Due to popular demand and my own boredom with my other fics, this here is
going to turn into a longer fic!
I don't think I can write one shots..*shrugs*
Now, here is the second prologue thing to Regrets.
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Ya know, I have done some shitty things in my life. But there is one thing that is still driving me crazy. Even ten years after it all. See, back then, I did random jobs. Working for anyone who could cough up the money to pay me. Well, one day I ran across a man named Erik Lensherr, Or Magneto. This guy offered me 40,000 dollars if I could track down this girl. So, I did. However.well I better start sooner than that.
I first met Ororo Munroe back in '98. I had this job to rough this one guy who owed the guy who hired me money. I tracked him to a club, and as I walked in I saw her, she was sitting at the bar, stirring her drink. I could tell right then I had to have her. I didn't give a fuck about what I had come there to do, I just had to get near her. As I walked over to the bar, the man I had to get, walked up to her. Apparently she knew this guy. I don't know what came over me. It was like.fire. I was jealous. Yeah, I know, Me jealous? I walked up to this guy, tapped him on the shoulder, and said. "You Remy Lebeau?"
He turned to face me, and he knew what I was there for. Apparently so did Ororo, she stood up, wedging herself between Remy and me. And asked what business I had with her friend. Now, I'll be honest with you. I don't know what I was thinking when all this went down. All I knew was I wanted this woman. She was beyond gorgeous. I mean..there's no way I can describe it. She asked me again, and I said that he owes the man who hired me money. Well, the guy puts his hand on my shoulder calling me something in French. And hands me the money. So far everything was good and I begin to leave, till I go and put the cash in my wallet. I find that the guy fucking stole my wallet! And, the money he gave me was my own. I just wondered how the fuck did he do that? I mean, Its not everyday someone gets one over me. And I look up and he is gone. But she is there, she tells me that he was just messing with me. She hands me my wallet (meanwhile, I'm thinking where the fuck was I when this all went down?) and I find that my money is still in there. She apologized for her friend and asked if I wanted to buy her a drink.
That's how it began.
This woman, I don't know what she did to me. I mean, whatever she wanted I would get for her. I was fuckin' whipped. Something I can finally admit after all of these years. But She was the first woman I was ever with where I could feel something more than just physical. I mean, we weren't exactly in the running for the greatest couple. But we were meant to be. Corny ass shit but, its true.
I loved her. I don't think I ever really told her that. But each time I saw her..shit I don't know how to explain what I felt.
So.why did leave her?
Honestly?.I have no fucking clue
Anyway, my job tracking down this girl got messed up. I was there, ready to grab her. and all of a sudden, this wind comes up and I smell Ororo. I turn around and there she is conjuring up some wind. Now, I'm like what the fuck is she doin'? I can hear this guy yelling at her to hit me with something more powerful. But she wouldn't. I wanted to go to her, but I could see a red glow, the guy with her was about to shoot me with some laser. So, I got the hell outta there. Of I have to go back to Magneto and tell him I fucked up. On my way in I grab mystique and tell her who the fuck messed with my plans. She gave me a quick low down on the X-men. Then proceeded to call me an asshole. See me and her got together years ago. And she still wants some play.
After I got away from her, I went to find magneto, who told me that because I messed up I had to stay on. And if I helped him this time, he'd up my pay to 100 thousand.
I talked to Ororo that night, and told her that after all this I was done. And me and her were gonna run off and get married. I meant it to. Every single word.
But, I wasn't planning on messing with the X-men again. The next thing I know me and Mortimer are heading out to the train station. Tracking down Ororo and another one of her X-men pals. Mortimer told me to go after Cyclops, and that he would go after Ororo. He licked his lips, and I swear, I could have killed him right there. I told the toad that I was the head of this mission, and I go after who I say I go after. I added a growl, ya know.for show. Then headed after Ororo.
Tell you I could have killed her then.just as she could have killed me. She brought that Lightening down just enough to kick my ass. But not enough to kill me. I was gonna make her pay later. Hell, she was probably hoping I would.
How was I to know that me being thrown off of a statue would keep me from her?
O think I know why I didn't go after her.Cause I could smell the hate in that statue's head. Every person in that room, except Magneto and Ororo had hate for me. I knew that that's how it would be for Ororo. And I don't know if I could put her through that.
.I miss her. You have no fucking clue how much I miss her. She was my world. I know why I did it and I want is to take it all back.
It was funny, a month later. I went to see her and she was alone. By the X-Mansions Lake. She looked as if she had been crying, which scared the shit out of me. Cause I only saw her cry twice, in the year I was with her.
I was gonna go to her. But, I could tell someone was approaching. it was the red head. She came up to Ororo and asked her if she was Okay. She said she was, that the guy she had been seeing for awhile had not been calling her. Jean told her that he was an asshole, and that if he cared he would have called, and that she had set up a date for Ororo the nest week. With some cop. I had to leave then, cause she sensed someone nearby. I guess I let my guard down.
I don't know, what I was thinking. How much would have been to call her? Or send her a fuckin' letter? I lost the one thing in my life I ever felt was worth living for.
But, weeks turned into months, and the years.Now, ten years after it all. She'd hate me more than if I had stayed and turned all of her friends against her.
