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Disclaimer: I don't own C.C.S. or its characters, but I own Li-Li and the songs that are in any of the chapters. I forgot to add this to the other chapters.

Chapter 4: Sakura's Big Night!

~*~*~The night of Sakura's First Concert~*~*~

Sakura was getting ready backstage and she got ready to face her first concert.

'A clow reed should have taken my life after my family died. I have no family left to comfort me or to take care of me. Even though I have my friends, but I want a lover, a father, and brother, anything that can relate to me! I wish that a clow reed would just take me away and left me out to die.'

As she said that, something was looking at her with evil eyes.

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Syaoran and Li-Li got their seats and Syaoran overheard what Eriol was saying to Tomoyo.

"Tomoyo, are you still mad at Syaoran?"

"Yeah! He's such a cheater!"

"I know the truth. He doesn't really love her, he only love her as a sister. He told me so himself two weeks ago."

"What about Sakura?"

"He still loves here, but Sakura has to find that Syaoran still love her somehow."

"Li-Li seems nice though, now I don't still she is good enough to be with Syaoran."

"Yeah, I know. I love you Tomoyo."

"I know Eriol. I love you too."

~*~*~Back to Syaoran and Li-Li~*~*~

"Syaoran, I have something to tell you."

"I have something to tell you too. You first Lil."

"I think you're not the right one for me. I think you suit better to Sakura. Don't worry about me, I found the perfect person who is my true soul mate."

"Oh, that's what I was going to say."

"Oh. Well, take care of yourself. Please be careful. I still care about you, but as a sister."

"Yeah. I feel the same way. I gotta go get a seat."

"Me too. Sayonara Syaoran."

"Sayonara Lil."

Li-Li went off into a different seat and Syaoran found a seat not far away from Eriol.

"Hey Syaoran. Ready for the concert?"

"Yeah, I guess."

Tomoyo interrupted them. "I'm sorry I yelled at you. I thought---"

"It's okay Tomoyo, don't worry. I just need to get Sakura to believe me somehow."

Eriol said, "Okay, the concert's starting now!"

The concert began and they announced Sakura's name.

Sakura came out to the stage and she said some things.

"Good evening everyone! I'm Sakura Kinamoto. I would like to say some things before I sing. The songs are mostly about this boy who left me four years ago. Then two weeks ago, I saw him again. I was relieved to see him until I saw him with someone. I'm not going to blab about the person's name, but his initials are S.L. He was the most precious person in my life, but now, he's happier with someone else."

The music started and she started to sing:

Whenever you were here in the past,

You were the only one who can comfort me

But now that you belong to someone else

You have broken up my heart

The evil side of me took over my life

Chorus:

Whenever I see you,

I love to stay by your side,

But now it's gone.

But I still love you

And nothing can change that feeling in me.

Please stay and comfort me

You're my soul mate!

Whenever I feel lonely,

I think about you

But now I think about it

You were the only one I care like that

But now since I found out your secret

Your wicked heart crumbled my heart

Chorus (2x)

You're my soul mate,

No matter what, I still love you

You're my soul mate!

Everyone applauded for Sakura and she bowed for everyone. Sakura felt so happy that everyone liked her song, but in the inside, she felt sad that Syaoran wasn't here. (She doesn't know he's here!! ^ - ^! Surprise, Surprise ^ - ^!) Sakura saw that Tomoyo and Eriol were cheering her on, so she didn't bother looking at everyone else. Syaoran felt really bad that Sakura actually made almost all her songs about their relationship.

Sakura sang another song entitled, "Love Will Be In My Heart."

Everything is all about love

You are the special person I want to be with

The soul of all my life

You were my soul mate

And I knew that you were

But you got to go back home

Chorus:

No matter where you are,

You're always in my heart

Don't worry about me

You're the one who freed my heart

From evil and wickedness

Love will be in my heart!

One day we were at school

Something came up creeping at me

You came and help me destroy it

And you knew that it was evil

Everything was about you!

