I'm back! Did you read "Let's Have a Gay Time!"? It's got a lemon in it, Y/YY.
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Chapter Six~ Unraveled Emotions
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"May I come in?" Yugioh asks politely, and I nod. He enters, and I fidget nervously. The door shuts, and he touches my shoulder. "I don't want you to think I'm mad. Let's talk, okay?"
I nod. "Yeah. Thanks for not blasting me, Yugioh-san."
"I only blast dangerous people."
"Danger means different things to different people." He shrugs, and sits on the floor.
"You've been crying." It isn't a question. Reluctantly, I nod. "Has he hurt you?"
"No. I'm just a bit bummed. But I think I'm getting better."
"Good. So, does he know you love him?"
"He knows I care. He knows I need him. I don't know if he knows my love; I'm not really sure what's going on with me."
"Ryou-kun, if you're anything like Yugi and I, you're probably both hurting over this. Has he expressed any feelings for you?" I sigh.
"He's said he's gotten used to me, and that he doesn't want to leave. He said he doesn't want me to be scared of him."
"Are you?"
"No. I used to be, but I know that any fear has been buried or destroyed by the fact that I care. I know he's not as mean as he might like some to think, but he's really showed me kindness, especially today. He sounded really hurt when he was talking about me being afraid of him. I hope that means what I want it to mean."
"Ryou-kun, I think it probably does. He's probably just as confused as you. Maybe more, because of his pride."
"Yeah. I just wish he would talk to me."
"Does he talk to you? It sounds as though he did."
"He does, but it makes me feel like he's hiding something. How he really feels. I wish he'd open up."
"These things take time. He's a proud pain in the ass. He's probably more afraid of you than you of him." I hang my head, and wipe away a tear.
"That's the last thing I want."
"Well, the only thing I can really advise you on is to give him time. He needs someone to let him get used to the idea of being in love. He's not the easiest person to get a point across to. He'll need you to be patient." I nod.
"Yeah. It's just so- so hard."
"Love can often be. You wouldn't expect it, but Yugi and I haven't always been the perfect couple, either. Love can be hard, but it's harder to repress it."
I smile, a little bitterly, and gaze wistfully out the window. "Neteru, oh, how well I know that!"
"Yes, you probably do. Is there anything else I can help with?"
"I can't think of anything, Yugioh-san. Thanks so much for being here."
"Hey, if you ever need to talk, just call. And, if you leave an email at Yugi's address and put For Yami- or Yugioh, as you prefer to call me, he'll tell me and I'll read it and send back." He rises, and pulls me into a friendly hug. "It's never a problem to talk to you. I hope you straighten things out."
"Thank you. I feel much better, now."
"Good. I'm glad I could help a friend." He gives me a grin, and I return it as he walks out the door.
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More fluff next chapter! I do hope you enjoy this, but if you do not (for any reason other than just disliking yaoi), please tell me in your review.
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Chapter Six~ Unraveled Emotions
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"May I come in?" Yugioh asks politely, and I nod. He enters, and I fidget nervously. The door shuts, and he touches my shoulder. "I don't want you to think I'm mad. Let's talk, okay?"
I nod. "Yeah. Thanks for not blasting me, Yugioh-san."
"I only blast dangerous people."
"Danger means different things to different people." He shrugs, and sits on the floor.
"You've been crying." It isn't a question. Reluctantly, I nod. "Has he hurt you?"
"No. I'm just a bit bummed. But I think I'm getting better."
"Good. So, does he know you love him?"
"He knows I care. He knows I need him. I don't know if he knows my love; I'm not really sure what's going on with me."
"Ryou-kun, if you're anything like Yugi and I, you're probably both hurting over this. Has he expressed any feelings for you?" I sigh.
"He's said he's gotten used to me, and that he doesn't want to leave. He said he doesn't want me to be scared of him."
"Are you?"
"No. I used to be, but I know that any fear has been buried or destroyed by the fact that I care. I know he's not as mean as he might like some to think, but he's really showed me kindness, especially today. He sounded really hurt when he was talking about me being afraid of him. I hope that means what I want it to mean."
"Ryou-kun, I think it probably does. He's probably just as confused as you. Maybe more, because of his pride."
"Yeah. I just wish he would talk to me."
"Does he talk to you? It sounds as though he did."
"He does, but it makes me feel like he's hiding something. How he really feels. I wish he'd open up."
"These things take time. He's a proud pain in the ass. He's probably more afraid of you than you of him." I hang my head, and wipe away a tear.
"That's the last thing I want."
"Well, the only thing I can really advise you on is to give him time. He needs someone to let him get used to the idea of being in love. He's not the easiest person to get a point across to. He'll need you to be patient." I nod.
"Yeah. It's just so- so hard."
"Love can often be. You wouldn't expect it, but Yugi and I haven't always been the perfect couple, either. Love can be hard, but it's harder to repress it."
I smile, a little bitterly, and gaze wistfully out the window. "Neteru, oh, how well I know that!"
"Yes, you probably do. Is there anything else I can help with?"
"I can't think of anything, Yugioh-san. Thanks so much for being here."
"Hey, if you ever need to talk, just call. And, if you leave an email at Yugi's address and put For Yami- or Yugioh, as you prefer to call me, he'll tell me and I'll read it and send back." He rises, and pulls me into a friendly hug. "It's never a problem to talk to you. I hope you straighten things out."
"Thank you. I feel much better, now."
"Good. I'm glad I could help a friend." He gives me a grin, and I return it as he walks out the door.
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More fluff next chapter! I do hope you enjoy this, but if you do not (for any reason other than just disliking yaoi), please tell me in your review.