A/n: Hey! ummm someone told me that if you use notepad that it'll work better so I thought I'd try this real quick. I'm supposed to only post after five posts, but if I get this chapter typed up by that time I'll post it anyway. Well, here's chapter two! ^_^ enjoy!
Chapter two: The Mission Begins
The plane ride was as borring as always. Setsuna and I talked a great deal, but we had like 10 to 15 hours to kill and we soon were borred with talking. Luckily for me, as a cat, the seats were actualy comfortable to sleep in. The only offensive scene had been when I was offered cat food. I swear! How can any animal eat such a gruesome and distasteful thing. I much rather prefer shrimp. ^_^
Anyway, when we finally arrived, Setsuna located the nearest hotel in which she would stay while I did my detective work. Being the motherly type, Setsuna arranged for pet supplies to be sent up and insisted on giving me a bathe. Now I don't mind water, but I hate being given a bathe merely b/c it reminds me that I can't bathe myself. I don't mind Setsuna as much since she is like a mother to me, but the other girls embarrass me severly. Sure, they are like sisters, but Hotaru is the only one I can truly get close to. Her or Serena. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if I just thought of it as me being the pet, as if playing pretend, but it ends up making me feel inferior and helpless. Oh how I hate those feelings. I guess I have too much pride, but....well I can't help it!
I had planned to leave first thing in the morning, but Setsuna insisted that I get some sleep, and start during the afternoon. And so I slept in. Around twelve o'clock, Setsuna called me a cab. On reaching the manshion, the realization of just how big it was made me feel a bit smaller than usual. I mean, I had to lean my head almost entirely back to see the roof. If you think I became afraid your wrong.....just a little uncomphortable. Unfortunately, the doors were locked and there were no open windows. Trust me, I checked thoroughly. Not to mention, though it seemed quiet, it's securety system was magnificent. If i wasn't a cat I'd have been caught for sure. Lucky for me, while I had been checking a window, a guard had spotted me. If I hadn't been so caught up in finding a way inside I would have heard him. As it was, I was caught, but being a cat he thought I was just hungry. ANd to my greater luck (which proves black cats aren't unlucky) he took me inside to feed me. He carried me through the house and through the very hallway outside my door now. I remember he walked up to a massive man that looked of Arabian descent and asked him what do with me after telling how he had found me. As massive as the older man was he seemeed kind once you go over his deep voice and heigth. The guard gave me to him and went back to his post. As I was in the Arab's arms I heard a voice from behind him saying,
"Excuse me, Rhashid, but Master Quatra has need of your assitance."
The man named Rhashid turned to face the other Arab and nodded.
"Tell him I will be there in a minute. First, I have to take care of this curious creature."
I hadn't liked him calling me a curious creature, at first. I wasn't good that he'd noticed I was curious. But the worry was for nothing, b/c he merely took me to a kitchen and sat a bowl of milk on the floor for me to drink.
"I'll be back, but you be a good little kitten while I'm gone." he cooed as he left with the door closed behind him.
I admit to hissing. ^I hate being treated like a cat!^ I admit to hissing. I began toward the door, but wiht this stupd body, fundamental instincts came. I couldn't help but smell the milk and turn. ^I can always finish first, then leave.^ After finishing the milk I jumped up and grabbed the knob; with a turn, I pushed off with one paw, opening the door, and jumped down to leave. Most of the halls were pretty much deserted, but every once in a while I had to turn back from halls crammed with people. I was about to give up when I past by another of the many partly opened door frames of the gigantic mansion, and I would have past by this one also had I not been onthe alert for voices. I caught a single sentence that caught myinterest. So far, I must say, I am a lucky cat. If they had been on a normal subject I would have missed them completly. Yes as lucky as I am, I caught the energetic voice of a young man saying:
"So what were you up to during our break on the last mission, Heero?"
As you can see, I was also lucky in the fact that I had come across the five Gundam Pilots right before Heero was about to tell them exactly what I had wanted to hear. ^Yes! I'm good!^ were the congradulatory thoughts that struck me first, and I agree with them even now. Smiling, as only a cat msiles, I peeped through the opening to find all five of the GW boys in the room. The one who had spoken was the energetic Duo. At the time, I didn't know who was who only that Heero was the brown haired boy who was standing in a corner, arms crossed, and a scowl on his face. He made me uneasy and even now, I do n't really like him that much. I heard him answer in the monotone voice I have come to expect and learned to tolerate.
