Chapter 43: Seize the Moment

Gordo POV

"What I mean to say is that..." Lizzie took a deep breath. "Why were you kissing Isabella today at the train station?"

My eyes widened. Lizzie had seen that? She was there? Oh, man. How could I explain this?

I sighed heavily.

This was it.

The moment I had been dreading since forever.

The moment when I had to tell Lizzie I liked her.

"That kiss... it wasn't meant for her." I admitted.

Not meant for her? NOT MEANT FOR HER? Could I possibly think of a lamer excuse?

"Then who was it meant for?"

"You." I said, as quietly as I could.

Lizzie's jaw dropped. Man, were people doing that a lot today. "No way."

"I'm sorry. I saw Isabella and I thought you were her and I had to seize the opportunity... and then I found out that it wasn't even you..."

"No, I mean, 'no way' as in... why did you want to kiss *me*?"

"Because I..." I was stuck. What do I say to that? "I always wanted to."

Lizzie blinked, as if she were still trying to take in the information.

And slowly, we both started to lean in.

I couldn't believe what was happening. Me, Lizzie... it was just so hard to think about. But I gladly kissed her, and she kissed back. I could feel the fireworks.

It was amazing.

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Lizzie POV

I could not believe it. I was kissing Gordo. Gordo, the guy I had known forever. The guy who knew every single thing that had ever happened to me. The guy who knew my secrets, my fears, and my dreams. My best friend. I was kissing my best friend.

Or maybe he was more.

It was confusing. Did I like Gordo for a long time? Or did I just begin to like him a couple days ago. And what about my crush on Ethan?

Well, none of it mattered. All that mattered was that I was where I belonged, kissing Gordo. I couldn't believe it had taken me 14 years to figure that out.

I mean, Gordo had never cared what I looked like. He had always said that I was beautiful no matter what. I had never taken it seriously... but I should have, because then maybe this would've happened sooner.

"Lizzie!" I heard Paolo's voice interrupt the moment.

I pulled away from Gordo.

"We're on in one minute!" He exclaimed.

I pranced away, feeling like a new person. "Thanks." I mouthed to Gordo.

He smiled warmly.

I was about an inch away from the curtain when I realized what had just happened.

"Oh, my GOSH!"

"Save that for later." Paolo whispered. "This is the one and only song you'll be doing. Make it a great one." He smiled.

"I don't think I can do it."

Then I glanced at Gordo, who was still smiling, and winked.

Suddenly I regained all my confidence.

Animated Lizzie: Okay, now I think I can.

We both stepped onto the stage, I was in the spotlight, and I was instantly hit by a bad case of stage fright.

I stared out into the audience. I saw Mom, Dad, Matt, Ethan, Kate, Danny, Brooke, Veruca, Mrs. Gable, Sergei... and everyone else I knew. Even the tour guide was there. Looking at them, and seeing their eager expressions, I felt confident.

Recharged.

I took a deep breath and started to sing.