Do You Remember Me? I Remember You
By Rainbow Dreamer.
DISCLAIMER: I do NOT, I repeat, do NOT own CCS. It belongs to Clamp!
AUTHOR'S NOTE: Oh, you know how I said there was going to be no magic involved in this story in the beginning of chapter one? Well, I've changed my mine and there is magic inside. Having magic is an important factor in the story.. At least I think so. Hehe. Please review. I need more reviews.
SPECIAL THANKS TO: Cat and Cherryz Angel!! Cat: Well.. Who knows? Maybe I'll kill her. Maybe not. Depends. Besides. there's still another side to her. I shouldn't say too much!! Read on and please review. And for Cherryz Angel. THANKS a whole ton! LoL. thanks for your support and I would love to see you review again!
CHAPETER FIVE: A Look of the Past
*** From the last chapter***
"Wait a sec, miss. Now who the hell are you and why are you calling him by his first name?" Meiling demanded, deciding to take the reins of the horse. If the girl noticed she was angry, she chose not to ignore it.
"Oh? Didn't Syaoran tell you? I'm Kali, his girlfriend."
***What happens now?!***
"The hell you are!" Meiling shot back. When Kali just titled her head in confusion, Meiling nodded angrily.
"Oh I get it. This was your idea, right sweet cousin, as a welcome home, isn't it?" Meiling asked sarcastically. "Well, it's loads funny, Xiao Lang."
"Why.um, no we're not kidding," Kali said timidly, her left foot drawing little circles on the red carpet. Meiling's laugh was harsh as a crow's.
"Damn right you aren't." She said snorting through her nose. Syaoran sighed.
"Back off Meiling. Kali is my girlfriend so just back off." Syaoran said calmly. Meiling's eyes filled with overflowing anger.
"Sure I'll back off! Just give me a sword and I'll kill this dumb blond! Then I'll back off! Quite gladly then too!" Meiling shouted.
"Meiling!" Syaoran shouted, seeing Kali's eyes filled with tears.
"What, cousin?" She asked, her voice clearly matching her Syaoran's. Kali just shook her blond hair and ran out the door, weeping hard. It hurt Syaoran to hear the one he liked cry.
"Damn you!" Syaoran cursed.
"Excuse me? Am I hearing right? You, my dear cousin, have NO right to be angry with me right now. You have caused more harm and grief that little blond can do! All these years I think I've known you wrong. I thought you were caring and considerate! I guess not! I remember all those years of love and smiles you ONLY gave to Sakura Kinomoto! Where did that Xiao Lang all your friends in Japan go? I guess it was only part of our IMAGINATION!" Meiling said bitterly, her tongue lashing out her sorrow.
"Meiling," Syaoran started.
She cut him off. "Just shut up, Li. I don't want to see you like this ever." She reached into her pocket and pulled out the handkerchief in her pocket. "This is yours." She stuffed the old blue cloth in his hands and walked off.
Syaoran watched her leave before staring at the old tattered blue cloth. Shrugging, his stuffed the cloth in his pocket and went to find Kali. It was Kali who he cared about and saved him that day at the accident. That Kinomoto girl was not there. He didn't see why she was so important.
***In Japan, at Tomoyo's house***
Tomoyo was at her desk, sewing another dress. It was an emerald green sleeveless dress that would run up to Sakura's ankles. She was embroidering ivy leaves and tendrils running from the bottom left to the top left on the shoulder. It was a simple dress, made for comfort. Tomoyo had planned that Sakura would wear the dress to go see Syaoran for a surprise trip during the summer. Meiling and Tomoyo had it all planned out and now; things would have to wait. Tomoyo sighed. Lifting her eyes from the silk cloth, she saw Sakura stirring from her sleep.
"Tomoyo? Meiling's in Hong Kong already?" she asked, her voice soft and flat. Tomoyo smiled softly and nodded, sitting close next to her friend. She ran her hand lightly over the girls' chestnut curls.
"Hai. Thing will be all right Sakura. Meiling will do all that she can."
"I know she will. You've guys done so much for me already." Sakura said, smiling. But Tomoyo noticed it was a smile that contained sadness and grief. She had known her friend too long and understood her every thoughts.
"That's what friends so, Sakura-Chan. I'll get some food for you and Kero. He hasn't ate since you fell into deep slumber three days ago." Tomoyo said, standing up. Sakura nodded, but her eyes were on Kero who was sleeping next to her pillow. Tomoyo smiled knowingly and went off to get food.
