Yes that's right Major, I mean business. The business of you and me. You
started it and we are gonna finish it. Still nothing to say? Fine by me.
You stay quiet while I move us too more comfortable settings. Yes I am
pulling you from your comfortable little chair. And yes I am putting you
over my shoulder.
"Jack get off me. Put me down."
Well the silent treatment doesn't go all the way to protesting I see, or rather hear. Oof, ouch the woman can struggle. No matter. Were not going far. Bedroom great, intimate, calms us both down. Yes that's right I'm laying you on your bed. Ouch the woman is a fiend sometimes. And that was a low blow, no poking the ribs. No were staying in the bedroom. No running away. Fine have it your way short too tying you down I'll have to sit on you. Not that I find that a problem. And stop poking. No fair. Fine I'll just pin your hands down too for now.
"Jack get off me NOW"
"Not until you tell me what's going on with you. Ever since our little meeting in the elevator on base you've been acting halfway between a child and hormone crazed teenager."
"God you can be so irritating sometimes Jack"
Well duh. Doesn't take a brain surgeon to figure that out. Even I know that.
"Still not the answers I'm looking for Sam"
"You don't respect me or my work Jack"
"Is this what this is all about? I don't listen too you in the briefing room and so you think I don't respect you?"
"You said it yourself Jack, all my work is, is a load of mumbo jumbo. I can take that from some people, just not from you. Since we started 'us', up I don't get half as much respect as I used too. You think because we sleep together you get too loosen up on the praise and respect for my work?"
Is she seeing the exasperated look on my face? Is she serious? I give her praise and respect. Don't I? Ok wracking brains as in addition, when I when I last complimented her in front of anyone. Even Danny and T.
"Since when did it matter what I thought of your work? Or how often I praise you?"
"You're still my senior officer Jack. We're still airforce. I need too know if I'm doing a good job or not. And when I see you blatantly ignoring me when I'm briefing people or when I've worked my ass off on a project and I hardly get a coherent word from you, that makes me feel unappreciated. The worse thing is, it all started when we did"
My mouth feels dry again. Shit, she's kinda right. But it's not like I'm aware of the fact. Sometimes it's because I'm too interested in HER that I ignore the other stuff.
Unpinning her wrists would now be a good idea. Just so, I can run my hands up her arms to cup her face. How long has she felt like this? Mmm-soft skin, her makeup is pretty tonight, so she did make a little effort although her frosty demeanour deemed otherwise. She's stopped struggling good, cos I am getting quite comfortable here.
"Why didn't you tell me sooner Sam? We could have done something about all this before now. Why have you gotta let things go so far before you deal with them?"
Her hands feel cold, is she cold, they are covering mine and they seem cold. She does not want me to take them from her face though.
"I didn't even notice it happening at first. Then when I did I just thought I was being paranoid. Then I did not want say anything to jeopardise what we have. But today in the briefing you just seemed distant. It was just the last straw Jack."
I haven't really got anything too say for myself. The longer I look back at it the more I see it's true. Because we get so intimate, I never imagined I was neglecting her needs from me as a professional in our work. Yup I am a major moron sometimes. Moving closer, yup making up time. My hips are sliding against hers; her mouth is moving closer to mine. Alternatively, is it mine moving closer to hers? Who cares?
"I am sorry Sam"
"Me too Jack. I was acting a little immature"
"Yea you were"
Uh uh lips are moving away. I was kidding; nope I am not letting you go any further. Not like you've got anywhere to go anyways Carter. I'm determined to kiss you. Lets make out. I love it when you protest just a little. Oh come on open up your lips, they taste sweet. Let's get more comfortable, I love making up. Sliding down, laying by your side.
"Jack?"
No talking Sam just kissing and other things. Are your lips tingling like mine? Mmm a little tongue as well, tastes sweet, what have you been eating? Ohh gees your hands are still cold, do you have to run them along my chest like that. Ok keep doing that, your hands will warm up. No lips don't go, come back, I'm not even breathless yet.
"Jack?"
Oh for gods sake Sam.
"What?"
Did that sound impatient? Why is she looking at me like that? At least she is smiling that's what I like too see. Oh you wanna be on top for a while? Fine by me, cant we finish our conversation after the makeup sex and then something too eat and then after we've made love maybe?
"In the briefing."
Ok so I groaned I'm pretty sure it wasn't a loud groan. Pretty sure she, oww, ok she heard. Ok ok I'm listening.
". You started looking a little..Weird and your eyes were roving around like your were dizzy. Was everything alright?"
Ah so she even got a little concerned even when I wasn't paying attention to her, she was paying attention too me.
"Yeah,
"So why were you going all weird for a moment?"
Ok so she's gonna giggle, but that means she will smile. I know at my expense but still, too see her laugh, today has been rough. And after she's had her laugh, Makeup time.
"Fluff Sam"
Why does she keep moving away, ok so she hasn't moved from on top of me. Guess it's only fair too let her have a go at the questioning. Does she have too jiggle her hips like that though.
"Fluff?"
"Yeah, you know the little bits of dust and stuff floating in the air. Their minute but once you focus on one little bit your eyes kinda follow it"
"Are you serious?"
"Totally"
"You were concentrating on small bits of fluff while I was giving my brief?"
Jiggling hips again Major, how do you expect me too answer when you have me in this position, and you hands conveniently massaging over my chest. When did you undo that by the way? The woman was fast!
"They were interesting"
Ok fingers have stopped dancing over chest, guess it's up too me too put them back. That's better closer now, fingers are warm.
"You found bits of fluff more interesting than my briefing"
Oh my god my girlfriend is turning into a sort of parrot. And she's grinding rather than jiggling now. OK that is it evasive manoeuvres no more talking. Yes Sam I am that good, now I have you where I want you.
