Lost Sight
Part 2
By: Dark_T-K
Vegeta watched me in utter shock. He waved his hand in front of my face while I just stood there looking at him. I never flinched when people waved. It was one of the signs indicating I was blind. I put my glasses back on in anger.
"How did this happen Kakarott? You were fine when we-" I growled at him and it interrupted him.
"-Fought the last time. Yeah I know. I find out that I'm blind after I wake up in a hospital bed with a pitch black room!" I bring my hands down to my side. He was still in shock.
"But I don't understand Kakarott! You could take hits like that before! Why does it affect you now?" He shouts out. I shrug my shoulders and pull out my stick.
"Maybe because you hit a certain spot this time. Now if you don't mind I need to get back. My friends will want to see me." When I pull the stick into its longer form when I find it broken. I began to freak. Vegeta sees my problem and reacts.
"What's wrong Kakarott?" He asks slightly concerned. I show him my broken stick. He snorts. "What's so great about a stick?" He says again boastfully. I growl in anger then I snap.
"That stick Vegeta was my only was of getting back to the gang unharmed. Without it I can't feel my way around! Unlike you Vegeta I need help more than usual!" I snap at him. He stares at me. I begin to feel my way to the door. It the circular room it's hard to find it. Soon I began to panic because I can't find the exit. Suddenly I hear Bulma's voice on the speaker.
"Vegeta I know you have Goku in there! You need to bring him to the garden. His friends are here and we all need to talk." I hear Vegeta go over to the intercom and press a button.
"I'll bring Kakarott down in a minute women! His stick broke so it will take some time! Get off mine and Kakarott's back!" I was surprised. Vegeta just stood up for me and helped me. I felt a strong but gentle arm, grab my left arm and tug on it gently.
"Vegeta…" I said still in a bit of shock. He made a slight evil laugh come from his mouth as he began to lead me out of the chamber.
"Relax Kakarott. As long as you are blind, I will help." He said softly. I jerked back slightly showing my confusion and shocked. He laughed again and continued to lead me through the corridors to the indoor garden. I was tugging on him, so it took ten minutes before we reached the garden door.
I had to take my time. Just because Vegeta was leading me the right way doesn't mean I should relax. I felt around with my feet making sure not to trip or run into anything. We finally got to the gang, Vegeta let go of me before the doors opened and coached me on from there. He made sure I didn't step on anything and made me stop when something dashed in front of me.
"Its about time Vegeta. I thought you and Goku would never get here. What took you two so long?" Bulma snapped immediately. I frowned and jumped in for Vegeta's defense.
"If being careful so I don't run into things or hurt myself is wrong the fine by me that I should damage myself worse. Back off already Bulma!" I snapped. I gained everyone's attention and gave them all shock. I knew they were all taken back by my defense for Vegeta, but I had to payback Vegeta somehow. Seeing me defend him Vegeta snorted in pride.
"That's telling them Kakarott. Now if you have something to tell us onna you best be telling us what it is! Or do I have to make the announcement?" Vegeta snaps back. I was glad Vegeta was complimenting me, it showed me how much he changed over the years. Bulma didn't reply so Vegeta just grunted in annoyance. "I'll take that as a yes. Kakarott?" He walks up to me and puts a hand on my shoulder. I jump slightly since I didn't know what happened.
"Go ahead Vegeta." I said encouraging My prince to continue. He nods then returns to looking at everyone.
"I'll make this quick and straight to the point. I hit Kakarott and he is now blind. So you better keep and eye on him or you will have to deal with me!" I blush as Vegeta snaps at everyone to protect me. My friends finally snap out of their shock and begin to crowd me. They give their apologies and their sympathy. I was happy I had such great friends to back me up.
{Two Years Later}
Two years have gone by since the incident. I'm still very blind and I have no hope for my eyesight to return. The doctors gave me an inspection. My sight is permanently damaged. I will live like this forever. I have accepted this fate, with a heavy heart. Living a life without sight will be hard.
"Goku! Goku are you awake?" Chichi asks as she knocks on my door. Since I found out I would be permanently blind, I moved into my sons old room. Chichi understood. I needed space and a place I could go to think when I needed to. She opens the door. I'm laying on my bed.
"Yeah I'm awake. What's up?" I ask calmly. She moves over to my bed and sits next to me. I sit up then lay my head into her lap. She rubs my back as I lay there.
