Hey every body! Thank you soooooo much for the reviews!!!!!!!!! This is
just Hitomi pov, next chapter will probably be Van, so here it is the next
chapter, please review and if you all ready have do for this chapter to.
Oh this chapter is a mager dissing of Hitomi's mom, she's let's say not a nice person in this story, and sorry to anyone who is offended because of that!
Please give me an idea of how to start off the next chapter with Van, Writer's block!
Please R&R!
One Last Chance Hitomi's stand
Hitomi looked toward the door something inside of her yearned to go there and block the path to her room, which her mother would be taking soon.
Hitomi loved her mom; she really did but ever since she came back to Earth she had changed, at first Hitomi didn't really notice it that much. ' Who would when you still aren't even use to living among people who don't know about the Great War? About Escaflowne? And Allen, Merle, Millerna, Folken, Gaddess, Cerene, Chid, Dornkrik, Eries, Naria? HOW CAN YOU NOTICE ANYTHING WITHOUT VAN BEING THERE WITH YOU!' Hitomi's mind screamed the last part but soon regretted it as tears started to form as she pictures Van being there with her. ' Stupid don't cry, you know what happens if you cry(' but the tears didn't listen and they started too poor down Hitomi's face.
Then Hitomi herd the door open and her mother gasp ' Not again, NOT AGAIN!' Hitomi screamed but no words came out she just looked at her mom teary eyed.
" HITOMI!" My mom shrieked, I knew that shriek so well. Just after yelling my name my mom ran over to me and held my hands out so she could see them. " What have you done this time!? HITOMI ANSWER ME! You little I can't take you anymore Hitomi! All you do is this!" Hitomi mom yelled at her.
Hitomi Wanted to tell her mom that she didn't do anything these were JUST tears of sadness not tears of death! But nothing came only hatred filled my soul. I would not take another stomach pumping and needles going in and out of me and them moving me to a different room where I would have to less then just stay in my room, I WOULDENT! I would die before that happen, I would die before that Bitch of a mom called someone to do that, I would die!
" Don't you look at me like that Hitomi" My mom spat out with her raspy Voice. ' When did you Voice get so raspy mom?' Hitomi all of the sudden wondered ' and when did I start thinking like this?' Hitomi asked another one ' When did you stop being the loving person I was use to and turn into a mother who would send there child to get poked and pricked just for attention even over the littlest things? WHEN MOM' Hitomi's mind angrily spat ' your not my mother your someone else now and it is time you leaved me your 22 year old daughter alone!' Hitomi's mind said with confidence.
" NURSE GET SOMEONE IN ROOM 103! SHE DID IT AGAIN!" My mom screamed from the doorway. 'When did you stand up mom? You must be so concerned that you stand there waiting for a response!' Hitomi thought evilly.
After being in a mental home for Suicidal people you learn to not let anyone push you around but also to not get on anyone's bad side. Hitomi had learned this when she had just gotten into this place, when she was still aloud to talk to other people, when she still thought her mom cared about her, then her mom started to yell to nurses ever time a tear would fall from my eyes.
' I've been in here since I was 17; yes I did try and die once but ONLY once! The other times were in your sick mind and I've had enough and NO ONE IS GOING TO STOP ME!' Hitomi thought.
Hitomi stood up and walked over to her mom. Her mom was still looking toward the nurse's stations, waiting to see the panicking figures, which would emerge. A minute passed and her mom got impatient and started to call again " NURSE(" But never got to finish because Hitomi grabbed her hair, shut the door and pushed her onto the bed.
" Shut the fuck up mother!" Hitomi said to her mother hatred showing full force in her voice.
" Hitomi( What are you doing!? Don't you know your not aloud to be out of bed!" Her mom said with laughter in her voice. ( A/E: Ok to anyone who liked Hitomi's mom sorry but that's how she is in this.)
" No! And just for your information you Bitch I'm getting out of here and if you stop me I'm going to get a lawyer and get out of her because I'm 22 legally able to make my own chooses." Hitomi said with pride in her voice. Since Hitomi could only stay in bed and sometimes running. She had read about the law and she knew no one could keep her here.
" No your never getting out, your to much of a danger to your self" Hitomi mom said and moved towards the door.
" No mom I don't think so(" Hitomi said as she grabbed her mom and put the cuff over her waist, she also grabbed a gag and was about to put it over her mouth.
" Thanks mom for the clothes, oh and thank you for putting me in this place because without this waist keeper thing I could never to this." Hitomi said and for the first time about 5 years she smiled.
" Hitomi you don't know what the world has come to, I don't have the same house, you'll die out there, Hitomi your(" Hitomi's mom was cut off because the gag was put over her mouth.