Kero woke up sleepily, his eyes tired and heavy. "Sakura, are you okay?" He asked, rubbing his eyes.
"Hai." Sakura answered. "Thanks for staying with me for three days, Kero. It was really sweet of you." Kero waved his paw, meaning that no thanks were needed.
"You're the card mistress, I'm the guardian." Kero stated. Then he added, "Besides, you're my friend." Sakura didn't hear the second part Kero added. She was focusing on the second part. Her green emerald eyes was thinking hard and Kero knew of that look and waited patiently. Tomoyo came back with food, which Kero started to devour eagerly.
"Kero! I can used 'return' to bring me to the past to know what happened and then I can find a way to save Syaoran!" Sakura cried joyfully. Kero dropped the remains of the cupcake he was holding. Even Tomoyo looked a little flustered. It was a solution none of them had thought of.
"Demo, Sakura, it might break you're heart to see what has happened." Tomoyo whispered quietly. "The things of the past are sometimes better left alone."
"Leave Syaoran alone? Oh, Tomoyo, I can't! No matter how I try, his picture's always in my mind. I just have this feeling that I have to save him!" Sakura protested.
"Sakura, you've learned that going to the past is dangerous. There is no Li to save you or bring you back like before." Kero said slowly, facing his mistress.
"I know Kero. I know. But please? I have to believe in my cards and you guys. I have to see what happened." Kero and Tomoyo shared a look.
"Alright Sakura. But we need to tell Yue. He's just as much as your guardian as I am." Kero said, giving in. "but promise me to come back. Alive."
"Hai, Kero." Sakura said. "Tomoyo, I'll need a costume." She said smiling. Tomoyo smiled back and nodded.
"Hai Sakura. We'll have to go to the Cherry Blossom tree in the temple, right?" Tomoyo replied. Sakura nodded and stood up to head for the door. Tomoyo shook her head firmly and pulled Sakura down to her seat.
"You have to eat your fill before you go anywhere," She said, trying to be serious, but a smile broke on her face. Sakura nodded and sat down obediently.
Though Yue was worried about his mistress, he agreed to the Sakura's proposal. Sakura stood in front to the Cherry Blossom tree with a white spaghetti strap with words Cherry Blossom in Chinese in pink print that ran vertically on the left side of the shirt. Below, Sakura wore a fitting long wine skirt that fell a bit above her ankles.
"Remember Sakura. You cannot interfere with the pat. You may only watch." Kero warned for the nth time. Sakura smiled and nodded.
"Hai, Kero. I'll be back, I promise." Sakura said firmly. She gave a special smile to the camera where Tomoyo was filming. Tomoyo saw and waved a hand.
"O key of the card, with powers burning bright, reveal the staff, and shine your light! Release!" Sakura called out her staff. Throwing a pink card into the air, she called, "Return! Bring me back to the accident of Syaoran in Hong Kong!" The Cherry Blossom tree shinned brightly. With a last wave, Sakura touched the tree and was brought into the past.
***In the past from Sakura's POV***
I was soaring in the sky, like a bird. It felt oddly comforting, as if I was using "Fly." Slowly I felt myself zooming into a busy crowded city of Hong Kong. And then suddenly, though knowingly, I stopped in front of a few shops. Looking around, I spotted Syaoran. An old familiar tugged in my heart. I yearned to leap over and give him a tight hug and a kiss on his cheek. Oh, how I wished but yet I could not interfere with the past. Kero had warned me more than enough times. I admired his messy auburn hair that gave him a handsome sexy look. His amber pools were the best of him. His eyes. every time he focused those amber pools on me, I would always feel light like in heaven. Those eyes always shone with love and care for me that he showed for no other.
In my mist of thoughts, a pretty blond came coming, calling Syaoran's name. By his first name. I couldn't help but feel a slight tinge in my heart. She was pretty too. Her gold hair cascaded to her waist and her blue cornflower eyes were stunning. She looked like a model and her clothes showed of her status.
"Leave me be, Jiang." Syaoran spoke coldly. My heart leaped with joy. He had spoken her last Chinese name. I smiled.
"Aww.. Syaoran!" She begged, her blue eyes pleading. Any other guy would listen to her pleas, but he did not.
"Don't call me Syaoran, Jiang. I told you that only close friends can call me that." I couldn't help but smile, a smile of triumph.