"Goten just called me. His graduation is in a couple of weeks. He invited us to come. We are going to attend it." I sigh and sit up again.
"That's great ChiChi. I just wish I could see it." I say as I lay back and take a deep sigh. I know I should be happy, more like excited. But I'm not. I'm glad Goten is graduating from college. It's good to know he worked so hard. But like Gohan's graduation, I'll never see it. I should be glad to be there, but being there is different then seeing it and proudly watching your son.
"Goku I know you are still upset about the sightless problem…But give it a chance. Maybe we can use the dragon balls to restore your lost sight." She said hopefully. She was trying to make me happy.
"I wish we could ChiChi. They are gone now, we can't." I regretted saying that, but it was true. Chichi gets up to leave, I don't bother to stop her. I need to be alone, to think. I began thinking of all the fun I could be having if I was regular. I remember watching the tape of Gohan graduating from college and high school. I remember watching the tape of Chichi giving birth to Goten. I watched all of the memories I missed and was never apart of. Now I won't be able to see the next great memory. I roll on to my stomach and begin to cry. My life was fine before this problem happened. Now it was ruined. I sob hard until I hear a voice call out my name. It was Vegeta.
"Vegeta where are you?" I call out to the prince. He watches me move around my room before deciding to end my torment and enter the room.
"Baka I'm right here. Now sit down." I did as I was commanded and sat. Even though I was the stronger of the two of us, without my sight I became the weaker one. He sat next to me, I knew he sensed my pain, my inner turmoil. Vegeta had become softer since he found out that forever I would be blind. He didn't snap at me, he made me feel better about my disability. "What's got you so down Kakarott?" He asks me. I sigh deeply.
"I'm upset because I'll be at Goten's graduation." I said painfully as I rest my head on Vegeta's shoulder. He's confused.
"Why would being at our brats graduation upset you Kakarott? I thought you always wanted to see them grow up." I begin to cry on his shoulder. He wraps his arm around me and gently rocks me against his rock hard chest.
"I won't see the graduation Vegeta. I might be there, but what's the point?! I can't see him, Trunks or anything. Chichi will have to describe what it all looks like. I can't live with a world of darkness." He rubs my back trying to comfort me.
"I know Kakarott. I missed many things my children did that were special. I know how you feel." I scoot as close as I can to Vegeta. He was the only one who could show me I wasn't alone in my problems. I hear him sigh and shutter slightly. "Worse of all Kakarott, onna won't let me go to Trunks graduation." I tense.
"Why not Vegeta? You have every right to be there as she does! You're his father for crying out loud!" I hear Vegeta sigh again. He is so full of pride he can't cry. I wish he would so I could comfort him like he did me.
"She thinks I'll do something bad. She doesn't trust me. Sometimes I wish I could be you Kakarott. Everyone trusts and respects you. They will never say no to you." I snort loudly. He looks at me and I silence myself.
"Not everyone Vegeta. ChiChi is one who says no to me all the time." We both break out laughing. I stop to think again.
"Sometimes I wish I could be you Vegeta. You have nothing to worry about. Your life is simple, the way I wish I had it." I say as I lay back on to my back. Vegeta follows my example.
"Simple and easy. I have no simple life." He says as he relaxes next to me. I smile at him and flop on to my side. "Without you to challenge my life has become a lot easier. No more training to defeat you, no more enemies. All that I have left to do is comfort my blind peasant." I chuckle a bit.
"I may be blind Vegeta, but that doesn't stop me from being who I am." I hear him grunt softly and feel him nod.
"What's it like to be Sightless Kakarott?" Vegeta suddenly blurts out. I blink in confusion before I began to think.
"It's hard to say. I feel like I'm in a black void. I can hear your voice but I can't see you. It's kinda like being dead." I say as I continue to think. I hear him take a deep breath.
"Is it like you feel alone? That you know that seeing is believing." I gasp in surprise. I nod with my jaw hanging. How did he know exactly how I felt?
"How Vegeta? How do you know?" I ask in curiosity. He wraps me in another embrace, I feel so safe in his arms.
"I would know since I went through the same thing Kakarott. When I worked for Frieza he smacked me with his tail and it blinded me for a few months til the doctors fixed me. I was terrified of everything in his ship. I felt defenseless, scarred, and alone. I heard all of them, yet I couldn't see. You are lucky Kakarott." He says a little depressed.
