Disclaimer- Again *sigh* none of this belongs to me. It all belongs to J.K.
Rowling.
A/N Omg thank you guys so much! You really have no clue what it means to me for someone to actually like my writing. I really appreciate your reviews, and like I said before, don't be afraid to criticize it! I won't get mad! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ~*~Forbidden Encounters~*~
Ch. Three- The Beginnings of Guilt ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Ginny stared at him and saw the expression on his face. Was it lust, or love? Or was it something else, maybe content? Suddenly she felt her face burning and she jumped up to collect her robes. All Ginny wanted to do now was get out of there. She couldn't bear to face him after what she had just done. She had given herself to him. And what did she get in return? His promise that he wouldn't tell anyone what she had done? Yeah..like that really made a difference to her. He had probably already told someone. And what she was doing now was just as bad as what she had done with Colin, maybe even worse. She wasn't trying to keep Colin quiet. He knew what would happen if he told anyone. So what if Colin had gotten her pregnant? No one except Madame Pomphry and Headmaster Dumbledore needed to know that and besides, shed gotten rid of it. Dumbledore had insisted on telling hers and Colin's parents, but after some heavy begging on her part, she had persuaded him not to, and now nothing else needed to be done about the matter, except for this of course. She felt sick. How could he make her do something like this?
Draco was abruptly pulled out of his daze and into reality again.
"Where are you going? We still need to arrange our next meeting."
He winked at her and saw her grimace. How could he be doing this to her? Did he love her? Or was it just lust? All he knew was that from her first day at Hogwarts, she had captured his attention and refused to let it wander. Her perfect little body, her flaming red hair, and her milky white skin slightly sprinkled with the occasional freckle. She was so small, so perfect. All he ever wanted was for her to return his feelings, and this was how he expected her to do it? He was blackmailing her into being his sex slave, so to speak, just so they could both get what they wanted for God's sake! Draco could feel something pulling at his stomach. Was it guilt? No...it couldn't be. Malfoy's simply didn't feel guilty. They just didn't.
"I'm going back to Gryffindor tower and going to sleep. If you don't mind, I would rather not discuss this now, maybe later. Just send me an owl in the morning okay?"
Ginny hurried out of the tower, leaving a bewildered Draco behind. The same thought kept replaying in her head. *How did he find out? I didn't tell anyone! And neither did Colin! He promised!*
Draco just sat there for a good hour replaying the last few hours in his mind wondering why she ran out so quickly. *Duh Draco. What are you, stupid?? She ran out because you basically raped her. You forced her into sex when she didn't want to, just so you could have her. But then again, she was smiling at you, and she did do it willingly....hmmmm* He sat there pondering this. *Why would she willingly do that if she was going to run out of here so quickly?*
That night, Ginny did not sleep well at all. She kept waking up and replaying that night's events over and over in her head. Why had she done that? It was even worse than what she had done with Colin! She ripped away her hangings and looked at her alarm clock. 2:30 in the morning. Well she obviously wasn't going to get anymore sleep tonight than she already had, so she might as well use her time wisely and have a nice soak in the tub. She got up quietly, careful no to wake Lavender and Parvarti, her room mates, and slipped silently out of the room, leaving her hangings askew.
The bathroom was cold and the tiles felt like ice against her feet. She crept up to the bath tub and turned on the hot water and added some Plumeria bath scent. As Ginny sank into the hot water, all she could think about was Draco. Did he like her? Was it just lust in his eyes? Was it something more? She'd find out in the morning. She couldn't bear to think about it anymore. It was really starting to give her a headache..Maybe the bath would help..And some breakfast would be nice too.. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Sorry this chapie is so short! I know what I'm going to write next so don't worry, I'll update tomorrow, I just didn't know how to make a smooth transition from here until the morning. But I WILL update soon! MUAH! xoxo ~Opal Rose
P.S. Also, it has been said that the rating might be too high, but I plan on making it heavier later. This is just the beginning, yah know, explaining it all.
