Beneath the Waves
~Chapter 2- Sai Sici's Soul~
When I saw her it was strange. I felt some feeling I've never felt before. I felt ......infused, or confused. I was unsure of my surroundings. Was I in love? But, how? Is this what it's like to be with the person you think is the one? Why does love have to be so confusing? Half of me wants to run away from her in fear, but the other half wants to be around her all the time. why can't I make up my mind about her? Why can't I make up my mind about that mermaid of a girl, Cecil.
What was I thinking? My match with Mermaid Gundam was only a few days away, and were was I? I was in a street restaurant cooking and enjoying my company with Cecil.
Then it happened.
He came.
Hans Holgar. Cecil's brother. How was I supposed to know she was related to him. The playing field was a whole lot different now. Now, I have competition. Who will she chose to side with? Me, or her brother, the decision is hers and hers alone, that's why I ran. I ran away because I knew who she would chose. She would chose her brother. I didn't want her to see my disappointment. Little did I know that she was planning something of her own.
Later that day, I was sitting by the water when she came up to me. I was so happy that she came, but then.......she slapped me.
I thought it was all over then.
But it wasn't.
She was just trying to bring me back to my senses. I knew then it wasn't over, it was just beginning. Whether or not I won or lost, it didn't matter, she would always be there for me, but hey bro, got his girl, why can't I get mine? What makes me any different from him? All I got to do is stand up and tell her that I love her. I never did tell her, I don't know why. Guess, it's easier said then done.
Someday I will tell her that I love her, for now I'd better hope she can read my actions because it's not coming out anytime soon. I'm glad that I love Cecil, even if I can never tell her. Until the day when I do tell her, I must wait and hope that she doesn't fall in love with someone else, because if she does, then my heart will just break. I surprised she even loves me. Let's face it I'm not exactly normal, or average. In fact I'm kind of weird. But, if it's okay with her it's fine with me.
I did defeat Mermaid Gundam, and now Cecil must leave for her nation. I hope she understands that I never wanted her to leave. Things like this just happen. I never meant to defeat her brother, heck, if it was up to me I would never fight against him, but she wanted me too. So I did. And I never regret making that decision. It was an awesome fight and it proved to me that there are fighters out there as good as the Shuffle Alliance.
It came as quite a shock to find out I'd won, but I was happy that his last match in the Gundam fight was one he wanted to fight in. I almost chickened out. I eventually came though, fashionably late of course. But I didn't come without a some helpful recognition from Cecil (aka, a slap). I came crashing back to reality then, I realized that if she was going to go home, then she wanted to go home with a bang. Cecil is one of those girls who won't let you defeat them without a fight, that's what makes her the perfect girl for me.
She left the next day, but she kissed me. I guess that proves she really does love me. I hope Chibidee doesn't make a big deal out of this because I don't' think I would be able to take the pressure. In fact, I hope the monks I stay with don't find out. I hope she doesn't forget me because I know I'll know I'll never forget her. I'll never forget that spunky, soft- spoken beauty I've come to love and know. I'll never forget that mermaid of a girl. I'll never forget you, Cecil.
~Chapter 2- Sai Sici's Soul~
When I saw her it was strange. I felt some feeling I've never felt before. I felt ......infused, or confused. I was unsure of my surroundings. Was I in love? But, how? Is this what it's like to be with the person you think is the one? Why does love have to be so confusing? Half of me wants to run away from her in fear, but the other half wants to be around her all the time. why can't I make up my mind about her? Why can't I make up my mind about that mermaid of a girl, Cecil.
What was I thinking? My match with Mermaid Gundam was only a few days away, and were was I? I was in a street restaurant cooking and enjoying my company with Cecil.
Then it happened.
He came.
Hans Holgar. Cecil's brother. How was I supposed to know she was related to him. The playing field was a whole lot different now. Now, I have competition. Who will she chose to side with? Me, or her brother, the decision is hers and hers alone, that's why I ran. I ran away because I knew who she would chose. She would chose her brother. I didn't want her to see my disappointment. Little did I know that she was planning something of her own.
Later that day, I was sitting by the water when she came up to me. I was so happy that she came, but then.......she slapped me.
I thought it was all over then.
But it wasn't.
She was just trying to bring me back to my senses. I knew then it wasn't over, it was just beginning. Whether or not I won or lost, it didn't matter, she would always be there for me, but hey bro, got his girl, why can't I get mine? What makes me any different from him? All I got to do is stand up and tell her that I love her. I never did tell her, I don't know why. Guess, it's easier said then done.
Someday I will tell her that I love her, for now I'd better hope she can read my actions because it's not coming out anytime soon. I'm glad that I love Cecil, even if I can never tell her. Until the day when I do tell her, I must wait and hope that she doesn't fall in love with someone else, because if she does, then my heart will just break. I surprised she even loves me. Let's face it I'm not exactly normal, or average. In fact I'm kind of weird. But, if it's okay with her it's fine with me.
I did defeat Mermaid Gundam, and now Cecil must leave for her nation. I hope she understands that I never wanted her to leave. Things like this just happen. I never meant to defeat her brother, heck, if it was up to me I would never fight against him, but she wanted me too. So I did. And I never regret making that decision. It was an awesome fight and it proved to me that there are fighters out there as good as the Shuffle Alliance.
It came as quite a shock to find out I'd won, but I was happy that his last match in the Gundam fight was one he wanted to fight in. I almost chickened out. I eventually came though, fashionably late of course. But I didn't come without a some helpful recognition from Cecil (aka, a slap). I came crashing back to reality then, I realized that if she was going to go home, then she wanted to go home with a bang. Cecil is one of those girls who won't let you defeat them without a fight, that's what makes her the perfect girl for me.
She left the next day, but she kissed me. I guess that proves she really does love me. I hope Chibidee doesn't make a big deal out of this because I don't' think I would be able to take the pressure. In fact, I hope the monks I stay with don't find out. I hope she doesn't forget me because I know I'll know I'll never forget her. I'll never forget that spunky, soft- spoken beauty I've come to love and know. I'll never forget that mermaid of a girl. I'll never forget you, Cecil.