chapter 6
She hated rainy days. They were so dark and dreary. But there was another reasonas to whyshe was so sad today. Six months. It had been six months since she had lost him. Today marked the day she had lost a part of herself. A little peice of her heart broke everytime she thought of him. It wasnt fair. He hadn't even had a chance to live. She closed her eyes and prayed. Prayed for her son. Prayed for the girl she once was. Prayed for the woman she had become.

How could a person change so drastically in such a short period of time? No longer was she a dreamer. Gone was the spirited happy young girl and in her place stood a woman. A woman who's heart became cold. A woman who no longer believed in love. In fate. No, this woman only knew reality. And the reality was, she just wanted to die. She wasn't living anymore. She was just existing. The only time she felt alive was when she was with him. Him. Another man had come into her life. A beautiful, wonderful man. But he didnt love her. How could he? When she closed her heart to him and everyone else.

Now she was just feeling sorry for herself. This had to stop. Picking up the vial of pills, she opened it and they spilled into her hand. Picking up her glass, she placed the pills in her mouth, swallowing them down with the water. Walking towars her bed, she began to feel dizzy. And thats when everything turned to black.

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He hated rainy days. They were so dark and dreary. But there was another reason as to why he was so sad today. He had fallen in love. Yes him, the player, had fallen in love. But there was one problem. She didnt feel the same way. Well atleast, thats how it seemed. He couldnt take this anymore! The time was up. He had made up his mind. Today was the day he told the woman he loved how her really felt.

Walking toward her room, he stopped outside her door. This room held so many memories. She had given herself to him in that very room. And everynight for the past four months, they had been together. He cherished every moment they spent together. In those moments, his soul intertwined with hers, and he felt things he had never felt before.

Opening the door, he walked in.Fear seized his heart as he looked at the scene before him. There she was, passed out on the floor. And empty vial of pills lay next to her. Running toward her, he pulled her into his arms.

"Resa wakeup. Can you hear me? Sweetheart, please wake up. I cant loose you. I wont."

Pulling out his cell phone, he dialed 911 and informed them of the situation. Twenty minutes later, paramedics rushed into her room.

"Will she be alright?" Fox asked frantically.

"We cant tell at the moment, but if you want my opinion sir, it doesn't look good."

Following them to the ambulance, he pulled her hand into his.

"Resa, I wont let you leave me. I wont. I love you" he whispered as tears rolled down his face.

"I love you."