"I'm not lucky. Being blind and living that way for the rest of your life in fear is not lucky. It's worse than anything I've experienced before." Vegeta brushes my bangs aside.
"You are very fortunate Kakarott. You have friends and family to help you, when I was blind I had no one. And if you think this is bad, wait til someone takes advantage of your disability. Then you will know true horror." I blink in surprise.
"What do you mean Vegeta? What happened to you?" I ask him in total curiosity. He sighs and clutches me harder. I realize he went through something horrible.
"In the few months I was blind, Frieza and his men took advantage of me. I was raped continually. Frieza even did it himself. For days I would hide in places abandoned or in bad spots. I was so scared. Do you know how old I was when this all happened Kakarott?" he asked me in a deadly voice. I shook my head no. "I was thirteen years old. I was a mere child barely a young adult when they hurt me." I hugged Vegeta hard to show my sympathy.
"I'm sorry Vegeta. All this time I never knew." I heard him snort and sit up. I sit up as well. He sighs again showing his pain.
"No one ever knew. Nappa and Radditz were off on a purging mission at the time. Your twin bother was also gone. All these years no one has known my pain, and during that time I took my pain and anger out on people like you. It still haunts me for what Frieza and his goons did." I hug him again.
"Then you know what it's like for me? What I'm going through?" I ask him. He makes and agreeing noise.
"When I fought you, and watches your clumsy attempts to defend yourself I saw myself. You try to defend yourself but you can't." I nod in agreement.
"Then you know how terrified I am when you or Gohan are near. I don't know what to do and all that comes to my mind is run and get far away." Vegeta paused. I feel him move but I don't know what he's doing.
"What do you mean Gohan? What?" He asked confused. I sigh and back away slightly. I stand up and began to tremble.
"For the last eight months Gohan has been coming over to my house angry. I dunno why but then he takes all that anger out on me. He…" I couldn't finish. Vegeta stands up mortified. He hugs to me to show he's there.
"Tell me Kakarott." He says calmly but demandingly. I nod.
~ Gohan came over to my house but this time he was furious. I didn't know til I opened the door. He grabbed my by the collar of my shirt and takes me to a secluded area. He had large walls blocking me in. I was trapped. I began to panic then I hear his voice.
"Don't worry dad. This will only hurt for a short time then you will be in so much pain you'll pass out." That's when it all began.
He punched me and kicked me. I was defending myself to the best of my current ability but I was out matched. Gohan had the advantage. I was blind and movements are hard to block. He easily slammed me into the ground. By the time Gohan had stopped, I was a beaten pulp. My body was broken badly and I was unconscious.
This beating continued for days and days. Soon I was pleading to Gohan for mercy. I asked him to stop and begged him. He never listened. I was beaten worse every time. When ChiChi found out what Gohan was doing she almost killed him. Gohan was banned from coming over to our house and I have to have an escort every time I leave the house. ~
Vegeta stood there totally shocked. He never thought my son, a person who loved me, would beat me into a pulp. He was outraged.
"How dare he! He attacked you when you were disabled! That brat I'm going to teach him a lesson!" I caught Vegeta by the arm.
"I know you're mad, but please let me come. I must talk to him and find out what is wrong with him." Vegeta sighed but gave in. I latched my leash around my chest and handed Vegeta the end.
"What is this for Kakarott?" He asked in confusion. I blushed slightly realizing I was wearing a leash.
"It's so you can lead me around safely without worrying about me running into things. ChiChi makes me wear it since I broke the thirty-ninth leading stick last month. It helps me stay with you." I smile at him and he takes the end of my leash. He gently tugs it making me follow him. I follow him to the window but I pause suddenly. He floats outside waiting.
"What's with the hold up Kakarott?" I began to feel the window trying to figure out if I could exit through it.
"I don't know if I can get out this way." I hear Vegeta laugh a little then reenters my window. He gets me into position then tossed me out the window. I freak of course, but then I remember something. I can fly. I hover there for a few minutes waiting for Vegeta to come out.
"If I'd known you were going to throw me out a window Vegeta I would have taken the stairs." I said flatly. Vegeta chuckled a bit, then tugs on my leash. I follow him as instructed.
