TA DA! The last chapter of this fic. Thank you to all the reviewers for you loving reviews, you all have inspired me to write more. To the review that suggested that Goku say to Vegeta to use the dragon balls to wish back planet Vegeta. I just can't do that because it will spoil the next fic that is on the drawing board. I'll tell you what I am planning at the end of this chapter.

Vegeta's point of view

"………Vegeta………Vegeta……" I opened my eyes to find Kakarrot gazing down at me.

"W-what are you doing here, Kakarrot?" my voice faulted, oh no I had been crying in my sleep.

"Well I found you asleep and thought the ground was a bit too hard so I used my lap as your pillow." I shot up and went to the lakes edge. I splashed cold water on to my face and rubbed it in, Boy, did it feel good. My eyes were hot and sore.

"Vegeta" I cringed and turn towards him. He was going to bug me again and I could tell by his voice that he never let up until I told him…… damn, he has a sexy voice….I shouldn't think like that, he is married after all…. oh well, it can't be that bad to tell him one of my problems.

"Vegeta, please tell me what's wrong with you? You don't have to go into much detail if you don't want to." 

I sighed, "well, 40 years ago something happened…" I trailed off and Kakarrot pipped up "yeah, I was born." Is that all he could think of? "Yes, a real tragedy there" I said dryly, maybe I should be so hard on him, he is trying after all.

"No, 40 years ago today, everything I loved, cared and held close was destroyed by Frieza."

"Oh, I'm sorry Vegeta, I didn't know."

"Of course, you didn't know" I sighed, I should be so hard on him, I'm not the sort of person to talk when I have a problem. "How could you have known, I never told you,"

"Oh yeah, I must of forgotten." Kakarrot did the classic Son smile. I simply raised an eyebrow, "Kakarrot, sometimes I wonder about you." I sat next to Kakarrot, hoping there were no more questions. Gazing into the sky, I wonder if I could have turned back time, knowing what I knew now, would have I done anything different?

Kakarrot cleared his throat "Hey Vegeta, I think we should go back, the guys will be worried about us." "About you," I corrected him.

"What!" his voice cracked.

"I said they would be worried about you," I said calmly. I know he is too blind to see it but it is true.

"That's not true Vegeta, they worry about you as much as for me," he sounded genuinely concerned.

"Pease! You know as well as I do they do not care. Chichi hates me for hurting you and Gohan. Krillin, Tein, Chiaotzu, Yamcha and Gohan fear me from the first time I came to Earth. My own son, Trunks thinks I'm arrogant and stuck in my ways and Bulma dislikes me for wanting to stay true to my Saiyan heritage."

Kakarrot gasped "Vegeta, is that how you see it? How you see the people around you. Vegeta, you're an important part of the team."

"Important, ha! Don't make me laugh, Kakarrot. Both you and I know that isn't true. If I died, just dropped dead for any reason, I see the 'team' throwing a party, celebrating my demise" images of banners saying 'rot in H.F.I.L, loser' and "Vegeta's dead' entered my mind. "Well, if they didn't, I definitely would," he said with visible tears. Kakarrot sniffled "cause you and me got a bond."

Dryly I thought 'well I wish that bond would hold me.' I wished for the embrace of a loved one and Kakarrot is the closes thing to what I had left but I felt too embarrassed to ask for one…. damn Saiyan pride. I sighed thinking how many times my pride had stopped me from asking for something I really needed or wanted…. 5 million 6 hundred and 20 in my last count. Suddenly I felt something creep around me. Kakarrot's arm creped around me and pulled me close. I sighed again and then lent into him for there was very little I could do about this. I felt this heat return to my face. I felt Kakarrot's hard body against mine, it warmed against mine and I wished for this moment would never end. I closed my eyes, enjoying his warmth and dropping my guard. I trust him enough to do that. His hot breath Tickled the back of my neck. I listened to him breathing, it sound heavy. Images of us making love popped into my head… I wanted him sooooo bad…. But I'm kinda shy on these matters…. And the fact that he is married.

If this carried on, I'd have a hard throbbing erection and a very hard explanation to Kakarrot.

The picture, that will get my mind off Kakarrot's hard….body.

Honestly, I wasn't thinking about any thing else.

I shifted my weight slightly so I could get my wallet. I opened it and pulled out my favourite picture.

It was of my parents and me.

 "What you got there Vegeta?" I reluctantly hand him the photo, I didn't really want to let them go.

"It's the only happy child hood memory I have. He took me from my Father, Kakarrot, when I was 7 years old. I mean, 7 years old boy stolen away from every one he loves, taken to work like a slave, was I that bad that I deserved that? I should have died with them. Frieza took me from my home, my parents and he made me work like a slave on a false promise. He promised to let my father live if I behaved and did what he said. I did what he said, every thing he said but he still killed my father. I-I never got to say goodbye to my father or tell him how much I love his and nows he is gone and I'll never be able to. I guess…I always assumed I had plenty of time later to tell him. This picture is of my last holiday with my parents before they were killed. All I ate on that trip was strawberry ice cream, that's why I like it, it reminds me of the good times I had with them. I've had this picture on me on every mission I've ever been on since I heard planet Vegeta was destroyed. I like to think I've got a piece of them with me no matter what happens or where I go, feeling proud of me of what I've done and achieved………" I trailed off…my pride was stopping me again as it somehow knew that if I carried on I would start to cry.