"I just went for a walk." and in saying that he walked to a nearby table and began typing on a laptop. ^By the looks of the tables and bookshelves, this must be a study.^ The determined Duo persisted, however.
"Come on! Tell me and I promise to get off your case for an entire day."
To this, Heero stopped typing and, without turning his head, looked toward the braided baka (idiot, dope, stupid, crazy, ect..) leaning over his left shoulder.
"An entire day?" he repeated in his eternal deep monotone voice.
Duo flinched when he realized what kind of torture even that would be fore him.
"Well,...maybe not a day-" but he was cut off.
"A day or no deal!"
Now you may think that a day isn't long, but considering how aniying Duo can be to the loner type (and even sometime the talkative type), a day was bliss enough for Heero.
"Done." Heero confirmed as he stood and put his laptop away.
When he was done, he nodded towards the chairs around the table at which he sat, and with him the other boys sat as well. At that part, I had thought this would turn out to be just like with my friends when they told stories, and that this was not unusual. I didn't even give it a though, yet had I known what I know now, I would have kno that it would be one fo those rare times when Heero was actually open with something. He sat in his chair with his arms crossed, looking at each and everyone of them, but even now I'm uncertain if that had meant something more than what it had seemed.
"...Well?" Duo insisted impatiently.
"I went for a walk in the park." was all the famous Heero Yui explained.
Duo looked disapointed, "Didn't anything happen?"
"Yes." He definately seemed to want to say as little as he could get away with without breaking the bargain.
"WEll, what then?" Duo was getting agitated.
"....met someone..." he added (to me) almost guiltily.
Now Duo really became interested, "Was it a girl?"
"No, an older woman. Probably around the age of 59." Though he was being slightly unfair in keeping his end of the deal, Heero seemed to be getting uncomphortable if not agitated himself.
"WEll? What happened??" Trowa broke in for duo, speaking in a slighter monotone, but a monotone none-the-less.
"....She asked that I give her my gun."
Everyone of the other pilots either looked at him quiestioningly or in surprise. Wufei, on the other hand, was tired of playing "20 questions".
"Just tell us why and what happened, Yui!"
Heero shrugged, though I knew he was still nervous. It was strange, for at that moment I realized, he had never seemed nervous or uncomphortable at all. I had just known he was because of my lil phsycic senses. Turning those off, I could no longer tell he felt any emotion what-so-ever. I could only shudder and listen.
"She claimed that someone was after her. She needed help, so I gave her my gun." He explained as if it was logical, but I could only think ^That idiot!! Of all people, he should have known better than to hand total stranger a gun!!! He's a total baka!!!^
The other boys looked at him in the same manner as I. Heero, however, just sat there like it was no big deal. I'm not quite sure why they didn't ask more, though they must have known something I did not.
"There you are!" I remember a deep voice exclaiming behind me as I turned sharply in surprise.
I was picked up by the gentle, yet massive, Rhashid as he opened the door and gazed at the five young boys. There were a mix of confused, shocked, and disturbed faces when they saw me.
^Well atleast theres no cooing lik usual.^ The blonde I found out later to be Quatra, came over and took me from the man after Rhashid had told him where I had come from (or where they found me). He took me near the other pilots as all, but Duo, just stared. Duo just grinned and did the one thing I HATE!! He pet me and cooed.
I know it was stupid of me to endanger my cover like I did, but what can I say? I have a short temper and a low tolerance rate for stupidity. Duo took me from Quatra and began playing with my paws. My short temper flared and my tolerance vanished. Cat instincts took over, but I hissed a warning, which he unfortunately didn't get.
"Um Duo? I don't think it like it." Quatra hinted nicely.
Brains didn't seem to be Duo's strong suit so I used brawn.
"AH!! IT BIT ME!!!"
The next thing I knew, I was on the ground and Wufei was laughing his head off while a number of smirks showed on the othe rguy's faces. All but Heero's, of course. I ran under a table to get out of range of any one's feet. Turning to look at Heero, the suspicion I had seen in his eyes scared me. How I could have caught his suspicion with such a natual act, I'm not sure, but somehow he seemed to see something the others hadn't.
Standing he made his way over to the table I was under. Too scared of looking even more suspicious by protesting, I allowed him to pick me up. THey say the eyes are a window to the soul so I guess that why he held me up to his face to stare at me. I had never believed in it till then. I twas just the strangest feeling to connect like that. I still remember looking into those pursian blue eyes and seeing more wisdom and emotion in them than I had ever known one man could carry. He's special. I knew so in those few moments of intense scrutiny.
