she would feel like a whore. But Jess only made her feel nice things. He started licking her.Rory felt she couldn't control her body anymore.All she could think of was that she had been really stupid to wait this long to feel something this wonderful. She felt how her body started trembling and she could feel waves of pleasure coming over her.
And then suddenly, it was all over.Her body had found calmness again. She was breathing heavily and felt embarrassed at being naked in front of Jess. Jess noticed the difference in her attitude immediately. Although he had expected her to feel a little weird after having an orgasm, of which he was sure it was her first, he had not expected it to be such a big difference. When Rory turned around and started trying to get under the covers, he decided that staying would only make things worse, so he decided to leave.He didn't know just yet what to think about this.
As soon as Jess had left Rory got up and got dressed. She didn't want to be naked any longer. She had felt so wonderful at first.But then she had felt so embarrassed.She wondered if this was normal..She also wondered what the status of her relationship with Jess was at this point.She knew she had offended him.But she really hadn't meant to. She hadn't wanted him to leave.She knew that if he had just been a little more patient with her, she would have come through.Would she have? He had been really patient.She couldn't expect more.Probably all she had done with this action was sending him right back into Gabriella's, or any other woman's, arms.
Disclaimer: I do not own any of this, just writing a story and borrowing them for a while
A/N: Thanks for the reviews. Nice to know you like the fic. I know that some of the things may seem out of character, but I really didn't know how else to make the things I want to happen..Oh, and sorry about the layout of this chapter, but for some reason word has decided to do whatever it wanted to and not pay any attention to my wishes.
5. The talk
Rory couldn't believe what she was seeing. Jess and Gabriela.How could he? She understood that Jess had his needs, but she never thought he would go this far.And with Tristan's girlfriend none the less. How long had he been doing this? How often had he slept with other women? No wonder he was so patient with her.He didn't need her. He was getting everything he wanted elsewhere. She had to get out of there. She needed to think.
Jess couldn't believe Rory was standing there with Tristan. What was she doing there? Did she come there to sleep with Tristan? Of course she did. Why else would she be there? She was going to have sex with him. She was going to let Tristan be her first. Was he going to be her first? Was she still a virgin? Rory had disappointed him more than he ever imagined possible. He felt hurt. It was her own fault he was there with Gabriela. She had caused all of this herself. He wasn't going to be the one running after her. Because she was going to run. He was pretty sure of that.No, Tristan could go after her.
Rory: 'How could you?'
And with that she turned around and sped to the elecator. Tristan took one more glance at Jess and Gabriela and then left after Rory. He caught up to her when she was just leaving the lobby.
Tristan: 'Rory, wait.'
Rory: 'Leave me alone.'
Tristan: 'No, you shouldn't be alone right now.'
Rory: 'Look, you don't know what it's like, so just leave me alone.'
Tristan: 'Really? So that wasn't my girlfriend Jess was with.So she didn't cheat on me.You think I'm not hurt?'
Rory: I'm sorry.I just can't feel sorry for you right now.'
Tristan: 'I understand. But I still think this would hurt less for the both of us if we just went trough this together. Let's go have something to drink. You can have all the coffee you want to, I promise.'
Rory had to smile at that. Tristan pulled her closer and hugged her, as she started to let the tears she'd been holding back out. Inside Tristan was smiling. The plan had gone perfectly up until now. Although he had to admit to himself he felt slightly hurt when he saw Gabriela with Jess. But that was ok, that way he didn't have to flat out lie to Rory. And besides, it was for the greater good.
When Tristan and Rory had left, Gabriela got off of Jess and closed the door. Jess had started getting dressed and Gabriela decided it was for the best. If everything went according to plan she would get to enjoy him later on anyway.
Gabriela: 'Jess, I'm sooo sorry.'
Jess: 'This wasn't your fault. Besides, if she was here with Tristan it must have been for a reason. I'm just glad I was the first one to take the step and not her.' Gabriela: 'Aren't you even going to let her explain? Aren't you going to try to explain this to her?'
Jess: 'What is there to explain? I should have done this a long time ago. In fact, I don't know why we stopped.'