"Syaoran, you are no fun. We've met since you've been here! At least get a cup of coffee with me." She stated. Sakura groaned. This girl reminded her of those girls who did anything for their wishes. Syaoran ignored her, not moved at all.
The blond pranced around him. She walked in front of him, walking backwards so he could see her face, as they walked across the road. Suddenly a screech and bang could be heard. No, not Syaoran, I begged. But the truth was in my hands. Syaoran had pushed the girl away and he was hurt.
I thought the return would let me come back, but it had more to let me see. Pictures, images of Syaoran with the beautiful blond together. At the park, at coffee shops, at the zoo. places of dates and what hurt me most was the name that came out from Syaoran's mouth. The girl's name. The girl's name, Kali. My eyes would let me see no more. I tried to push out the idea that he and the girl were together. It wasn't possible, I kept telling myself. Syaoran had promised countless times that he would love me only. Return was bringing me back, bringing back home. But I knew nothing, I saw nothing, I felt nothing of my surroundings. Syaoran's calls of the girl echoed through me ear continuously. I blocked my ears with my hands but the sounds could not be blocked. Slowly, I found out that the truth was in my hands. The truth was clear as the sun in the sky. Syaoran no longer loved me. He loved the pretty blond who could offer more than I could. What I couldn't stand was the pain in my heart as I shattered into pieces. Had all the memories of us together all been lies? His love in his amber pools. was all tricks of magic? I couldn't stand it or support myself as I felt myself crumble.
***Present. Third person POV***
The Cherry Blossom tree shown brightly and Sakura came out. Or rather, she fell out. Yue dashed out and caught his mistress. Cerberus hovered like a mother bear and Tomoyo cried out in worry. Sakura was limp in the moon guardian's hold. The three looked into Sakura's eyes before they closed with sorrow. What they saw placed fear in their hearts.
Sakura's eyes were dull and empty orbs. They contained no life. They contained no will to live. "Oh, Sakura. What did you see?" Tomoyo whispered.
***Yay! Fifth chapter! I want reviews. Hehe.shouldn't be so demanding. It's not lady like. Hehe. That's what my mom always tells me. Anyhow, please review unless you all don't what to know what happens. Aren't you worried about the future of Sakura and Syaoran? And yes.. It is a S+S fic! Please review! ~Rainbow dreamer.
DISCLAIMER: I do NOT, I repeat, do NOT own CCS. It belongs to Clamp!
AUTHOR'S NOTE: Oh, you know how I said there was going to be no magic involved in this story in the beginning of chapter one? Well, I've changed my mine and there is magic inside. Having magic is an important factor in the story.. At least I think so. Hehe. Please review. I need more reviews.
SPECIAL THANKS TO: Cat and Cherryz Angel!! Cat: Well.. Who knows? Maybe I'll kill her. Maybe not. Depends. Besides. there's still another side to her. I shouldn't say too much!! Read on and please review. And for Cherryz Angel. THANKS a whole ton! LoL. thanks for your support and I would love to see you review again!
CHAPETER FIVE: A Look of the Past
*** From the last chapter***
"Wait a sec, miss. Now who the hell are you and why are you calling him by his first name?" Meiling demanded, deciding to take the reins of the horse. If the girl noticed she was angry, she chose not to ignore it.
"Oh? Didn't Syaoran tell you? I'm Kali, his girlfriend."
***What happens now?!***
"The hell you are!" Meiling shot back. When Kali just titled her head in confusion, Meiling nodded angrily.
"Oh I get it. This was your idea, right sweet cousin, as a welcome home, isn't it?" Meiling asked sarcastically. "Well, it's loads funny, Xiao Lang."
"Why.um, no we're not kidding," Kali said timidly, her left foot drawing little circles on the red carpet. Meiling's laugh was harsh as a crow's.
"Damn right you aren't." She said snorting through her nose. Syaoran sighed.
"Back off Meiling. Kali is my girlfriend so just back off." Syaoran said calmly. Meiling's eyes filled with overflowing anger.
"Sure I'll back off! Just give me a sword and I'll kill this dumb blond! Then I'll back off! Quite gladly then too!" Meiling shouted.
"Meiling!" Syaoran shouted, seeing Kali's eyes filled with tears.
"What, cousin?" She asked, her voice clearly matching her Syaoran's. Kali just shook her blond hair and ran out the door, weeping hard. It hurt Syaoran to hear the one he liked cry.