Chorus (2x)

Love will be in my heart (Love will always be with me)

Love will be in my heart!

Everyone applauded for Sakura and she bowed to the crowd. (Again ^ - ^!) Syaoran felt a little more cheerful that she sang that song to everyone. It made his heart more attracted to Sakura and her words in her songs.

Tomoyo's aunt announced that everyone take a fifteen minute break to do whatever they want for that time. Syaoran wanted to tell Sakura that he broke up with Li-Li, but there were too much people around her. Syaoran walked out the crowd and into the refreshment table. He bought some water and then he drank it. Then, he went after the souvenir table and looked around. He spotted a small pink rabbit. It has pink ears, white and pink face with black and brown eyes, a white tummy, pink back, pink legs, and a pink fluffy tail.

Syaoran bought the rabbit and wrapped it into a pink box with green ribbons. It was snowing a little, since it's Christmas Eve.

'Sakura must have a lot of bad memories about her Christmas in each year since I was gone in Hong Kong. Maybe with the present, she will be at least a friend with me. I think I will live a lonely life, no one to love me. I'll just have friends, nothing more. I don't want to break more people's hearts. *Sigh.* I think I ought to go back to the concert.'

Syaoran walked to the concert hall and sat in his seat. The concert was going to be back on in five minutes, and Syaoran decided to write a note with his present. He wrote:

Dear Sakura,

I wish you a merry Christmas and I hope you will have a good one. I wish that we could at least be friends again. I'll be flying solo, have no love life, and be unloved for the rest of my life. I will have at least friends to back me up now, but no lover. I'm sure you think Li-Li is my lover, but you're wrong. If you want, I could tell you later, but not now. Don't bother looking for me after Christmas, I'll be probably gone to somewhere else, wherever I can go. I might not be coming back, so make life the way you want it before it's too late. Merry Christmas Sakura, and don't let death be a problem in your life. I know you are strong, and you just got to pull yourself together, think about what you want. By the way, your concert rocks! Keep up the good work, and you are perfect the way you are. Just remember that for me. Now I think how you felt after the way everyone been treating me lately.

Your Ex-Lover and friend,

Syaoran Li

He folded the note and put it in the box. He hoped that he have chosen the right thing. He wants Sakura to make a choice: live together with him for the rest of their life or be friends again and let Syaoran live a solo life. He doesn't care what Sakura picks, he wants it to be for her best.

The concert was back into action. Sakura appeared again in the stage and she announced some things about the next song.

"This is the last song, and it was my very first song I have ever written and have ever performed. It's call 'You're the Only One I Love'."

When I thought we would be together.

You left me deserted here at home.

All day I weep for you.

But you never came back to me.

In your arms I want to be in.

Chorus:

I love you too much

You never came back.

I wish you were here

To comfort me

And to keep me warm

You're the only one I love

One day at home in Japan,

Bad luck had to happen to me.

And you weren't here.

When I needed you the most.

I just wish.

That you were here with me,

Chorus (2x)

You're the only one (2x)

I love you forever.....

Everyone applauded and everyone stood up and gave Sakura an encore. Suddenly, after the concert finished, Sakura saw Syaoran, and then a clow reed took Sakura and she yelled out, "Syaoran, help me! Anybody!" Syaoran heard Sakura and saw the clow reed took her away. Syaoran ran out the concert stage and everyone remained calm and thought that it was part of the concert. After a few minutes, everyone left the stage happy and peaceful, except for Sakura and Syaoran.

'I hope the clow reed isn't the one that kills that lover when the lover arrives. (I make the clow reed up by the way. ^ - ^! I never saw a lot of the episodes, but anyway ^ - ^!) Sakura! I'm coming to rescue you from that clow reed. I gotta hurry and rescue her before it's too late.'

To Be Continued.......^ - ^!
Kazeshi: Hello! This is the longest chapter in the whole fanfic..(probably.) Anyway, Please review for me! I know you will, (nah.I'm kidding, you can review as much as you want. I just want reviews, that's all ^ - ^!) I gotta go. Ja ne!