"There's smomething about those eyes......there's too much intellegence....and I don't like it." he muttered as if himself.
And with that he cradled me in his arms like you would any other cat. That was one of the god things about being a cat; getting cradled. But , then agin, what use is it when you can never fall in love. I've learned to live without it, but at times it still hurts to know. I remember mentally slapping myself when I started to purr.
"What do you mean," I looked over to see it had been Trowa who had spoken; it seemed the others had heard. Looking back, Heero met my gaze and I found I couldn't break the connection.
"His gaze never left mine as he answered, "I don't know..."
There was a long moment of silence, in which every eye seemed fixated on me. I found it hard not to shuffle nervoulsy, but I kept calm well enough. Soo there was a sigh from someone in the room. I t didn't take long to find Duo, sitting down, expression long and gloomy. he was still sucking on the part of his arm I had bit.
^He better be glad I didn't stratch hi pretty lil face.^ I though wryly, tempted to smirk, but quite aware of whom was holding me. Wufei smirked for me, however.
"Well, Quatra did warn you. Too bad your too dense to take a hint." he gloated.
Duo stood angrily, though this only cause Wufei's grin to widen.
"No he didn't!" he retored, then a little softer he added quiltily, "He just mentioned the cat didn't like it."
Wufei rolled his eyes and Quatra shook his head, while Trowa smirked. I started to smile until I remember Heero. Looking up I found he was STILL looking at me. i have to admit, I was more frustrated than nervous. Deciding he was already suspicious, I jumped from his arms with ease. I was slightly surprised he let me go so easily. Landing gracefully on all fours, I trotted into the middle fo the room. As I recall, that was when I remember I should probly check on hotaru to see if she had recorded what was said. Glancing back, I found Heero, as expected, watching me intently, the voices of the others aruguing in the background. Willing myself to look away, I stretched to get rid of the nervouness and stress that had built up from my situation. Letting the cat part of my mind take control, my body cleaned itself while I mentaly searched for Hotaru. It's rather strange to roam the world mentally. It's like watching two tv's at once. I can switch from focusing mostly on what I see through my body's eyes to seeing things mentally. it's pretty cool. i could probly be a pretty powerful foe; maybe even be able to move stuff with my mind, if I had the control and concentration. Well anyway, I stopped by Paris for a moment for a glimpse of how my friend Elizabeth (the Queen) was doing before heading back to New York. Ya I know, but when you've got freedom like this you'd best use it or often tend to. Besides, I feel it's my duty to check up on my royal friends everyonce in a while. Moving on, I found the small office building owned expecially by me, smack in the middle of New York, or close to it. There it was, my home; I still remember taking a moment to appreicate the view from above. just as I was about to dive down and enter, I recall finding it moving away from me as my mental self was pulled back over land and ocean to resuface over instinct, where I found myself looking through the eyes of a cat who's vision was a side ways view of the floor and wall. Pain was the first thing I remember noticing; fierce, momentarily, then steadily spreading. Besides feeling pain, confusion was the main emotion until I noticed talking, and saw the shadow of one of the pilots before me.
"You baka, you almost killed the poor thing!" I heard Trowa's voice scolding, which took me abit by surprise.
"It wasn't my fault! Wufei was the one trying to kill me!" came Duo's equally loud reply.
"it's not my fault you tripped over some stupid chair. Your just clumsy." Wufeis calm explanation didn't surprise me.
At this point I felt someone gently lifting me. That's when the real surprise set in. ^Heero?!?^ I just couldn't understand why Heeor would be the one pickin me up and not Quatra or even Trowa. He was an emotionless killer, why should he care if I was hurt? Never-the-less, it was indeed him I saw as he rolled me onto my back in his arms so he could see my face. The pain just seemed to leave my mind once that happened.
After what I know now, I'm posative that there is more to Heero than meets the eye. Every time you look into his eyes it's like your looking at a battle field. He's not emotionless, he's just so used to keeping it in he doesn't know how to let it out. It's like b/c he's never let it out it's built up so much that's all there is under all the masks and logic. That's what I kep seeing! Emotion! Pure Emotion!.....well that's my theory anyway.
Everything seemed to fade but him. All voices were drowned out. There had just been this unavailable emotion that just wiped the energy from me. It didn't feel bad or good just....at ease. All I remember from before falling fast asleep are those eyes; a windown to a battle field of wills, heart against mind, the training of man vs the instincts of humanity.
