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Obi-Wan's thoughts of Anakin

What have I done?

I knew he looks up to me, but I was too arrogant to see it.

He sees me as a father figure, but he misses his mother too much to even realize that

people around him cares for him too.

There were many signs of this I knew I should not ignore, but I did.

Now I can't go back and fix it.

Is this what Destiny is suppose to be?

Going through life with ups and downs, not knowing what's right or wrong.

I can't believe I was driving him away like that; I should have listened to him more.

Now I can't talk to him like we use to, not after what I have done to him.

What I have done to him drove him away from me even more.

Only if Qui-gon was still alive maybe I could have been a better master like he was.

But that won't matter anymore he's dead and more people are dead because of what I have done to Anakin that have affected a whole lot of others as well.

I should have listen to him and all the bad things wouldn't happen.

Could it be that Anakin is the one who will triumph and bring peace throughout the galaxy and defeat the dark side?

Since that terrible event I can tell that he is not telling everything any

more that he is lying to me and others as well; I wonder what he is thinking of me now.

Most likely he hates me, I understand the way he feels towards me, I wouldn't blame him for what I have done to him.

I feel as though Anakin could be driven away to the dark side and I will lose him forever if I don't change myself to understand him and talk to him more than I use to.

No, he won't go to the dark side, not if I can change him and myself and we will have a stronger bond than ever before and make our relationship work this time.

What if I can't, what if what Yoda fears is that I'm the one who made Anakin's emotions get the best of him and he will side with the dark side and destroys us and the rest of the galaxy?

If I have one more opportunity to change things around, I would listen to Anakin more and understand what he feels and needs.

Only if that would happen.

Sometimes when I go and find him, I see him and Padme together doing things together like talking and playing with each other.

I think he loves Padme more than ever since what I have done to him.

I can't even look at Padme the way I use to ever since I found out that their secretly married.

Anakin looks up to her more than me now, I hope he won't do anything bad between them that could destroy their relationship.

I need to be a better master and fix up everything that I have done.

Yes, the first thing I need to do is talk to Anakin and hopefully he is not mad at me