I cannot believe he's doing this. He has picked me up and put me over his
shoulder, and we're heading for the bedroom. Great the man has a one-track
mind. Put me down,
No not on the bed. I am not staying here on the bed. This is ridiculous. Ok guess we are staying on the bed. No fair, your bigger than me. This is no time too be playing games Jack. I cannot believe your pinning me to the bed. I will poke harder, ouch, no fair; you cannot keep me in this position forever Colonel
"Jack get off me NOW"
Are you hearing the sterness in my voice?
"Not until you tell me what's going on with you. Ever since our little meeting in the elevator on base you've been acting halfway between a child and hormone crazed teenager."
Ok if my hands were free, I'd be swiping the look off your face. I'm the one who is supposed to be angry with you, not the other way around.
"God you can be so irritating sometimes Jack"
Stating the obvious, I know but sometimes it needs to be done. Now will you let me up? This is so unfair.
"Still not the answers I'm looking for Sam"
Oh well where shall I start. Do you have a few hours? Maybe you could get off me, I know you're probably comfortable but this really is unfair. Although I am calming down a little myself. No no no concentrate.
"You don't respect me or my work Jack"
There I said it.
"Is this what this is all about? I don't listen too you in the briefing room and so you think I don't respect you?"
Oh god do I have too spell it out too you for crying out loud. Things have changed between us and not just when we're 'us' when we're at work too. I can't believe you haven't noticed change.
"You said it yourself Jack, all my work is, is a load of mumbo jumbo. I can take that from some people, just not from you. Since we started 'us', up I don't get half as much respect as I used too. You think because we sleep together you get too loosen up on the praise and respect for my work?"
Still a blank face. Hello Jack. Am I speaking an alien language? I can't believe you still don't get it. I wasn't going too say anything, I didn't want too say anything but things are just getting too weird. Maybe this whole thing was bad idea.
"Since when did it matter what I thought of your work? Or how often I praise you?"
God Jack. It matters a lot. I need to know you understand and support me whatever I do. Not just as my CO but as a friend as well. How do you think it looks when the people under me don't see praise coming from my senior officers? Praise or criticism. I still need all that, even though we have a private relationship. How would you feel if the General stopped praising you or criticising you? It's a need everyone has. And even more so because you're my best friend. I always need to know what you think, even if I don't agree.
"You're still my senior officer Jack. We're still airforce. I need too know if I'm doing a good job or not. And when I see you blatantly ignoring me when I'm briefing people or when I've worked my ass off on a project and I hardly get a coherent word from you, that makes me feel unappreciated. The worse thing is, it all started when we did"
There it's a start. It's the truth. I can see it in your face, you're getting it aren't you. Finally. Maybe I should have said sooner. Thankyou, mmm your hands are warm, do you know when you run them up my arms that way it makes my skin tingle? Or when they touch my face you make my heart beat a little faster. Your too smooth for your own good sometimes. You know I'm quite comfortable here?
"Why didn't you tell me sooner Sam? We could have done something about all this before now. Why have you gotta let things go so far before you deal with them?"
Oh quiet husky voice now. Well where too start. You know me, I keep myself too myself. I thought it was all in my mind. It was slow at first I dint see it till it was too late myself. I didn't realise how much I relied on it until it stopped. Mmm I love your fingers on my face. My hands feel cold, I don't know why. Yours are warm. You certainly know how to dispel tense situations.
"I didn't even notice it happening at first. Then when I did I just thought I was being paranoid. Then I did not want say anything to jeopardise what we have. But today in the briefing you just seemed distant. It was just the last straw Jack."
Ooh that feels good. You shouldn't move like that Jack, we're having a important conversation and, mmm ok did I tell you how sexy you look tonight? Yes move closer, your lips look yummy.
"I am sorry Sam"
Ah sweet. Definetely deserves a kiss. You sound so sorry too. Your not just saying it, guess I am too.
"Me too Jack. I was acting a little immature"
I know when too hold my hands up and admit something.
"Yea you were"
Hey you were doing so well then that mouth. That's sweet sexy mouth, you know I shouldn't let you, but.mmm yes tasty, you've been drinking my beer. Ooh don't slide like that because I'm not quite finished.
