Writer's Note: Okay, so this chapter is gonna connect the prequel to the
movie and the movie to the sequel I'm writing for this story.
Chapter 20-Reflecting
I looked out car window taking one last look at my home before I left; I saw this coming, I knew this was gonna happen, I saw it. But I didn't do anything to stop it; this whole thing.is a mess how can I fix it now? It's impossible to fix it now it's too late. At first it was a me thing then it was a we thing then it became a he thing and I had no say in it any more. It was my life not his, he wouldn't listen, he wasn't ready to take control but he wouldn't listen and nothing I did or said made him understand. If only he listened, he didn't know the ropes well enough yet, he didn't know what he was doing. Now where are we? Huh? I'm running for the cops, who the hell knows where he is and the rest of the team is either in the hospital or trying to hide from the cops. God, he thinks he's so fucking high and mighty, but look who's running, Mr. I'm not scared of anyone or anything, what a coward. I know I'm running but I have a reason, there's, how do I say this, something that's both of ours growing inside of me, and I'm not about to let it end up getting raised by a bunch of assholes. I'm doing this for him or her, which ever, I don't want it growing up without it's real mother or father, okay so I'm twenty and homeless but I have my family in Mexico.and my brother, my brother's in a hospital in California, yes that's right California, the cops are gonna go after him but there's nothing I can do till I know how bad it is. I got a team in Mexico waiting for me, promised them I'd be there as so as possible; then again I was just in a car accident, probably got a few broken bones who knows what happened to the other resident in my body hopefully nothing. He wouldn't let me pull the last heist, it was my heist not his, they were always my heist, mines and Jesse's not his, he had no right to mess them up, we shouldn't have done it without Jesse I told him, I fucking told his stupid fucking ass. He just wouldn't listen, he's as stubborn as a mule, figures he would act like one, he is one. But maybe I'm the stupid one, I was the one who stayed I should have left when I had the chance, I could have forgotten that I loved him and just left, I would have been in Mexico, getting a nice tan. But no stupid me just had to stay cuz I loved the jackass, I'm so fucking smart. But when it comes down to it he's the father to this foreign resident in my body, but he doesn't know and he'll never know. I wonder why he never picked up on the damn signs, there not that hard to miss, the pregnancy test I bought, the fact that it was positive and throw in the trash like nothing where everyone could see it, then again he's not the smartest man in the world not ever close to being the second, third ect. I guess for once in my life I couldn't fix what happen, I couldn't fix my mistake and I was pissed. But there's nothing I can do now is there? My life is completely and totally screwed up, is there a remedy for that? Before my life was easy with my old team, but when I became part of team Toretto everything became harder than it was, I had to fight to be more than he's girl I had to fight to keep my title as race Queen, a title I had since I was fourteen, a title I had to earn from so many people. I hated him for that, him and the whole race world, my world was gone, it was his world, he wouldn't let me have what was rightfully mine. Yeah, so I knew Bryan was a cop, what's the point? So, I didn't tell him, I didn't want to. Why tell him, so he could say he found out and take the credit and make me look even less important as he always did? But when I found out I was pregnant I figured I had to do something to save him, so I tried to talk him out of the heist, but I wasn't gonna out right tell him that Bryan was a cop; do I look like I have a death wish? So I didn't and he continued to go on with the heist until, it became a threat and then it was too late to do anything about it, much too late. But that doesn't matter now, I shouldn't be thinking about the past, the past is behind me.us; I can't, we can't live in the past forever, it's too dangerous, the risk are too high now. Everyone's looking for team Toretto, it's just better to forget I was ever part of the team, forget what I feel, felt for him, just consider him a one night stand, a mistake, but not this new resident, it'll never be a mistake to me. I'm gonna love him and/or her with all my heart, more than I've loved anyone in my life. I guess I'm gonna have to get my life together, learn how to be a mother to this resident.I mean child; I'm gonna have to be mommy and daddy to this kid, that's gonna take some work, a lot of work. But I can do it, I'm gonna have to, it's not like I have much of a choice. Mexico.Mexico.Mexico, is that the best place to raise a kid?