We landed somewhere. Vegeta lead me to somewhere Gohan was. I listened and heard he lead us to a waterfall. Gohan's favorite meditation spot. I get nervous remembering what happened before.
"Vegeta I don't know if we should be here…" I whisper to him. He grunts the pulls me to a certain spot then all of a sudden, he stops. I feel little tugs on my leash then he whispers something.
"You stay here while I bring your son down for a lesson." I blink wanting to follow. I begin to follow then I feel something tug me back. I tug on the leash and see nothing happening. Then it hit me. Vegeta tied me to a tree! I growl slightly as I sit down to wait.
Vegeta flies up to Gohan and grabs him. He drags Gohan down to the ground and throws him down. I hide behind the tree I'm tied to and listen to their conversation.
"What is your problem brat? I have never heard such pain from Kakarott then when he told me how you constantly beat him! Explain yourself now!" I hear Vegeta snap at Gohan. Gohan stands up and dusts himself off.
"What I do is none of your business Vegeta. Who told you about me and dad?" He asks icily. That was my que.
"I did. I told Vegeta." I felt Gohan's icy stare and Vegeta's shocked one. I step out from behind the tree and as far as the leash allows.
"How dare you tell him dad!" Gohan stomps towards me. I have no where to run. Lucky for me Vegeta punches Gohan sending him back a few feet. He unlatches the leash from the tree and I hide behind Vegeta. Gohan gets up and walks back angry.
"I don't know what's wrong with you boy but you have no right to hurt Kakarott when he's vulnerable!" Vegeta spat at Gohan. Gohan grumbled slightly. Vegeta walked away from me and I heard Gohan began gasping. "Tell me brat or I will pay you back for Kakarott!" Gohan and Vegeta then began fighting. I heard them going at it, grunting and slamming each other with their fists. I wanted to tell them to stop but I didn't know where they went. Then I hear a crash then the fighting noises cease. Someone lands near me.
"Well it looks like it's me and you dad. This time I will teach you to keep your mouth shut!" Gohan steps forward while I try to run. Gohan easily grabs me and hauls me into a horrible position. He throws me down and pins me down.
"Gohan why are you doing this?" I ask him. He just snorts and grabs my collar. I'm lifted into the air once again.
"Because you are weak father. You are now at my mercy and I will finally earn the respect I deserve!" He dropkicks me. I'm sent flying into a tree and land. I get up yet to be tackled again.
The beating goes on for hours. I lay there beaten, tired, and broken. Vegeta was trapped in an energy force field and watched helplessly as I, was beaten again by my son. When Gohan finally finished I lay there with small censures. I'm out like a light and my wrecked body is spasming from the pain. Though I looked like I was knocked out, I was awake. I heard Gohan insult me again.
"This will show how strong my father is. Such a weakling man. It must have been a bad luck for me to be HIS son." Gohan flew away leaving me in tears. So he thinks I'm weak. That's why he beats me, because I'm weak. I lay there til finally I let the darkness take me.
I woke up still in slight pain. I was in a warm soft bed and someone was sitting next to me. They grunted slightly, I knew it was Vegeta.
"Vegeta is that you?" I call out to the figure. Though I knew it's him I want him to answer me.
"Yes it is me Kakarott. How are you feeling?" He asks as he gently puts his hand on to my shoulder.
"I ache all over Vegeta. It hurts to move." I say weakly. I hear the door open and many people crowd into my room. "Where am I?" I ask in a whisper.
"You're in your bedroom Goku. Vegeta brought you home unconscious. What happened Goku?" ChiChi asked. I sit up and wince. ChiChi sits next to me and cradles my broken body.
"Vegeta and I went to go talk to Gohan. When we arrive Gohan and Vegeta begins fighting. Gohan did something to Vegeta because he didn't come when Gohan started to beat me up." I hear gasps from all my friends.
"He has gone too far. I know he's upset about Videl dying and Pan running away. But to take out his pain out on Goku is not right!" ChiChi shouted out. The group agreed.
"Gohan has gone to far. Goku can't defend himself and Gohan goes after him." Bulma said sympathetically. I growl slightly.
"I may be blind but I can take care of myself. I have for the last two years you know." I snap at them. I hate it when they treat me like this. "Gohan just needs to talk. I'm sure he'll feel better when he does." The room makes agreeing noise and yes noises. I lay back and relax.
