Disclaimer: As well as the usual disclaimer, I must note that the form of the poem is modeled on "I Don't Know How to Love Him," from Jesus Christ Superstar, lyrics by Tim Rice, music by Andrew Lloyd Webber. The concept of Silmarillion: The Musical is borrowed from Cassie Claire's Very Secret Diaries.


"I Don't Know If I Love Him," sung by Gollum, from Silmarillion, the Musical


I don't know if I love him
What to do, if I love him
I've been changed, yes by Precious
In these past few days
Sméagol has come back
And I seem like someone else

I don't know how to lead him
I don't know where he travels
Master is
A Hobbit too
But he's raised so many
Memories
In very many ways
I want to please

Should I lead him true
Or deceive these two
Should I go to Her?
I am torn by doubt
I never thought I'd come back here
What's it all about?

And I think it's rather funny
I should be in this position
I'm the one
Who found Precious
In that deep pool
Am I a fool
Caring for Frodo
He binds me so

I never thought I'd come back here
What's it all about?

Yet
If he said he'd free me
I'd be lost
I'd be lonely
I couldn't cope
Just couldn't cope
I'd follow him
I'd never leave
I wouldn't want to go
He binds me so
I want It so
I love him so