"Damn you!" Syaoran cursed.
"Excuse me? Am I hearing right? You, my dear cousin, have NO right to be angry with me right now. You have caused more harm and grief that little blond can do! All these years I think I've known you wrong. I thought you were caring and considerate! I guess not! I remember all those years of love and smiles you ONLY gave to Sakura Kinomoto! Where did that Xiao Lang all your friends in Japan go? I guess it was only part of our IMAGINATION!" Meiling said bitterly, her tongue lashing out her sorrow.
"Meiling," Syaoran started.
She cut him off. "Just shut up, Li. I don't want to see you like this ever." She reached into her pocket and pulled out the handkerchief in her pocket. "This is yours." She stuffed the old blue cloth in his hands and walked off.
Syaoran watched her leave before staring at the old tattered blue cloth. Shrugging, his stuffed the cloth in his pocket and went to find Kali. It was Kali who he cared about and saved him that day at the accident. That Kinomoto girl was not there. He didn't see why she was so important.
***In Japan, at Tomoyo's house***
Tomoyo was at her desk, sewing another dress. It was an emerald green sleeveless dress that would run up to Sakura's ankles. She was embroidering ivy leaves and tendrils running from the bottom left to the top left on the shoulder. It was a simple dress, made for comfort. Tomoyo had planned that Sakura would wear the dress to go see Syaoran for a surprise trip during the summer. Meiling and Tomoyo had it all planned out and now; things would have to wait. Tomoyo sighed. Lifting her eyes from the silk cloth, she saw Sakura stirring from her sleep.
"Tomoyo? Meiling's in Hong Kong already?" she asked, her voice soft and flat. Tomoyo smiled softly and nodded, sitting close next to her friend. She ran her hand lightly over the girls' chestnut curls.
"Hai. Thing will be all right Sakura. Meiling will do all that she can."
"I know she will. You've guys done so much for me already." Sakura said, smiling. But Tomoyo noticed it was a smile that contained sadness and grief. She had known her friend too long and understood her every thoughts.
"That's what friends so, Sakura-Chan. I'll get some food for you and Kero. He hasn't ate since you fell into deep slumber three days ago." Tomoyo said, standing up. Sakura nodded, but her eyes were on Kero who was sleeping next to her pillow. Tomoyo smiled knowingly and went off to get food.
Kero woke up sleepily, his eyes tired and heavy. "Sakura, are you okay?" He asked, rubbing his eyes.
"Hai." Sakura answered. "Thanks for staying with me for three days, Kero. It was really sweet of you." Kero waved his paw, meaning that no thanks were needed.
"You're the card mistress, I'm the guardian." Kero stated. Then he added, "Besides, you're my friend." Sakura didn't hear the second part Kero added. She was focusing on the second part. Her green emerald eyes was thinking hard and Kero knew of that look and waited patiently. Tomoyo came back with food, which Kero started to devour eagerly.
"Kero! I can used 'return' to bring me to the past to know what happened and then I can find a way to save Syaoran!" Sakura cried joyfully. Kero dropped the remains of the cupcake he was holding. Even Tomoyo looked a little flustered. It was a solution none of them had thought of.
"Demo, Sakura, it might break you're heart to see what has happened." Tomoyo whispered quietly. "The things of the past are sometimes better left alone."
"Leave Syaoran alone? Oh, Tomoyo, I can't! No matter how I try, his picture's always in my mind. I just have this feeling that I have to save him!" Sakura protested.
"Sakura, you've learned that going to the past is dangerous. There is no Li to save you or bring you back like before." Kero said slowly, facing his mistress.
"I know Kero. I know. But please? I have to believe in my cards and you guys. I have to see what happened." Kero and Tomoyo shared a look.
"Alright Sakura. But we need to tell Yue. He's just as much as your guardian as I am." Kero said, giving in. "but promise me to come back. Alive."
"Hai, Kero." Sakura said. "Tomoyo, I'll need a costume." She said smiling. Tomoyo smiled back and nodded.
"Hai Sakura. We'll have to go to the Cherry Blossom tree in the temple, right?" Tomoyo replied. Sakura nodded and stood up to head for the door. Tomoyo shook her head firmly and pulled Sakura down to her seat.
"You have to eat your fill before you go anywhere," She said, trying to be serious, but a smile broke on her face. Sakura nodded and sat down obediently.