"Jack?"
Mmm ok I know you don't want to talk. Damn buttons, I love this shirt by the way, but your chest is so much better. You mouth is soo sexy , and so is the rest of you. Sorry my hands arestill cold but your chest, mmm but wait.
"Jack?"
Ha I love it when you get that exasperated look. I know I'm a tease, but I like too tease you sometimes.
"What?"
Oh your going to have to learn patience. Let me get comfortable. Your not the only one who likes to be on top. I can look at you better from up here. We do have more too talk about but I don't think the time is now appropriate. But there is something on my mind..
"In the briefing."
Did he just groan? You deserve a little poke for that. It isn't that bad, just a teeny question
". You started looking a little..Weird and your eyes were roving around like your were dizzy. Was everything alright?"
"Yeah"
Ok at the moment I know your capable of putting together more than a one syllable word. Maybe in a few minutes you wont be able too.
"So why were you going all weird for a moment?"
Is he blushing, I'm pretty sure he is. Only a slight blush but its so cute.
"Fluff Sam"
Huh, what the hell is he talking about? Maybe if I move little like this, yup he liked that ok so where were we? Ah yes, fluff?
"Fluff?"
"Yeah, you know the little bits of dust and stuff floating in the air. Their minute but once you focus on one little bit your eyes kinda follow it"
You're kidding right. That's the lamest and funniest and quite frankly the best excuse I've ever heard for someone not paying attention too me.
"Are you serious?"
He cant possibly be. But then again, this is Jack, with my Jack anything is possible.
"Totally"
"You were concentrating on small bits of fluff while I was giving my brief?"
Can your brain concentrate while I move my hips like this on top of you? I am such a tease! Still fluff?
"They were interesting"
Charming, well that makes me feel so much better, you find fluff more interesting than your girlfriend. You could at least think dirty thoughts about how you would like to ravish me on the briefing room table, but fluff and dust. Thanks very much.
"You found bits of fluff more interesting than my briefing"
Ha ok I guess he doesn't want too talk anymore. How did you do that, how come you get too be back on top? Do you have to grind like..oh ok I don't mind it feels mmm. Ok guess your mind isn't on fluff anymore. No Sir.
No not on the bed. I am not staying here on the bed. This is ridiculous. Ok guess we are staying on the bed. No fair, your bigger than me. This is no time too be playing games Jack. I cannot believe your pinning me to the bed. I will poke harder, ouch, no fair; you cannot keep me in this position forever Colonel
"Jack get off me NOW"
Are you hearing the sterness in my voice?
"Not until you tell me what's going on with you. Ever since our little meeting in the elevator on base you've been acting halfway between a child and hormone crazed teenager."
Ok if my hands were free, I'd be swiping the look off your face. I'm the one who is supposed to be angry with you, not the other way around.
"God you can be so irritating sometimes Jack"
Stating the obvious, I know but sometimes it needs to be done. Now will you let me up? This is so unfair.
"Still not the answers I'm looking for Sam"
Oh well where shall I start. Do you have a few hours? Maybe you could get off me, I know you're probably comfortable but this really is unfair. Although I am calming down a little myself. No no no concentrate.
"You don't respect me or my work Jack"
There I said it.
"Is this what this is all about? I don't listen too you in the briefing room and so you think I don't respect you?"
Oh god do I have too spell it out too you for crying out loud. Things have changed between us and not just when we're 'us' when we're at work too. I can't believe you haven't noticed change.
"You said it yourself Jack, all my work is, is a load of mumbo jumbo. I can take that from some people, just not from you. Since we started 'us', up I don't get half as much respect as I used too. You think because we sleep together you get too loosen up on the praise and respect for my work?"
Still a blank face. Hello Jack. Am I speaking an alien language? I can't believe you still don't get it. I wasn't going too say anything, I didn't want too say anything but things are just getting too weird. Maybe this whole thing was bad idea.
"Since when did it matter what I thought of your work? Or how often I praise you?"
God Jack. It matters a lot. I need to know you understand and support me whatever I do. Not just as my CO but as a friend as well. How do you think it looks when the people under me don't see praise coming from my senior officers? Praise or criticism. I still need all that, even though we have a private relationship. How would you feel if the General stopped praising you or criticising you? It's a need everyone has. And even more so because you're my best friend. I always need to know what you think, even if I don't agree.