I felt Kakarrot's hand stroke my hair. "I'm sure their proud of you and you know what?"

"What"

"I'm sure that you made you're father really proud by going super Saiyan." "Thank you Kakarrot."  I hung my head. Emotions were starting to surface, I had to suppress them.

"Ummmmm, Vegeta?" Kakarrot sounded nervous, this is very unlike him.

"Mmmmmmmm?" I replied lazily, I was almost asleep.

"Vegeta, I have a problem,"

"What is it Kakarrot," Why is it people concern themselves too much with small little problems…

"I-I'm experiencing a new feeling I've never felt before," his breathing became more rapid. "I think it's a chemical reaction,"

"Your hitting puberty NOW?!"

"No, no, it's a different chemical reaction. I think its love," I pulled out of his embrace.

"so you final fell in love with that woman," I felt disappointed because I knew in my heart that love would never be for me, I wanted Kakarrot so badly.#

"Ummmm, yeah that's right……………well, I'm going to head back," He stood up rather fast, maybe eager to see that woman. "Are you going to come, Vegeta?"

"Nah, I'll stay here a bit longer"

"Bye Vegeta……"  He left slowly, strange I thought he knew instant transmission, may be he forgot himself….yeah, that sounds like Kakarrot. Under my breath I whispered 'goodbye Kakarrot, I love you.'

Kakarrot turned in mid air and landed in front of me. What the heck did he want know?!

"Vegeta!"

"What?"

"Why didn't you tell me?" what the heck was he on about? I hate it when people don't tell you straight out.

"Tell you WHAT?"

"Tell me that you love me." H-how did he know? Did he figure it out from my slight hints…..hang on, I'm giving Kakarrot to much credit. Maybe he heard me one cold night.

"…………Because Kakarrot, it was not my place to say….. "Hold on, I've never said that" ……… hang on, I never said in any form that I love you."  

He rubbed the back of his neck "ummm, technically you didn't but you did think it."

My eyebrows nearly shot off my head "YOU READ MY THOUGHTS!" I think I'll let it slide just this once, beside I can't be bothered with making a huge creator.

"Okay, but just so you know Kakarrot, this won't change a thing between us, I'll just learn to deal with this emotion."

He smiled slyly and got closer "well, that's the problem you see, I have the same sort of problem,"

I raise an eyebrow "What, are you in love with yourself?"

 He giggled like…well…a school girl…"no silly, I love you."

Kakarrot ran a hand up my hair "ever since I first saw you but it's taken me till now to figure how I felt about you."

I pause for a moment just to clear what had just happen. "So what are we going to do about this, our love for each other?"

Kakarrot went deep in thought; well what assumed was deep in thought.

"…Well, Bulma said if I could make you happy I have her permission to do whatever it took sooooo why don't I get some supplies and camp here for a week.

Okay, just wait here, I'll go get the supplies." Kakarrot teleported off leaving me to wait of his return. He return after a few minutes, with food and other supplies.

"I told them we were camping but I didn't tell them we are in love. Bulma gave me some spare clothes for you but I brought some spare material and I'm going to make you your very own gi." I walked up to him, wrapping my arms around him and burring my face in his chest.

"Vegeta?"

"Mmmmmmmm?" He was about to ask a question again, and I had enough of answering, I just want everything to be silent.

"Vegeta, you know how you said a full blooded Saiyan hair changes very little from birth" Okay this is a random thing, he knows very well pure blooded Saiyans hair never changes. What is he getting at? I took a step back, "yes Kakarrot, what is your point?"

"Vegeta, you had bangs when you were little, what happen to them? Where did they go?" A hair question? This is defiantly odd. "Nothing, nothing happen to them…"

Kakarrot tilted his head "but then where are they?" I ran my hand up my hair letting the 3 bang fall in front of my face.

 "I just prefer to keep them up so they're not bothering me when I spar."

That night, we made love then fell asleep in each other loving embrace. For any on lookers, it must have been odd to see, 2 muscle bound men in each other's arms, hentai filled dreaming of each other. In the morning, I lay warm in Kakarrot's sleeping embrace watching the sunrise on a new day and life for Kakarrot and me. For now our love must be secret until Chichi and Bulma die but heck I've got at the very least 150 years and that's if I die early. Saiyans only start turning grey in their 200's, so me and Kakarrot have plenty of time…

*Waves small flag* Rah! Sorry, always wanted to do that!!

The idea I had was for Vegeta To go to H.F.I.L and see his parents. I could also interlink why Vegeta is sooooo bitter and can't express emotions that well cause in the next fic I will tell you how Vegeta was raped…yes raped by none other than…..second thought, I won't tell you…Mawhahaha…..sorry….. And sorry to those who have been waiting for this completion and the next chap for my other fic, it's just I've had a few problems *cough cough attempted suicide cough hack* but I'm all better now…. I think…..

Second idea was about another yaoi but for it to be fore Yugioh, I thought when Mokuba grew up, him and Yami get together…. Also if I can I might do a corner sort of thing, where for a bit, I'll talk to my favourite character…*sparkly eyes* Mmmmmmmm, Pegasus…. yummie J

 Well, Cya loving fans…. okay, okay fan.