Chapter two: The Mission Begins
The plane ride was as borring as always. Setsuna and I talked a great deal, but we had like 10 to 15 hours to kill and we soon were borred with talking. Luckily for me, as a cat, the seats were actualy comfortable to sleep in. The only offensive scene had been when I was offered cat food. I swear! How can any animal eat such a gruesome and distasteful thing. I much rather prefer shrimp. ^_^
Anyway, when we finally arrived, Setsuna located the nearest hotel in which she would stay while I did my detective work. Being the motherly type, Setsuna arranged for pet supplies to be sent up and insisted on giving me a bathe. Now I don't mind water, but I hate being given a bathe merely b/c it reminds me that I can't bathe myself. I don't mind Setsuna as much since she is like a mother to me, but the other girls embarrass me severly. Sure, they are like sisters, but Hotaru is the only one I can truly get close to. Her or Serena. Maybe it wouldn't be so bad if I just thought of it as me being the pet, as if playing pretend, but it ends up making me feel inferior and helpless. Oh how I hate those feelings. I guess I have too much pride, but....well I can't help it!
I had planned to leave first thing in the morning, but Setsuna insisted that I get some sleep, and start during the afternoon. And so I slept in. Around twelve o'clock, Setsuna called me a cab. On reaching the manshion, the realization of just how big it was made me feel a bit smaller than usual. I mean, I had to lean my head almost entirely back to see the roof. If you think I became afraid your wrong.....just a little uncomphortable. Unfortunately, the doors were locked and there were no open windows. Trust me, I checked thoroughly. Not to mention, though it seemed quiet, it's securety system was magnificent. If i wasn't a cat I'd have been caught for sure. Lucky for me, while I had been checking a window, a guard had spotted me. If I hadn't been so caught up in finding a way inside I would have heard him. As it was, I was caught, but being a cat he thought I was just hungry. ANd to my greater luck (which proves black cats aren't unlucky) he took me inside to feed me. He carried me through the house and through the very hallway outside my door now. I remember he walked up to a massive man that looked of Arabian descent and asked him what do with me after telling how he had found me. As massive as the older man was he seemeed kind once you go over his deep voice and heigth. The guard gave me to him and went back to his post. As I was in the Arab's arms I heard a voice from behind him saying,
"Excuse me, Rhashid, but Master Quatra has need of your assitance."
The man named Rhashid turned to face the other Arab and nodded.
"Tell him I will be there in a minute. First, I have to take care of this curious creature."
I hadn't liked him calling me a curious creature, at first. I wasn't good that he'd noticed I was curious. But the worry was for nothing, b/c he merely took me to a kitchen and sat a bowl of milk on the floor for me to drink.
"I'll be back, but you be a good little kitten while I'm gone." he cooed as he left with the door closed behind him.
I admit to hissing. ^I hate being treated like a cat!^ I admit to hissing. I began toward the door, but wiht this stupd body, fundamental instincts came. I couldn't help but smell the milk and turn. ^I can always finish first, then leave.^ After finishing the milk I jumped up and grabbed the knob; with a turn, I pushed off with one paw, opening the door, and jumped down to leave. Most of the halls were pretty much deserted, but every once in a while I had to turn back from halls crammed with people. I was about to give up when I past by another of the many partly opened door frames of the gigantic mansion, and I would have past by this one also had I not been onthe alert for voices. I caught a single sentence that caught myinterest. So far, I must say, I am a lucky cat. If they had been on a normal subject I would have missed them completly. Yes as lucky as I am, I caught the energetic voice of a young man saying:
"So what were you up to during our break on the last mission, Heero?"
As you can see, I was also lucky in the fact that I had come across the five Gundam Pilots right before Heero was about to tell them exactly what I had wanted to hear. ^Yes! I'm good!^ were the congradulatory thoughts that struck me first, and I agree with them even now. Smiling, as only a cat msiles, I peeped through the opening to find all five of the GW boys in the room. The one who had spoken was the energetic Duo. At the time, I didn't know who was who only that Heero was the brown haired boy who was standing in a corner, arms crossed, and a scowl on his face. He made me uneasy and even now, I do n't really like him that much. I heard him answer in the monotone voice I have come to expect and learned to tolerate.
"I just went for a walk." and in saying that he walked to a nearby table and began typing on a laptop. ^By the looks of the tables and bookshelves, this must be a study.^ The determined Duo persisted, however.
