Rash Decisions...

Sakura walked into her house quietly. Toya was no where to be found, and her father was out of town for a week. Kero, was spending the day out with Tomoyo because Sakura asked him to do so.

"Perfect...No one will be home..." She said as she ran up into her room. She took out a pen and paper and started writing.

Dear Who Ever Reads This...

Who ever is reading this, I'm sorry. I don't want to go on anymore. The one I love, has found someone else to love, and the pain is too much for me to bare. Please forgive me for doing this, but, its my only choice. Please tell Dad, Toya, and Yuki I'm sorry, and I love them. Tell Tomoyo thanks for always being there, and I love her as well. Tell Rika, Chiharu, Yamazaki, and all my other friends I'll miss them, and Fare well. And, last of Syaoran, I will always love you.. No matter what... Thank you...

Love, Sakura Kinomoto...

Satisfied with the letter, she carefully folded it and put it in a nice envelope. She walked to her kitchen and grabbed a knife, set the letter on the floor in front of the door, where no one would miss it, and then walked back up into her bathroom.

"Good bye Everyone..." She said as she slowly slid the knife across her wrist and slowly pushed it in deeper. Blood was soon pouring out of her wrist, so she then took the bloody knife, and carefully slit the other wrist.

She walked to her bed and lied down. Everything was going blurry, her wrists were on fire, she liked the feeling. But soon, she heard footsteps, then loud gasps and heard loud voices. Toya and Yuki were soon in view and saw her lying on her bed.

"Sakura! Hang on!!!" Toya yelled. Sakura could barely hear... Everything seemed so far away. Then, all went black...

~*~*~Hospital~*~*~

Tomoyo rushed into the hospital full speed with Kero in her carry-on bag. She ran, dodging several patients and ran to the receptionist.

"Kinomoto! Sakura Kinomoto! What room is she in?!" Tomoyo yelled in the receptionists' face. She scowled at Tomoyo who glared evenly back.

"Are you Family?" She spat curtly.

"Yes. I. Am. Now what room?" Tomoyo said losing the little patience she had.

"Alright. Room 502 on the third floor." She said looking down at some papers. She looked up to see Tomoyo running down the hall into an elevator.

Kero poked out his head. "I'm so sorry Tomoyo-chan...This is all my fault. If I had just stayed home-"

"Stop it. 'Ifs' and 'Buts' are going to change anything. We just need to make sure she doesn't do this in the future." Tomoyo said sighing heavily. "Into the bag, the elevators stopping." He climbed back into the bag as Tomoyo went on another mad dash down the halls searching the 502 room. Finally, Tomoyo stopped and peeped in.

Toya and Yuki stared back at her sadly.

"I came as soon as you guys called..." She said sadly, taking a seat next to Yuki.

"Why would she do this...?" Toya said sighing. He put a hand to his forehead. "We came home and we saw a letter on the floor, we opened it and saw it was a suicide note form Sakura. By the time we finished reading, it was already about a minute or two after Sakura cut herself..." Toya said, his face scrunching up with pain. Tomoyo guessed he was remembering what he had seen.

"She was lying on her bed, dazed. Blood... was all over the bed and floor..." Yuki said looking at the pale Sakura.

Sakura lay on the bed, wrists wrapped tightly, her skin even paler, if possible. Tomoyo went and hand Sakura's limp hand. "I'm so sorry... I couldn't do anything... to help you..." she said, forgetting Toya didn't know of Syaoran's return.

"Help... what?" Toya asked her suspiciously.

"Oh...Uh..." Tomoyo stuttered.

"Tell me now Tomoyo!" Toya barked at her angrily. Tomoyo shrunk back in fear.

"Li-san's back..." Toya and Yuki had looks on confusion on their faces. "He didn't come back alone..."

"WHAT?!" They both yelled.

"quiet! Anyways, Li-san is back, but with another girl named Fuu. He broke Sakura's heart... and I don't think she has really been the same." Tomoyo's voice softened sadly.

"Is that why... Why she did this...?" Yuki asked brushing a stray strand of hair from Sakura's face.

"Why else?" Toya barked angrily. "She would never had done any of this, gone though all this pain, if it wasn't for that... that... GAKI!" he yelled aloud. Tomoyo and Yuki both shot Toya a glare and said,

"SHUT UP!" in a violent whisper.

"Ughn..." a soft moan was heard. They all turned to the bed where Sakura was slowly waking. She blinked her eyes a bit and opened them all the way.

"what... What am I doing here...?" She asked quietly, a confused look on her face.

"Duh! We brought you here because-" Toya started but was cut off by a glare from tomoyo.

"Because you hurt yourself Sakura-chan. Why? Why would you do such a thing to yourself?" Tomoyo asked her, grief taking over. Tomoyo's eyes welled up with tears that rushed down her cheeks.

"I... don't know... Something came over me and I..."

"Damn right something came over you! Why the hell would you even-" Again Toya was cut off but this time from Yuki.

"Sakura-chan, please, we'd really like to know why you'd ever do such a thing to yourself. Its not like you, and we want to help." Yuki said concerned.

"No! you don't understand! The only man I love is out there with his arms around another girl! He broke his promise to me! I'd rather die than watch him get with another girl!" She said sobbing into her bed sheets. Tomoyo signaled the two men out and comforted Sakura.

"Sakura, please, I don't like seeing you like this. I know you loved Li-san, but, you have to get over him. You can do so much better..." She tried to cheer her up.

"No... I can't.. He was my one.. and my only..." She cried more into her sheets, her breath coming in deep heaving. "I can't love anyone else..."

"Yes you can! Don't say that Sakura!" Tomoyo said as she pulled Sakura into her arms, letting her sob into her jacket.

Yay! Finally! Chapter three is done! Long time since I've done anything, but oh wells! Until next time!

Lina