Lets makeup.
"Jack get off me. Put me down."
Well the silent treatment doesn't go all the way to protesting I see, or rather hear. Oof, ouch the woman can struggle. No matter. Were not going far. Bedroom great, intimate, calms us both down. Yes that's right I'm laying you on your bed. Ouch the woman is a fiend sometimes. And that was a low blow, no poking the ribs. No were staying in the bedroom. No running away. Fine have it your way short too tying you down I'll have to sit on you. Not that I find that a problem. And stop poking. No fair. Fine I'll just pin your hands down too for now.
"Jack get off me NOW"
"Not until you tell me what's going on with you. Ever since our little meeting in the elevator on base you've been acting halfway between a child and hormone crazed teenager."
"God you can be so irritating sometimes Jack"
Well duh. Doesn't take a brain surgeon to figure that out. Even I know that.
"Still not the answers I'm looking for Sam"
"You don't respect me or my work Jack"
"Is this what this is all about? I don't listen too you in the briefing room and so you think I don't respect you?"
"You said it yourself Jack, all my work is, is a load of mumbo jumbo. I can take that from some people, just not from you. Since we started 'us', up I don't get half as much respect as I used too. You think because we sleep together you get too loosen up on the praise and respect for my work?"
Is she seeing the exasperated look on my face? Is she serious? I give her praise and respect. Don't I? Ok wracking brains as in addition, when I when I last complimented her in front of anyone. Even Danny and T.
"Since when did it matter what I thought of your work? Or how often I praise you?"
"You're still my senior officer Jack. We're still airforce. I need too know if I'm doing a good job or not. And when I see you blatantly ignoring me when I'm briefing people or when I've worked my ass off on a project and I hardly get a coherent word from you, that makes me feel unappreciated. The worse thing is, it all started when we did"
My mouth feels dry again. Shit, she's kinda right. But it's not like I'm aware of the fact. Sometimes it's because I'm too interested in HER that I ignore the other stuff.
Unpinning her wrists would now be a good idea. Just so, I can run my hands up her arms to cup her face. How long has she felt like this? Mmm-soft skin, her makeup is pretty tonight, so she did make a little effort although her frosty demeanour deemed otherwise. She's stopped struggling good, cos I am getting quite comfortable here.
"Why didn't you tell me sooner Sam? We could have done something about all this before now. Why have you gotta let things go so far before you deal with them?"
Her hands feel cold, is she cold, they are covering mine and they seem cold. She does not want me to take them from her face though.
"I didn't even notice it happening at first. Then when I did I just thought I was being paranoid. Then I did not want say anything to jeopardise what we have. But today in the briefing you just seemed distant. It was just the last straw Jack."
I haven't really got anything too say for myself. The longer I look back at it the more I see it's true. Because we get so intimate, I never imagined I was neglecting her needs from me as a professional in our work. Yup I am a major moron sometimes. Moving closer, yup making up time. My hips are sliding against hers; her mouth is moving closer to mine. Alternatively, is it mine moving closer to hers? Who cares?
"I am sorry Sam"
"Me too Jack. I was acting a little immature"
"Yea you were"
Uh uh lips are moving away. I was kidding; nope I am not letting you go any further. Not like you've got anywhere to go anyways Carter. I'm determined to kiss you. Lets make out. I love it when you protest just a little. Oh come on open up your lips, they taste sweet. Let's get more comfortable, I love making up. Sliding down, laying by your side.
"Jack?"
No talking Sam just kissing and other things. Are your lips tingling like mine? Mmm a little tongue as well, tastes sweet, what have you been eating? Ohh gees your hands are still cold, do you have to run them along my chest like that. Ok keep doing that, your hands will warm up. No lips don't go, come back, I'm not even breathless yet.
"Jack?"
Oh for gods sake Sam.
"What?"
Did that sound impatient? Why is she looking at me like that? At least she is smiling that's what I like too see. Oh you wanna be on top for a while? Fine by me, cant we finish our conversation after the makeup sex and then something too eat and then after we've made love maybe?
"In the briefing."
Ok so I groaned I'm pretty sure it wasn't a loud groan. Pretty sure she, oww, ok she heard. Ok ok I'm listening.
". You started looking a little..Weird and your eyes were roving around like your were dizzy. Was everything alright?"
Ah so she even got a little concerned even when I wasn't paying attention to her, she was paying attention too me.
"Yeah,
"So why were you going all weird for a moment?"
Ok so she's gonna giggle, but that means she will smile. I know at my expense but still, too see her laugh, today has been rough. And after she's had her laugh, Makeup time.
"Fluff Sam"
Why does she keep moving away, ok so she hasn't moved from on top of me. Guess it's only fair too let her have a go at the questioning. Does she have too jiggle her hips like that though.
"Fluff?"
"Yeah, you know the little bits of dust and stuff floating in the air. Their minute but once you focus on one little bit your eyes kinda follow it"
"Are you serious?"
"Totally"
"You were concentrating on small bits of fluff while I was giving my brief?"
Jiggling hips again Major, how do you expect me too answer when you have me in this position, and you hands conveniently massaging over my chest. When did you undo that by the way? The woman was fast!
"They were interesting"
Ok fingers have stopped dancing over chest, guess it's up too me too put them back. That's better closer now, fingers are warm.
"You found bits of fluff more interesting than my briefing"
Oh my god my girlfriend is turning into a sort of parrot. And she's grinding rather than jiggling now. OK that is it evasive manoeuvres no more talking. Yes Sam I am that good, now I have you where I want you.
Lets makeup.