12/ 13 / 02 A/N: Hi guys! Sorry I haven't updated in God knows how long, I've been trying to memorize my lines for the Play that's coming up THIS Friday…so EEP. Here's the chapter.
Chapter 4 ::The Training Yards.::
Tara decided that since she was in the way, and Valadon was still asleep, she'd go to the Royal Library.
She sat down in an over stuffed chair with a sigh of defeat. She'd read almost every book in that library. She pondered the things that had happened during the week, Legolas' arrival, him being extremely physical, and him finding her 'annoying'. She looked around the room feeling an emptiness inside her. One that you'd feel when you lost a loved one, she felt that Legolas wasn't really there anymore…He was more of a shell.
Tears brimmed in her eyes, she had had a family, a husband, and a loving son. Her husband had grown distant, and her son was growing up. I'm going to be left all alone again. I wasn't meant for this life. But there's no turning back now. Tara wondered if her mother had ever felt that way. She lifted herself from the chair and walked over to her desk and opened the left maple drawer, inside was a diary. Mother gave it to me, might as well put it to use.
The princess opened the violet colored book, took out a pen and began to write, she poured her feelings, all the emotions she'd kept bottled up inside.
Diary,
What happened to the elf I love? Was he this way when we first married and I did not know about it? Why did it all change? Oh Eru…What am I to do? (A/N: *blinks* that rhymed.) I knew he was different from other elves, but I believe I could tame him…Like he had me. Look at me!!! I no longer want to be a ranger, I no longer long to see the distant lands, it's all changed, some for good and some for the bad…I haven't seen Lilly for awhile…could he? No…he wouldn't…I don't know my own husband anymore.
Mela, *Love*
Taraneth Princess of Mirkwood and Gondor.
With a heavy sigh she closed the book, not noticing the dark shadow in the corner of the room.