"Kakarott do you think it is best to go after you brat after what he did?" I shake my head.
"I know Vegeta. That's why you will be close by just in case." Vegeta grunts in agreement and I fall back into my black void.
Three days later I confront Gohan again. He is in the middle of no where meditating. I land on the ground below him. I hear him growl in anger.
"Gohan come down now! We need to talk!" I call up to him. He lands all right. Before I could say anything he restrains me.
"There is nothing we need to talk about father. And since you don't learn this from all the beatings I've given you, how about I try something new." He said in a deadly voice. I began to panic as Gohan drags me somewhere. He grabs my wrists and chains the up. I don't know what he is going to do, but it must be bad if he has to restrain me. I lay there wondering what he plans on doing to me.
"Gohan what do you think you're doing? Let me go at once!" I shout out to him. He kicks me in the side. I gasp for air.
"Father you need to shut up. The only thing I want to hear from you is screaming. Do you understand?!" He spat at me. I don't reply. He kicks me in my sensitive area. I cry out in pain and cuddle my legs up. I gasp in pain and squeeze my eyes shut. "Answer me!" He shouts out.
"I-I-I understand!" I scream back. He growls slightly then pauses for a bit. I lay there til I hear him walk up to me.
"Since you're dying to know father. I'm going to take advantage or your disability, and rape you." My jaw drops and my heart stops. I struggle hard to free myself, while Gohan watches and laughs at me. "Don't bother trying to escape. Those are ki handcuffs. You won't be leaving here." I ignore his advice and continue to struggle.
"Gohan listen to me! I'm your father! Please you don't have to do this! We can talk and sort things out. I know you're upset but this isn't a way to solve your problems." He rips off the top of my gi in anger.
"We will not talk. I will dominate you and make you scream. You try to talk and it will hurt worse." He said icily. He then ripped off the last remnants of my gi. He grabs my length and pulls hard. I scream out in pain.
"Don't worry dad. I'll get to the painful part soon." He said in my ear as he bit into my neck. He wasn't marking me, he was showing his dominance. I screamed again. Then I felt something hard and long run along my butt. "Here it comes." He thrusts into me without any warning. I scream so loud. He's actually doing it. He was violating me and he didn't care. I was flipped on to my stomach as he continued to thrust painfully into me. I screamed and shouted til finally my voice was a hoarse whisper. Gohan grunted in pleasure. I should have known he was filling his need and not caring about the pain he was inflicting. I lay there gasping and struggling for him to stop this horrible punishment. He didn't listen and began thrusting harder. I groaned as blood ran freely down my alabaster thighs.
The pain continued for hours. I lay there hardly aware of what was happening. All I felt was pain. All I heard was his grunts and my hoarse cries of pain. He finally stopped. He got up and stood. I lay there hanging my head.
"That was good. Next time I'll use more strength." He clothed himself and left me there. I was so upset, so disappointed. My son, my oldest son had raped me out of pain he had gone through. I lay there thinking of what I could do to stop this from happening.
"Kakarott!" I hear Vegeta scream. He lead Bulma and ChiChi to find me. I lay there, not bothering to move. Vegeta breaks my bonds and picks me up. ChiChi wraps a soft blanket around my nude form. Vegeta then re-picks me up.
"Oh my g-d! What happened to him! He looks worse than before!" ChiChi screamed as she kissed my forehead.
"Goku looks like he's had the living hell beaten out of him. Only Gohan really let him have it this time." I snuggle close to Vegeta's chest. My body is shivering beyond control. I get as close as I can to his warm body.
"You two get back to Capsule Corps. I will talk to Kakarott then bring him over there after I'm done." The women left in their airplane leaving Vegeta and I alone. "What happened here Kakarott?" He asks me kindly. I try to speak but nothing comes out. I nuzzle his chest and begin to cry.
"So much pain Vegeta…"Is what I say. He begins to rock me trying to soothe me. I calm down and begin to purr as he strokes my tail spot. "He raped me Vegeta." I suddenly blurt out. I feel Vegeta's shock and surprise. Then I feel him shake with anger.
"That brat! He has gone insane! That brat will pay." I begin to sob hard again. Vegeta cradles me and begins to croon. I stop to listen. A few minutes later, I fall asleep to Vegeta's soft music.