Linkin Park-
My December
By
Seto.
*********
"This is my December
This is my time of the year..." Slowly black shoes tapped against the ground as he stepped along the bridge, swept up in thought.
"This is my December
This is all so clear..." Icy blue eyes stare off into the distance, the snow falling so genly around on the ground.
"This is my December
This is my snow covered home..." He could see where he had moved to, Domino City, and attop the hill ahead his own home covered in gentle white flakes.
"This is my December
This is me alone..." He looked a little saddened as he walked along the cement seeing thosefamilys and people walking together. Mokuba...
"And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed..." He felt a quick pang in his chest. He wanted Mokuba with him, but he couldnt have him. He didnt want to be alone, there was something empty in his heart. When he spotted another lone figure...
"And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
Feel like that..." Firy words passed between the two boys, neither willing to back down for quiet some time, before a sad honey eyed figure turned to stare back down into the water below the bridge.
"And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed..." That Damn pang again. So he decided it was best to walk away...
"And I
Take back all the
Things I said to you..." There was a faint shuffling behind him, he couldnt help but stop, but dared not turn around.
"And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to..." He knew he wanted to turn around, say he was sorry. Let them have the suddenly cold winter evening together.
"Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to..." all the money he had couldnt buy him companionship, he wasnt supposed to want that anyways.. but he did.
"This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need..." And there was a few more steps, he didnt need Jounouchi... he didnt need anyone. Except...
"And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed..." It still hurt.
"And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you feel like that..." He didnt hear the gentle sobbing he left behind.
"And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed..." Didnt hear peoples noises...
"And I
Take back all the things
I said to you..." didnt hear the one thing that might break all he beleived...
"And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to..." HE found himself wandering the snow covered streets. The snoflakes dancing about that trenched form.
"Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to..." And around midnight he entered the Kaiba Estate, looking around the silent halls, his heart cracking just a little more.
"This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear...." Slowly he made his way to the room, work or something... work or something would occupy him.
"And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to..." Light flickered into the room, news as it flashed by. 'Health', 'stock market rises' and 'boy dround'.... Boy dround?
"Give it all away
To have someone..." He didnt have to look to know. He didnt have to know to hurt. Had he done it? Made him take those final steps from life to darkness... had he killed the only thing he had left...?
"...To come home to..." A little spirit fled the room, and to the starts, perhaps he could get a second chance..?
My December
By
Seto.
*********
"This is my December
This is my time of the year..." Slowly black shoes tapped against the ground as he stepped along the bridge, swept up in thought.
"This is my December
This is all so clear..." Icy blue eyes stare off into the distance, the snow falling so genly around on the ground.
"This is my December
This is my snow covered home..." He could see where he had moved to, Domino City, and attop the hill ahead his own home covered in gentle white flakes.
"This is my December
This is me alone..." He looked a little saddened as he walked along the cement seeing thosefamilys and people walking together. Mokuba...
"And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed..." He felt a quick pang in his chest. He wanted Mokuba with him, but he couldnt have him. He didnt want to be alone, there was something empty in his heart. When he spotted another lone figure...
"And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
Feel like that..." Firy words passed between the two boys, neither willing to back down for quiet some time, before a sad honey eyed figure turned to stare back down into the water below the bridge.
"And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed..." That Damn pang again. So he decided it was best to walk away...
"And I
Take back all the
Things I said to you..." There was a faint shuffling behind him, he couldnt help but stop, but dared not turn around.
"And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to..." He knew he wanted to turn around, say he was sorry. Let them have the suddenly cold winter evening together.
"Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to..." all the money he had couldnt buy him companionship, he wasnt supposed to want that anyways.. but he did.
"This is my December
These are my snow covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need..." And there was a few more steps, he didnt need Jounouchi... he didnt need anyone. Except...
"And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed..." It still hurt.
"And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you feel like that..." He didnt hear the gentle sobbing he left behind.
"And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed..." Didnt hear peoples noises...
"And I
Take back all the things
I said to you..." didnt hear the one thing that might break all he beleived...
"And I give it all away
Just to have
Somewhere to go to..." HE found himself wandering the snow covered streets. The snoflakes dancing about that trenched form.
"Give it all away
To have someone
To come home to..." And around midnight he entered the Kaiba Estate, looking around the silent halls, his heart cracking just a little more.
"This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear...." Slowly he made his way to the room, work or something... work or something would occupy him.
"And I give it all away
Just to have somewhere
To go to..." Light flickered into the room, news as it flashed by. 'Health', 'stock market rises' and 'boy dround'.... Boy dround?
"Give it all away
To have someone..." He didnt have to look to know. He didnt have to know to hurt. Had he done it? Made him take those final steps from life to darkness... had he killed the only thing he had left...?
"...To come home to..." A little spirit fled the room, and to the starts, perhaps he could get a second chance..?