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K that's it please R&R PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!
Oh this chapter is a mager dissing of Hitomi's mom, she's let's say not a nice person in this story, and sorry to anyone who is offended because of that!
Please give me an idea of how to start off the next chapter with Van, Writer's block!
Please R&R!
One Last Chance Hitomi's stand
Hitomi looked toward the door something inside of her yearned to go there and block the path to her room, which her mother would be taking soon.
Hitomi loved her mom; she really did but ever since she came back to Earth she had changed, at first Hitomi didn't really notice it that much. ' Who would when you still aren't even use to living among people who don't know about the Great War? About Escaflowne? And Allen, Merle, Millerna, Folken, Gaddess, Cerene, Chid, Dornkrik, Eries, Naria? HOW CAN YOU NOTICE ANYTHING WITHOUT VAN BEING THERE WITH YOU!' Hitomi's mind screamed the last part but soon regretted it as tears started to form as she pictures Van being there with her. ' Stupid don't cry, you know what happens if you cry(' but the tears didn't listen and they started too poor down Hitomi's face.
Then Hitomi herd the door open and her mother gasp ' Not again, NOT AGAIN!' Hitomi screamed but no words came out she just looked at her mom teary eyed.
" HITOMI!" My mom shrieked, I knew that shriek so well. Just after yelling my name my mom ran over to me and held my hands out so she could see them. " What have you done this time!? HITOMI ANSWER ME! You little I can't take you anymore Hitomi! All you do is this!" Hitomi mom yelled at her.
Hitomi Wanted to tell her mom that she didn't do anything these were JUST tears of sadness not tears of death! But nothing came only hatred filled my soul. I would not take another stomach pumping and needles going in and out of me and them moving me to a different room where I would have to less then just stay in my room, I WOULDENT! I would die before that happen, I would die before that Bitch of a mom called someone to do that, I would die!
" Don't you look at me like that Hitomi" My mom spat out with her raspy Voice. ' When did you Voice get so raspy mom?' Hitomi all of the sudden wondered ' and when did I start thinking like this?' Hitomi asked another one ' When did you stop being the loving person I was use to and turn into a mother who would send there child to get poked and pricked just for attention even over the littlest things? WHEN MOM' Hitomi's mind angrily spat ' your not my mother your someone else now and it is time you leaved me your 22 year old daughter alone!' Hitomi's mind said with confidence.
" NURSE GET SOMEONE IN ROOM 103! SHE DID IT AGAIN!" My mom screamed from the doorway. 'When did you stand up mom? You must be so concerned that you stand there waiting for a response!' Hitomi thought evilly.
After being in a mental home for Suicidal people you learn to not let anyone push you around but also to not get on anyone's bad side. Hitomi had learned this when she had just gotten into this place, when she was still aloud to talk to other people, when she still thought her mom cared about her, then her mom started to yell to nurses ever time a tear would fall from my eyes.
' I've been in here since I was 17; yes I did try and die once but ONLY once! The other times were in your sick mind and I've had enough and NO ONE IS GOING TO STOP ME!' Hitomi thought.
Hitomi stood up and walked over to her mom. Her mom was still looking toward the nurse's stations, waiting to see the panicking figures, which would emerge. A minute passed and her mom got impatient and started to call again " NURSE(" But never got to finish because Hitomi grabbed her hair, shut the door and pushed her onto the bed.
" Shut the fuck up mother!" Hitomi said to her mother hatred showing full force in her voice.
" Hitomi( What are you doing!? Don't you know your not aloud to be out of bed!" Her mom said with laughter in her voice. ( A/E: Ok to anyone who liked Hitomi's mom sorry but that's how she is in this.)
" No! And just for your information you Bitch I'm getting out of here and if you stop me I'm going to get a lawyer and get out of her because I'm 22 legally able to make my own chooses." Hitomi said with pride in her voice. Since Hitomi could only stay in bed and sometimes running. She had read about the law and she knew no one could keep her here.
" No your never getting out, your to much of a danger to your self" Hitomi mom said and moved towards the door.
" No mom I don't think so(" Hitomi said as she grabbed her mom and put the cuff over her waist, she also grabbed a gag and was about to put it over her mouth.
" Thanks mom for the clothes, oh and thank you for putting me in this place because without this waist keeper thing I could never to this." Hitomi said and for the first time about 5 years she smiled.
" Hitomi you don't know what the world has come to, I don't have the same house, you'll die out there, Hitomi your(" Hitomi's mom was cut off because the gag was put over her mouth.
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K that's it please R&R PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!