"You're still my senior officer Jack. We're still airforce. I need too know if I'm doing a good job or not. And when I see you blatantly ignoring me when I'm briefing people or when I've worked my ass off on a project and I hardly get a coherent word from you, that makes me feel unappreciated. The worse thing is, it all started when we did"
There it's a start. It's the truth. I can see it in your face, you're getting it aren't you. Finally. Maybe I should have said sooner. Thankyou, mmm your hands are warm, do you know when you run them up my arms that way it makes my skin tingle? Or when they touch my face you make my heart beat a little faster. Your too smooth for your own good sometimes. You know I'm quite comfortable here?
"Why didn't you tell me sooner Sam? We could have done something about all this before now. Why have you gotta let things go so far before you deal with them?"
Oh quiet husky voice now. Well where too start. You know me, I keep myself too myself. I thought it was all in my mind. It was slow at first I dint see it till it was too late myself. I didn't realise how much I relied on it until it stopped. Mmm I love your fingers on my face. My hands feel cold, I don't know why. Yours are warm. You certainly know how to dispel tense situations.
"I didn't even notice it happening at first. Then when I did I just thought I was being paranoid. Then I did not want say anything to jeopardise what we have. But today in the briefing you just seemed distant. It was just the last straw Jack."
Ooh that feels good. You shouldn't move like that Jack, we're having a important conversation and, mmm ok did I tell you how sexy you look tonight? Yes move closer, your lips look yummy.
"I am sorry Sam"
Ah sweet. Definetely deserves a kiss. You sound so sorry too. Your not just saying it, guess I am too.
"Me too Jack. I was acting a little immature"
I know when too hold my hands up and admit something.
"Yea you were"
Hey you were doing so well then that mouth. That's sweet sexy mouth, you know I shouldn't let you, but.mmm yes tasty, you've been drinking my beer. Ooh don't slide like that because I'm not quite finished.
"Jack?"
Mmm ok I know you don't want to talk. Damn buttons, I love this shirt by the way, but your chest is so much better. You mouth is soo sexy , and so is the rest of you. Sorry my hands arestill cold but your chest, mmm but wait.
"Jack?"
Ha I love it when you get that exasperated look. I know I'm a tease, but I like too tease you sometimes.
"What?"
Oh your going to have to learn patience. Let me get comfortable. Your not the only one who likes to be on top. I can look at you better from up here. We do have more too talk about but I don't think the time is now appropriate. But there is something on my mind..
"In the briefing."
Did he just groan? You deserve a little poke for that. It isn't that bad, just a teeny question
". You started looking a little..Weird and your eyes were roving around like your were dizzy. Was everything alright?"
"Yeah"
Ok at the moment I know your capable of putting together more than a one syllable word. Maybe in a few minutes you wont be able too.
"So why were you going all weird for a moment?"
Is he blushing, I'm pretty sure he is. Only a slight blush but its so cute.
"Fluff Sam"
Huh, what the hell is he talking about? Maybe if I move little like this, yup he liked that ok so where were we? Ah yes, fluff?
"Fluff?"
"Yeah, you know the little bits of dust and stuff floating in the air. Their minute but once you focus on one little bit your eyes kinda follow it"
You're kidding right. That's the lamest and funniest and quite frankly the best excuse I've ever heard for someone not paying attention too me.
"Are you serious?"
He cant possibly be. But then again, this is Jack, with my Jack anything is possible.
"Totally"
"You were concentrating on small bits of fluff while I was giving my brief?"
Can your brain concentrate while I move my hips like this on top of you? I am such a tease! Still fluff?
"They were interesting"
Charming, well that makes me feel so much better, you find fluff more interesting than your girlfriend. You could at least think dirty thoughts about how you would like to ravish me on the briefing room table, but fluff and dust. Thanks very much.
"You found bits of fluff more interesting than my briefing"
Ha ok I guess he doesn't want too talk anymore. How did you do that, how come you get too be back on top? Do you have to grind like..oh ok I don't mind it feels mmm. Ok guess your mind isn't on fluff anymore. No Sir.