Jess was mad, really mad. And he was now decided to finish what he had started with Gabriela. Rory deserved it. He got up and violently pulled Gabriela towards him. He started kissing her and let his hands move all over her body. He needed to feel he was in charge of something. He pushed Gabriela down on the bed and tied her hands to the bed with her bra. He kissed her mouth and bit her lip. Gabriela screamed of pain, since it started bleeding, but Jess didn't care. He kissed her breasts and bit hardly into her nipples as well. With his hand he playing with her clit. Gabriela was moaning loudly and every now and then letting out a little scream. Jess was torturing her. Taking her to the edge, but not letting her get over it. She was loving every minute of it though. And Jess was enjoying torturing her. It was his way of letting off some steam. Every time Gabriela sighed or screamed in frustration he felt his anger drop a little bit. And when he would take her later on, he knew all the tension he'd been building up would slide off and he would be able to think clearly again.
When Tristan got home, Gabriela was already sitting at the dinner table with his parents. He was glad about that, because he didn't particularly want to talk to her about that afternoon. After dinner he immediately excused himself and went to his room, hoping to avoid her. Gabriela wouldn't let that happen however, and came to him not long after that.
Gabriela: 'So, you ready to give me my weekend Paris?'
Tristan: 'Oh, I think you've enjoyed yourself more than enough. Going to Paris with ME would be and incredibly boring experience to you.'
Gabriela: 'Ooh, you sound a bit jealous.I take it you haven't had yours yet?'
Tristan: 'Come on Gabriela.I really didn't need to catch Jess and you in the act.'
Gabriela: 'Then be glad you didn't see what happened afterwards.'
Tristan: 'What?'
Gabriela: 'Nothing.I couldn't call you and tell you to come later, could I? Besides, now you can't accuse me of lying about it either.You saw with your own eyes it happened.' . Tristan: 'Never mind.Let's not talk about it, ok? Spare me the details.' Gabriela: 'Why Tristan.If I didn't know any better I would think you were really jealous of me being with Jess in stead of being jealous of the fact that I got what I wanted and you didn't.
Tristan got up and pushed Gabriela with her back into the wall. He pushed his body against hers and put his hands on the wall besides her head. He put his face very close to hers, showing a dangerous look.
Tristan : 'Don't count on it.'
After having said that he kissed her on her mouth and pushed her out of his room.
Tristan: 'I don't want what someone else has had before me today. I don't to see you until the smell of Jess is gone and that flushed look of fulfillment has left your face.'
Gabriela just smiled and left for her own room.
When Gabriela had left Jess in Stars Hollow he went straight for the bridge. He felt relieved. On the one hand the day had been horrible, finding out Rory was with Tristan. On the other hand it had been fantastic. All the tension he had been building up in his body had left, thanks to his escapade with Gabriela. Now he needed to figure out what he was going to do about Rory. He didn't know whether or not he was going to give her a second chance. Or if she was going to give him one. For the first time that day he realized himself he had cheated on Rory as well. And she had caught him in a much more compromising position than he had seen her and Tristan in. Besides, Rory didn't know he had seen her with Tristan. He decided he was going to wait and see if Rory told him about it. That would finalize his decision about whether or not continue to pursue a relationship with her.
The more time Jess spent on the bridge, the more he realized that he didn't want to wait to see what Rory would tell him. He wanted to talk to her soon. He didn't like to be in a fight with her. And the uncertainty about the status of his relationship with her was killing him. He needed to talk to her now. It couldn't wait. He made up his mind and started to go to Rory's house.
When Rory had gotten home she found a note from her mother stating she had to put in some extra time in the Inn, because there were very important guests, so she wouldn't be home until very late or probably very early the next morning. Rory didn't really feel like going to Luke's for dinner. What if Jess was there? And besides, she only wanted to cry. And if she did that in public, she was sure the whole town would know within the hour that she was having problems with Jess.
Having seen Jess with Gabriela had shocked her. It had made her realize that he was a man, that he was used to getting women to pleasure him. And she hadn't done that. Although she knew Jess was wrong, she couldn't help but feeling guilty, blaming herself for everything. If she had been a little more conceding to Jess, they wouldn't have been in this situation right now. She didn't know yet what she was going to do about it. She didn't know what she expected out of her relationship with Jess anymore.Maybe it was best to just end it.He deserved someone who could give herself not only in heart and soul, but also in body to him.
The ringing of the doorbell brought her back to the real world. Who would be at the door? Jess? No, that couldn't be.But when she opened the door it was indeed Jess. He was standing there, hands in his pockets, with a bit of a frightened face.
Rory: 'Jess.'
Jess: 'Hi.'
An awkward silence arose between them as they both stood there wondering how to act in front of the other.
Jess; 'Ehm..Can I come in? I think we need to talk.'
Rory: 'Yeah, come on in.'
Jess: 'Is your mom home?'
Rory: 'No, we can talk.'