El Fin (The End)
Chapter 20-Reflecting
I looked out car window taking one last look at my home before I left; I saw this coming, I knew this was gonna happen, I saw it. But I didn't do anything to stop it; this whole thing.is a mess how can I fix it now? It's impossible to fix it now it's too late. At first it was a me thing then it was a we thing then it became a he thing and I had no say in it any more. It was my life not his, he wouldn't listen, he wasn't ready to take control but he wouldn't listen and nothing I did or said made him understand. If only he listened, he didn't know the ropes well enough yet, he didn't know what he was doing. Now where are we? Huh? I'm running for the cops, who the hell knows where he is and the rest of the team is either in the hospital or trying to hide from the cops. God, he thinks he's so fucking high and mighty, but look who's running, Mr. I'm not scared of anyone or anything, what a coward. I know I'm running but I have a reason, there's, how do I say this, something that's both of ours growing inside of me, and I'm not about to let it end up getting raised by a bunch of assholes. I'm doing this for him or her, which ever, I don't want it growing up without it's real mother or father, okay so I'm twenty and homeless but I have my family in Mexico.and my brother, my brother's in a hospital in California, yes that's right California, the cops are gonna go after him but there's nothing I can do till I know how bad it is. I got a team in Mexico waiting for me, promised them I'd be there as so as possible; then again I was just in a car accident, probably got a few broken bones who knows what happened to the other resident in my body hopefully nothing. He wouldn't let me pull the last heist, it was my heist not his, they were always my heist, mines and Jesse's not his, he had no right to mess them up, we shouldn't have done it without Jesse I told him, I fucking told his stupid fucking ass. He just wouldn't listen, he's as stubborn as a mule, figures he would act like one, he is one. But maybe I'm the stupid one, I was the one who stayed I should have left when I had the chance, I could have forgotten that I loved him and just left, I would have been in Mexico, getting a nice tan. But no stupid me just had to stay cuz I loved the jackass, I'm so fucking smart. But when it comes down to it he's the father to this foreign resident in my body, but he doesn't know and he'll never know. I wonder why he never picked up on the damn signs, there not that hard to miss, the pregnancy test I bought, the fact that it was positive and throw in the trash like nothing where everyone could see it, then again he's not the smartest man in the world not ever close to being the second, third ect. I guess for once in my life I couldn't fix what happen, I couldn't fix my mistake and I was pissed. But there's nothing I can do now is there? My life is completely and totally screwed up, is there a remedy for that? Before my life was easy with my old team, but when I became part of team Toretto everything became harder than it was, I had to fight to be more than he's girl I had to fight to keep my title as race Queen, a title I had since I was fourteen, a title I had to earn from so many people. I hated him for that, him and the whole race world, my world was gone, it was his world, he wouldn't let me have what was rightfully mine. Yeah, so I knew Bryan was a cop, what's the point? So, I didn't tell him, I didn't want to. Why tell him, so he could say he found out and take the credit and make me look even less important as he always did? But when I found out I was pregnant I figured I had to do something to save him, so I tried to talk him out of the heist, but I wasn't gonna out right tell him that Bryan was a cop; do I look like I have a death wish? So I didn't and he continued to go on with the heist until, it became a threat and then it was too late to do anything about it, much too late. But that doesn't matter now, I shouldn't be thinking about the past, the past is behind me.us; I can't, we can't live in the past forever, it's too dangerous, the risk are too high now. Everyone's looking for team Toretto, it's just better to forget I was ever part of the team, forget what I feel, felt for him, just consider him a one night stand, a mistake, but not this new resident, it'll never be a mistake to me. I'm gonna love him and/or her with all my heart, more than I've loved anyone in my life. I guess I'm gonna have to get my life together, learn how to be a mother to this resident.I mean child; I'm gonna have to be mommy and daddy to this kid, that's gonna take some work, a lot of work. But I can do it, I'm gonna have to, it's not like I have much of a choice. Mexico.Mexico.Mexico, is that the best place to raise a kid?
El Fin (The End)