And, I may be selfish bastard, but if she's out there, happy.I guess that's enough for me.
I don't think I can write one shots..*shrugs*
Now, here is the second prologue thing to Regrets.
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Ya know, I have done some shitty things in my life. But there is one thing that is still driving me crazy. Even ten years after it all. See, back then, I did random jobs. Working for anyone who could cough up the money to pay me. Well, one day I ran across a man named Erik Lensherr, Or Magneto. This guy offered me 40,000 dollars if I could track down this girl. So, I did. However.well I better start sooner than that.
I first met Ororo Munroe back in '98. I had this job to rough this one guy who owed the guy who hired me money. I tracked him to a club, and as I walked in I saw her, she was sitting at the bar, stirring her drink. I could tell right then I had to have her. I didn't give a fuck about what I had come there to do, I just had to get near her. As I walked over to the bar, the man I had to get, walked up to her. Apparently she knew this guy. I don't know what came over me. It was like.fire. I was jealous. Yeah, I know, Me jealous? I walked up to this guy, tapped him on the shoulder, and said. "You Remy Lebeau?"
He turned to face me, and he knew what I was there for. Apparently so did Ororo, she stood up, wedging herself between Remy and me. And asked what business I had with her friend. Now, I'll be honest with you. I don't know what I was thinking when all this went down. All I knew was I wanted this woman. She was beyond gorgeous. I mean..there's no way I can describe it. She asked me again, and I said that he owes the man who hired me money. Well, the guy puts his hand on my shoulder calling me something in French. And hands me the money. So far everything was good and I begin to leave, till I go and put the cash in my wallet. I find that the guy fucking stole my wallet! And, the money he gave me was my own. I just wondered how the fuck did he do that? I mean, Its not everyday someone gets one over me. And I look up and he is gone. But she is there, she tells me that he was just messing with me. She hands me my wallet (meanwhile, I'm thinking where the fuck was I when this all went down?) and I find that my money is still in there. She apologized for her friend and asked if I wanted to buy her a drink.
That's how it began.
This woman, I don't know what she did to me. I mean, whatever she wanted I would get for her. I was fuckin' whipped. Something I can finally admit after all of these years. But She was the first woman I was ever with where I could feel something more than just physical. I mean, we weren't exactly in the running for the greatest couple. But we were meant to be. Corny ass shit but, its true.
I loved her. I don't think I ever really told her that. But each time I saw her..shit I don't know how to explain what I felt.
So.why did leave her?
Honestly?.I have no fucking clue
Anyway, my job tracking down this girl got messed up. I was there, ready to grab her. and all of a sudden, this wind comes up and I smell Ororo. I turn around and there she is conjuring up some wind. Now, I'm like what the fuck is she doin'? I can hear this guy yelling at her to hit me with something more powerful. But she wouldn't. I wanted to go to her, but I could see a red glow, the guy with her was about to shoot me with some laser. So, I got the hell outta there. Of I have to go back to Magneto and tell him I fucked up. On my way in I grab mystique and tell her who the fuck messed with my plans. She gave me a quick low down on the X-men. Then proceeded to call me an asshole. See me and her got together years ago. And she still wants some play.
After I got away from her, I went to find magneto, who told me that because I messed up I had to stay on. And if I helped him this time, he'd up my pay to 100 thousand.
I talked to Ororo that night, and told her that after all this I was done. And me and her were gonna run off and get married. I meant it to. Every single word.
But, I wasn't planning on messing with the X-men again. The next thing I know me and Mortimer are heading out to the train station. Tracking down Ororo and another one of her X-men pals. Mortimer told me to go after Cyclops, and that he would go after Ororo. He licked his lips, and I swear, I could have killed him right there. I told the toad that I was the head of this mission, and I go after who I say I go after. I added a growl, ya know.for show. Then headed after Ororo.
Tell you I could have killed her then.just as she could have killed me. She brought that Lightening down just enough to kick my ass. But not enough to kill me. I was gonna make her pay later. Hell, she was probably hoping I would.
How was I to know that me being thrown off of a statue would keep me from her?
O think I know why I didn't go after her.Cause I could smell the hate in that statue's head. Every person in that room, except Magneto and Ororo had hate for me. I knew that that's how it would be for Ororo. And I don't know if I could put her through that.
.I miss her. You have no fucking clue how much I miss her. She was my world. I know why I did it and I want is to take it all back.
It was funny, a month later. I went to see her and she was alone. By the X-Mansions Lake. She looked as if she had been crying, which scared the shit out of me. Cause I only saw her cry twice, in the year I was with her.
I was gonna go to her. But, I could tell someone was approaching. it was the red head. She came up to Ororo and asked her if she was Okay. She said she was, that the guy she had been seeing for awhile had not been calling her. Jean told her that he was an asshole, and that if he cared he would have called, and that she had set up a date for Ororo the nest week. With some cop. I had to leave then, cause she sensed someone nearby. I guess I let my guard down.
I don't know, what I was thinking. How much would have been to call her? Or send her a fuckin' letter? I lost the one thing in my life I ever felt was worth living for.
But, weeks turned into months, and the years.Now, ten years after it all. She'd hate me more than if I had stayed and turned all of her friends against her.
And, I may be selfish bastard, but if she's out there, happy.I guess that's enough for me.