A/N Omg thank you guys so much! You really have no clue what it means to me for someone to actually like my writing. I really appreciate your reviews, and like I said before, don't be afraid to criticize it! I won't get mad! - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - ~*~Forbidden Encounters~*~
Ch. Three- The Beginnings of Guilt ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
Ginny stared at him and saw the expression on his face. Was it lust, or love? Or was it something else, maybe content? Suddenly she felt her face burning and she jumped up to collect her robes. All Ginny wanted to do now was get out of there. She couldn't bear to face him after what she had just done. She had given herself to him. And what did she get in return? His promise that he wouldn't tell anyone what she had done? Yeah..like that really made a difference to her. He had probably already told someone. And what she was doing now was just as bad as what she had done with Colin, maybe even worse. She wasn't trying to keep Colin quiet. He knew what would happen if he told anyone. So what if Colin had gotten her pregnant? No one except Madame Pomphry and Headmaster Dumbledore needed to know that and besides, shed gotten rid of it. Dumbledore had insisted on telling hers and Colin's parents, but after some heavy begging on her part, she had persuaded him not to, and now nothing else needed to be done about the matter, except for this of course. She felt sick. How could he make her do something like this?
Draco was abruptly pulled out of his daze and into reality again.
"Where are you going? We still need to arrange our next meeting."
He winked at her and saw her grimace. How could he be doing this to her? Did he love her? Or was it just lust? All he knew was that from her first day at Hogwarts, she had captured his attention and refused to let it wander. Her perfect little body, her flaming red hair, and her milky white skin slightly sprinkled with the occasional freckle. She was so small, so perfect. All he ever wanted was for her to return his feelings, and this was how he expected her to do it? He was blackmailing her into being his sex slave, so to speak, just so they could both get what they wanted for God's sake! Draco could feel something pulling at his stomach. Was it guilt? No...it couldn't be. Malfoy's simply didn't feel guilty. They just didn't.
"I'm going back to Gryffindor tower and going to sleep. If you don't mind, I would rather not discuss this now, maybe later. Just send me an owl in the morning okay?"
Ginny hurried out of the tower, leaving a bewildered Draco behind. The same thought kept replaying in her head. *How did he find out? I didn't tell anyone! And neither did Colin! He promised!*
Draco just sat there for a good hour replaying the last few hours in his mind wondering why she ran out so quickly. *Duh Draco. What are you, stupid?? She ran out because you basically raped her. You forced her into sex when she didn't want to, just so you could have her. But then again, she was smiling at you, and she did do it willingly....hmmmm* He sat there pondering this. *Why would she willingly do that if she was going to run out of here so quickly?*
That night, Ginny did not sleep well at all. She kept waking up and replaying that night's events over and over in her head. Why had she done that? It was even worse than what she had done with Colin! She ripped away her hangings and looked at her alarm clock. 2:30 in the morning. Well she obviously wasn't going to get anymore sleep tonight than she already had, so she might as well use her time wisely and have a nice soak in the tub. She got up quietly, careful no to wake Lavender and Parvarti, her room mates, and slipped silently out of the room, leaving her hangings askew.
The bathroom was cold and the tiles felt like ice against her feet. She crept up to the bath tub and turned on the hot water and added some Plumeria bath scent. As Ginny sank into the hot water, all she could think about was Draco. Did he like her? Was it just lust in his eyes? Was it something more? She'd find out in the morning. She couldn't bear to think about it anymore. It was really starting to give her a headache..Maybe the bath would help..And some breakfast would be nice too.. - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Sorry this chapie is so short! I know what I'm going to write next so don't worry, I'll update tomorrow, I just didn't know how to make a smooth transition from here until the morning. But I WILL update soon! MUAH! xoxo ~Opal Rose
P.S. Also, it has been said that the rating might be too high, but I plan on making it heavier later. This is just the beginning, yah know, explaining it all.