Chapter Four
' When a woman who has so much to say says nothing her silence can be deafening ' said a certain voice from behind then continued:
' Said King Mongkut of the Movie Anna and The King, his right you know. There is nothing more deafening than a woman's silent gesture '
' But your wrong Fugima. I'm not like Anna. I already said there is to tell about ' I said still not looking at his direction rather continue on viewing the beautiful serenity of the sea at Jess grandmother's lawn.
' You told him what's in your mind, Jade. Not what's in your heart '
' What's the difference?! ' I said starting to get irritated. I know it's not right to put your anger on a person who didn't do anything to you but Jess boyfriend is starting to give me a hell out of time.
The guy is so persistent no wonder why Jess falls for him. To think that she had only meet him last two months – now he's acting as if his her conscience! Why he's more demanding than her best friend. Stubborn guy!
' There's a big difference between the two. When your mind might tell you that this is safe, your heart would say that safe is boring. Happiness doesn't come from being safe, you have to risk something first in order to be truly happy '
" I know he was right. But risk? Does the guy know what he's talking about? I mean she have given her love but two guys just left it wounded.
Now tell me – would you rather let me fight my love towards them when all they've done was to tell her the truth?
And about his risk – does anyone know what have she's been doing just in order to understand every situation she's in?
She has given love, not leaving any single thing for herself but what have she gained? Pure heart ache!!! But still she continued loving and doesn't blame anyone because she understands and continues doing so until she's alive.
' But it's a mistake giving all your love and not leaving anything for yourself ' Miss Leananelle commented.
I guess that was really my mistake. The mistake I was telling you guys about.
It is not letting go of especial person without telling him what I truly feel or giving all my love to a guy not knowing he doesn't love me the same but instead, my mistake is giving everything… all my love and not leaving a single thing for myself.
But do you think it's a mistake? "
A/N: Any one likes to comment on that? Do you really think Jade make a mistake? Please do review me on what's your opinion about this.
And i want to apologize about my grammars and spelling on the previous chaps. By the way I don't own slum dunk or the movie Anna and The King – I just like this movie so much that I include it in this story.
Anyway would you guy let me continue this? Actually this is the final chapter of this story though I could create it a happy ending one but when I'm writing this story it just ends here. I mean Jade's life is this, I really don't know who and what will happen next. As if this is the way it is and ..oh its to hard to explain anyway please do review and thanks to all of you who is spending there time in reading this. I truly appreciate it.