24 Hours
Chapter 3 - 01:05
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Sorry forgot about the disclaimer on the 1st chap...
So, I don't own any of the characters...
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A Mid Night Encounter
Recap:
"This is nice" Jess blurted abruptly
"uh uhm.." Rory muttered quietly
"Rory, I want to be more"
"I am so confused... could you please just read to me for a while?"
"Please.. Jess?"
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So he read to her. And he wished.
01:05
Jess took over from the point she stopped before their little "moment". He lay down and read to her, her head resting lightly on his thigh.
Rory's mind was racing with thoughts about past present and future.
She remembered the beginning with Dean, he was so cute and he made her feel so spacial and beautiful, and she remembered how she used to have tingles all over her body when he touched her, when he kissed her. She remembered how she was always nervous and excited when the phone rang at the beginning. USED to that was the main problem over there...
She remembered whacky movie nights with her mother and Dean, Her debutante dance and the safety and comfort he USED to make her feel, and it saddened her when she realized that she no longer felt that way about him, her first boyfriend, her first kiss, her first love?
Did I really love him or did I only say it to please him?
She wasn't so sure about it anymore, because when she let herself think about it, being totally honest with herself for the first time now, she doubted she really had loved him. Yes, she cared about him deeply, but when she used to say those three words she never felt at ease, she always felt a little pressured, almost obligated to please, to be the perfect girlfriend, with her perfect boyfriend.
That was past now.
Jess was different. Jess is different. I never knew anyone like him before he came to Stars Hollow. From the first moment I saw him he made me curios.
He intrigued me, and I was drawn to him. I wanted to know him better and I wanted to know his opinion on everything and anything, when comes to think of it now, I simply enjoy being beside him. He doesn't have to talk, The silence becomes him too, we never had uncomfortable silences, well counting out right now, although, it's not so uncomfortable really, lying my head on his thigh while he's reading to me, his voice operates as a tranquillizer on my racing mind, and heart.
With Jess things are different. I feel as if I can talk to him, really talk to him about anything I like and he'll understand and he'll be genuinely interested in my opinion and whether he'll agree or not we can discuss it and nerture each other minds. He widens my horizons. He makes me think and reevaluate my whole being. And my feelings. And desiers.
Wow that was real deep... I shouls do this contemplative thing more often..
And as for the future, who knows what the night might bring?
Chapter 3 - 01:05
_________________
Sorry forgot about the disclaimer on the 1st chap...
So, I don't own any of the characters...
_________________________________________________
A Mid Night Encounter
Recap:
"This is nice" Jess blurted abruptly
"uh uhm.." Rory muttered quietly
"Rory, I want to be more"
"I am so confused... could you please just read to me for a while?"
"Please.. Jess?"
_________________________________________________
So he read to her. And he wished.
01:05
Jess took over from the point she stopped before their little "moment". He lay down and read to her, her head resting lightly on his thigh.
Rory's mind was racing with thoughts about past present and future.
She remembered the beginning with Dean, he was so cute and he made her feel so spacial and beautiful, and she remembered how she used to have tingles all over her body when he touched her, when he kissed her. She remembered how she was always nervous and excited when the phone rang at the beginning. USED to that was the main problem over there...
She remembered whacky movie nights with her mother and Dean, Her debutante dance and the safety and comfort he USED to make her feel, and it saddened her when she realized that she no longer felt that way about him, her first boyfriend, her first kiss, her first love?
Did I really love him or did I only say it to please him?
She wasn't so sure about it anymore, because when she let herself think about it, being totally honest with herself for the first time now, she doubted she really had loved him. Yes, she cared about him deeply, but when she used to say those three words she never felt at ease, she always felt a little pressured, almost obligated to please, to be the perfect girlfriend, with her perfect boyfriend.
That was past now.
Jess was different. Jess is different. I never knew anyone like him before he came to Stars Hollow. From the first moment I saw him he made me curios.
He intrigued me, and I was drawn to him. I wanted to know him better and I wanted to know his opinion on everything and anything, when comes to think of it now, I simply enjoy being beside him. He doesn't have to talk, The silence becomes him too, we never had uncomfortable silences, well counting out right now, although, it's not so uncomfortable really, lying my head on his thigh while he's reading to me, his voice operates as a tranquillizer on my racing mind, and heart.
With Jess things are different. I feel as if I can talk to him, really talk to him about anything I like and he'll understand and he'll be genuinely interested in my opinion and whether he'll agree or not we can discuss it and nerture each other minds. He widens my horizons. He makes me think and reevaluate my whole being. And my feelings. And desiers.
Wow that was real deep... I shouls do this contemplative thing more often..
And as for the future, who knows what the night might bring?