Chapter 5.
"Get a Grip Jessica," I told myself.
I could hear Carly begin to stir in her car seat. I walked over to her. Oh, she was beautiful. She opened her eyes and looked at me. God Amy was right Carly's eyes were the spit of Jeff's it was unreal how they looked alike.
"Hello angel" I whispered whilst giving her a kiss
I spent the next hour changing her, feeding her and playing with her. I loved her so much, I couldn't believe how protected I had become over her. I couldn't believe she was mine. My mother had told me when Carly was born. "The love you will have with another person won't be a fraction of the love you have for Carly" And god how right she was.
Knock, Knock
Mark one of the scriptwriters came in.
"Jess it's so good to have you back" "It's good to be back" I replied "Here we go the script for tonight's show" "Thanks Mark"
I looked at the script; I was doing a run in. I was to run in and help Amy win her match.
"C'mon babe, better take you to the Crèche"
I walked into the room and I saw Kurt and Dwayne's Daughters.
"Hey I'm Kelly I will be looking after Carly" "Oh hi I'm Jess she's been fed and changed so she should be ok for about an hour. Here's her bag it has everything you need, and here is my mobile number, if you need me don't hesitate to call me." I said as I handed over everything to Kelly.
I kissed Carly on her cheek.
"Bye Angel mummy will be back soon"
"Jess!"
I turned around
"Adam, Oh my god it's so good to see you I've missed you this past week"
"I know tell me about it" He laughed
"Hello Jake, How are you?" I asked whilst ruffling his hair.
Jake was Adam's three-year-old son, Adam like me was a single parent, his wife had left him shortly after Jake was born. Adam was the only person who knew I was pregnant when I left. He was my rock through those miserable 9 months.
Adam went over to Carly and picked her up. "Hey she's grown since the last time I saw her." He said
"I know, come on we better get going," I said
I kissed Carly and gave her to Kelly.
"Bye Jake" Adam said as he kissed his son goodbye.
"Will you look after Carly for me big boy" I asked
"Course I will" he chuckled
We started to walk away
"You do know that Jeff is here don't you" Adam asked still holding my hand
"Yes" I replied
"Get a Grip Jessica," I told myself.
I could hear Carly begin to stir in her car seat. I walked over to her. Oh, she was beautiful. She opened her eyes and looked at me. God Amy was right Carly's eyes were the spit of Jeff's it was unreal how they looked alike.
"Hello angel" I whispered whilst giving her a kiss
I spent the next hour changing her, feeding her and playing with her. I loved her so much, I couldn't believe how protected I had become over her. I couldn't believe she was mine. My mother had told me when Carly was born. "The love you will have with another person won't be a fraction of the love you have for Carly" And god how right she was.
Knock, Knock
Mark one of the scriptwriters came in.
"Jess it's so good to have you back" "It's good to be back" I replied "Here we go the script for tonight's show" "Thanks Mark"
I looked at the script; I was doing a run in. I was to run in and help Amy win her match.
"C'mon babe, better take you to the Crèche"
I walked into the room and I saw Kurt and Dwayne's Daughters.
"Hey I'm Kelly I will be looking after Carly" "Oh hi I'm Jess she's been fed and changed so she should be ok for about an hour. Here's her bag it has everything you need, and here is my mobile number, if you need me don't hesitate to call me." I said as I handed over everything to Kelly.
I kissed Carly on her cheek.
"Bye Angel mummy will be back soon"
"Jess!"
I turned around
"Adam, Oh my god it's so good to see you I've missed you this past week"
"I know tell me about it" He laughed
"Hello Jake, How are you?" I asked whilst ruffling his hair.
Jake was Adam's three-year-old son, Adam like me was a single parent, his wife had left him shortly after Jake was born. Adam was the only person who knew I was pregnant when I left. He was my rock through those miserable 9 months.
Adam went over to Carly and picked her up. "Hey she's grown since the last time I saw her." He said
"I know, come on we better get going," I said
I kissed Carly and gave her to Kelly.
"Bye Jake" Adam said as he kissed his son goodbye.
"Will you look after Carly for me big boy" I asked
"Course I will" he chuckled
We started to walk away
"You do know that Jeff is here don't you" Adam asked still holding my hand
"Yes" I replied