Jess: 'Rory.We need to talk about what we both saw.'
Rory: 'We both saw?'
Jess: 'I saw you kissing Tristan.At the mall.I was there.'
Rory was astonished. She didn't know what to say. Honestly she had completely forgotten about the kiss. She hadn't considered it cheating at the time.But now that Jess was confronting her with it, she thought about it differently.
Rory: 'It's not what you think it is.I was just.Ehm.He was just.'
Jess: 'Just what Rory? Because it looked to him you were really enjoying it, more than you enjoy kissing me.'
Rory: 'No.Of course not.How could you think something like that? I love you.You're the only one I want to kiss and be with.'
Jess: 'Really? Look, it's ok to be attracted physically to other people.As long as you are also attracted to me.'
Rory: 'So you're saying it's good to cheat on each other?'
Jess: 'No.No, I'm not.But.It's just.Look, I know I cheated on you. But at least you know that I feel extremely attracted to you and the only reason I slept with Gabriela is because I couldn't have you and because I thought you were sleeping with Tristan.'
Rory: 'What would make you think I'm not attracted to you?'
Jess: 'Rory, every time I touch you, you start shivering and you move away from me.'
This confirmed Rory's suspicions.It was her fault. She should have been with him earlier.She had pushed him away. She had pushed him into Gabriela's arms.And she needed to mend the situation right away. She moved closer to Jess on the couch and started kissing him.
At first Jess was a bit hesitant. He didn't want Rory to do this because she was feeling guilty. He hadn't meant to make her feel guilty. He knew that his cheating on her was not her fault, but he didn't know how to convince her of that. And she didn't give him a chance to do so either. As soon as she started kissing him he couldn't think straight anymore.
Rory new it was now or never. She took one of Jess' hands and put it under her shirt on one of her breasts. Jess started stroking it gently. He could feel her nipple getting hard under her bra. He gently bent over so he was leaning over her. He started kissing her face, her cheeks and after that going down to her neck. Rory was stroking his back.She suddenly pulled his t-shirt out of his pants and started stroking the skin of his back. It felt really good. Jess took this as a sign that she was sure she wanted to go on, so he stood up and lifted her into his arms. He carried her to her room, were he put her on her bed. He wanted to take things slowly. He wanted to make this absolutely perfect for her. He took off his shirt and sat down next to her on the bed. He kissed her deeply on her mouth, while stroking her stomach. When Rory started to moan softly he started opening the buttons of her blouse. When he was done, he started caressing her breast. Rory sat up, so he could remove her blouse. She hadn't known this would feel so good. Jess was so gentle and sweet. He made her feel completely comfortable. Jess pulled down one of the straps of her bra. He looked at her questioningly. Rory smiled at him, so he proceeded to taking of her bra completely. Rory felt really exited. This was all so new for her. It was such a great feeling having him look at her.She always thought she would feel embarrassed when this moment came, but she didn't. Seeing Jess look at her like he wanted to have all of her only made her enjoy it more. Jess bent over and started kissing her breasts. He licked her nipples and enjoyed the feeling of them becoming harder in his mouth. When he thought she was ready for it, he unbuckled her belt and took of her jeans. He started stroking her womanhood, feeling how her panties were getting wet. He then took off her panties and spread her legs. Rory was amazed at how this felt. This was another one of those moments she had dreaded. She had thought she would feel like a whore. But Jess only made her feel nice things. He started licking her.Rory felt she couldn't control her body anymore.All she could think of was that she had been really stupid to wait this long to feel something this wonderful. She felt how her body started trembling and she could feel waves of pleasure coming over her.
And then suddenly, it was all over.Her body had found calmness again. She was breathing heavily and felt embarrassed at being naked in front of Jess. Jess noticed the difference in her attitude immediately. Although he had expected her to feel a little weird after having an orgasm, of which he was sure it was her first, he had not expected it to be such a big difference. When Rory turned around and started trying to get under the covers, he decided that staying would only make things worse, so he decided to leave.He didn't know just yet what to think about this.
As soon as Jess had left Rory got up and got dressed. She didn't want to be naked any longer. She had felt so wonderful at first.But then she had felt so embarrassed.She wondered if this was normal..She also wondered what the status of her relationship with Jess was at this point.She knew she had offended him.But she really hadn't meant to. She hadn't wanted him to leave.She knew that if he had just been a little more patient with her, she would have come through.Would she have? He had been really patient.She couldn't expect more.Probably all she had done with this action was sending him right back into Gabriella's, or any other woman's, arms.