"Come on! Tell me and I promise to get off your case for an entire day."
To this, Heero stopped typing and, without turning his head, looked toward the braided baka (idiot, dope, stupid, crazy, ect..) leaning over his left shoulder.
"An entire day?" he repeated in his eternal deep monotone voice.
Duo flinched when he realized what kind of torture even that would be fore him.
"Well,...maybe not a day-" but he was cut off.
"A day or no deal!"
Now you may think that a day isn't long, but considering how aniying Duo can be to the loner type (and even sometime the talkative type), a day was bliss enough for Heero.
"Done." Heero confirmed as he stood and put his laptop away.
When he was done, he nodded towards the chairs around the table at which he sat, and with him the other boys sat as well. At that part, I had thought this would turn out to be just like with my friends when they told stories, and that this was not unusual. I didn't even give it a though, yet had I known what I know now, I would have kno that it would be one fo those rare times when Heero was actually open with something. He sat in his chair with his arms crossed, looking at each and everyone of them, but even now I'm uncertain if that had meant something more than what it had seemed.
"...Well?" Duo insisted impatiently.
"I went for a walk in the park." was all the famous Heero Yui explained.
Duo looked disapointed, "Didn't anything happen?"
"Yes." He definately seemed to want to say as little as he could get away with without breaking the bargain.
"WEll, what then?" Duo was getting agitated.
"....met someone..." he added (to me) almost guiltily.
Now Duo really became interested, "Was it a girl?"
"No, an older woman. Probably around the age of 59." Though he was being slightly unfair in keeping his end of the deal, Heero seemed to be getting uncomphortable if not agitated himself.
"WEll? What happened??" Trowa broke in for duo, speaking in a slighter monotone, but a monotone none-the-less.
"....She asked that I give her my gun."
Everyone of the other pilots either looked at him quiestioningly or in surprise. Wufei, on the other hand, was tired of playing "20 questions".
"Just tell us why and what happened, Yui!"
Heero shrugged, though I knew he was still nervous. It was strange, for at that moment I realized, he had never seemed nervous or uncomphortable at all. I had just known he was because of my lil phsycic senses. Turning those off, I could no longer tell he felt any emotion what-so-ever. I could only shudder and listen.
"She claimed that someone was after her. She needed help, so I gave her my gun." He explained as if it was logical, but I could only think ^That idiot!! Of all people, he should have known better than to hand total stranger a gun!!! He's a total baka!!!^
The other boys looked at him in the same manner as I. Heero, however, just sat there like it was no big deal. I'm not quite sure why they didn't ask more, though they must have known something I did not.
"There you are!" I remember a deep voice exclaiming behind me as I turned sharply in surprise.
I was picked up by the gentle, yet massive, Rhashid as he opened the door and gazed at the five young boys. There were a mix of confused, shocked, and disturbed faces when they saw me.
^Well atleast theres no cooing lik usual.^ The blonde I found out later to be Quatra, came over and took me from the man after Rhashid had told him where I had come from (or where they found me). He took me near the other pilots as all, but Duo, just stared. Duo just grinned and did the one thing I HATE!! He pet me and cooed.
I know it was stupid of me to endanger my cover like I did, but what can I say? I have a short temper and a low tolerance rate for stupidity. Duo took me from Quatra and began playing with my paws. My short temper flared and my tolerance vanished. Cat instincts took over, but I hissed a warning, which he unfortunately didn't get.
"Um Duo? I don't think it like it." Quatra hinted nicely.
Brains didn't seem to be Duo's strong suit so I used brawn.
"AH!! IT BIT ME!!!"
The next thing I knew, I was on the ground and Wufei was laughing his head off while a number of smirks showed on the othe rguy's faces. All but Heero's, of course. I ran under a table to get out of range of any one's feet. Turning to look at Heero, the suspicion I had seen in his eyes scared me. How I could have caught his suspicion with such a natual act, I'm not sure, but somehow he seemed to see something the others hadn't.
Standing he made his way over to the table I was under. Too scared of looking even more suspicious by protesting, I allowed him to pick me up. THey say the eyes are a window to the soul so I guess that why he held me up to his face to stare at me. I had never believed in it till then. I twas just the strangest feeling to connect like that. I still remember looking into those pursian blue eyes and seeing more wisdom and emotion in them than I had ever known one man could carry. He's special. I knew so in those few moments of intense scrutiny.
"There's smomething about those eyes......there's too much intellegence....and I don't like it." he muttered as if himself.
And with that he cradled me in his arms like you would any other cat. That was one of the god things about being a cat; getting cradled. But , then agin, what use is it when you can never fall in love. I've learned to live without it, but at times it still hurts to know. I remember mentally slapping myself when I started to purr.
"What do you mean," I looked over to see it had been Trowa who had spoken; it seemed the others had heard. Looking back, Heero met my gaze and I found I couldn't break the connection.
"His gaze never left mine as he answered, "I don't know..."
There was a long moment of silence, in which every eye seemed fixated on me. I found it hard not to shuffle nervoulsy, but I kept calm well enough. Soo there was a sigh from someone in the room. I t didn't take long to find Duo, sitting down, expression long and gloomy. he was still sucking on the part of his arm I had bit.
^He better be glad I didn't stratch hi pretty lil face.^ I though wryly, tempted to smirk, but quite aware of whom was holding me. Wufei smirked for me, however.
"Well, Quatra did warn you. Too bad your too dense to take a hint." he gloated.
Duo stood angrily, though this only cause Wufei's grin to widen.
"No he didn't!" he retored, then a little softer he added quiltily, "He just mentioned the cat didn't like it."
Wufei rolled his eyes and Quatra shook his head, while Trowa smirked. I started to smile until I remember Heero. Looking up I found he was STILL looking at me. i have to admit, I was more frustrated than nervous. Deciding he was already suspicious, I jumped from his arms with ease. I was slightly surprised he let me go so easily. Landing gracefully on all fours, I trotted into the middle fo the room. As I recall, that was when I remember I should probly check on hotaru to see if she had recorded what was said. Glancing back, I found Heero, as expected, watching me intently, the voices of the others aruguing in the background. Willing myself to look away, I stretched to get rid of the nervouness and stress that had built up from my situation. Letting the cat part of my mind take control, my body cleaned itself while I mentaly searched for Hotaru. It's rather strange to roam the world mentally. It's like watching two tv's at once. I can switch from focusing mostly on what I see through my body's eyes to seeing things mentally. it's pretty cool. i could probly be a pretty powerful foe; maybe even be able to move stuff with my mind, if I had the control and concentration. Well anyway, I stopped by Paris for a moment for a glimpse of how my friend Elizabeth (the Queen) was doing before heading back to New York. Ya I know, but when you've got freedom like this you'd best use it or often tend to. Besides, I feel it's my duty to check up on my royal friends everyonce in a while. Moving on, I found the small office building owned expecially by me, smack in the middle of New York, or close to it. There it was, my home; I still remember taking a moment to appreicate the view from above. just as I was about to dive down and enter, I recall finding it moving away from me as my mental self was pulled back over land and ocean to resuface over instinct, where I found myself looking through the eyes of a cat who's vision was a side ways view of the floor and wall. Pain was the first thing I remember noticing; fierce, momentarily, then steadily spreading. Besides feeling pain, confusion was the main emotion until I noticed talking, and saw the shadow of one of the pilots before me.
"You baka, you almost killed the poor thing!" I heard Trowa's voice scolding, which took me abit by surprise.
"It wasn't my fault! Wufei was the one trying to kill me!" came Duo's equally loud reply.
"it's not my fault you tripped over some stupid chair. Your just clumsy." Wufeis calm explanation didn't surprise me.
At this point I felt someone gently lifting me. That's when the real surprise set in. ^Heero?!?^ I just couldn't understand why Heeor would be the one pickin me up and not Quatra or even Trowa. He was an emotionless killer, why should he care if I was hurt? Never-the-less, it was indeed him I saw as he rolled me onto my back in his arms so he could see my face. The pain just seemed to leave my mind once that happened.
After what I know now, I'm posative that there is more to Heero than meets the eye. Every time you look into his eyes it's like your looking at a battle field. He's not emotionless, he's just so used to keeping it in he doesn't know how to let it out. It's like b/c he's never let it out it's built up so much that's all there is under all the masks and logic. That's what I kep seeing! Emotion! Pure Emotion!.....well that's my theory anyway.
Everything seemed to fade but him. All voices were drowned out. There had just been this unavailable emotion that just wiped the energy from me. It didn't feel bad or good just....at ease. All I remember from before falling fast asleep are those eyes; a windown to a battle field of wills, heart against mind, the training of man vs the instincts of humanity.