Though Yue was worried about his mistress, he agreed to the Sakura's proposal. Sakura stood in front to the Cherry Blossom tree with a white spaghetti strap with words Cherry Blossom in Chinese in pink print that ran vertically on the left side of the shirt. Below, Sakura wore a fitting long wine skirt that fell a bit above her ankles.
"Remember Sakura. You cannot interfere with the pat. You may only watch." Kero warned for the nth time. Sakura smiled and nodded.
"Hai, Kero. I'll be back, I promise." Sakura said firmly. She gave a special smile to the camera where Tomoyo was filming. Tomoyo saw and waved a hand.
"O key of the card, with powers burning bright, reveal the staff, and shine your light! Release!" Sakura called out her staff. Throwing a pink card into the air, she called, "Return! Bring me back to the accident of Syaoran in Hong Kong!" The Cherry Blossom tree shinned brightly. With a last wave, Sakura touched the tree and was brought into the past.
***In the past from Sakura's POV***
I was soaring in the sky, like a bird. It felt oddly comforting, as if I was using "Fly." Slowly I felt myself zooming into a busy crowded city of Hong Kong. And then suddenly, though knowingly, I stopped in front of a few shops. Looking around, I spotted Syaoran. An old familiar tugged in my heart. I yearned to leap over and give him a tight hug and a kiss on his cheek. Oh, how I wished but yet I could not interfere with the past. Kero had warned me more than enough times. I admired his messy auburn hair that gave him a handsome sexy look. His amber pools were the best of him. His eyes. every time he focused those amber pools on me, I would always feel light like in heaven. Those eyes always shone with love and care for me that he showed for no other.
In my mist of thoughts, a pretty blond came coming, calling Syaoran's name. By his first name. I couldn't help but feel a slight tinge in my heart. She was pretty too. Her gold hair cascaded to her waist and her blue cornflower eyes were stunning. She looked like a model and her clothes showed of her status.
"Leave me be, Jiang." Syaoran spoke coldly. My heart leaped with joy. He had spoken her last Chinese name. I smiled.
"Aww.. Syaoran!" She begged, her blue eyes pleading. Any other guy would listen to her pleas, but he did not.
"Don't call me Syaoran, Jiang. I told you that only close friends can call me that." I couldn't help but smile, a smile of triumph.
"Syaoran, you are no fun. We've met since you've been here! At least get a cup of coffee with me." She stated. Sakura groaned. This girl reminded her of those girls who did anything for their wishes. Syaoran ignored her, not moved at all.
The blond pranced around him. She walked in front of him, walking backwards so he could see her face, as they walked across the road. Suddenly a screech and bang could be heard. No, not Syaoran, I begged. But the truth was in my hands. Syaoran had pushed the girl away and he was hurt.
I thought the return would let me come back, but it had more to let me see. Pictures, images of Syaoran with the beautiful blond together. At the park, at coffee shops, at the zoo. places of dates and what hurt me most was the name that came out from Syaoran's mouth. The girl's name. The girl's name, Kali. My eyes would let me see no more. I tried to push out the idea that he and the girl were together. It wasn't possible, I kept telling myself. Syaoran had promised countless times that he would love me only. Return was bringing me back, bringing back home. But I knew nothing, I saw nothing, I felt nothing of my surroundings. Syaoran's calls of the girl echoed through me ear continuously. I blocked my ears with my hands but the sounds could not be blocked. Slowly, I found out that the truth was in my hands. The truth was clear as the sun in the sky. Syaoran no longer loved me. He loved the pretty blond who could offer more than I could. What I couldn't stand was the pain in my heart as I shattered into pieces. Had all the memories of us together all been lies? His love in his amber pools. was all tricks of magic? I couldn't stand it or support myself as I felt myself crumble.
***Present. Third person POV***
The Cherry Blossom tree shown brightly and Sakura came out. Or rather, she fell out. Yue dashed out and caught his mistress. Cerberus hovered like a mother bear and Tomoyo cried out in worry. Sakura was limp in the moon guardian's hold. The three looked into Sakura's eyes before they closed with sorrow. What they saw placed fear in their hearts.
Sakura's eyes were dull and empty orbs. They contained no life. They contained no will to live. "Oh, Sakura. What did you see?" Tomoyo whispered.
***Yay! Fifth chapter! I want reviews. Hehe.shouldn't be so demanding. It's not lady like. Hehe. That's what my mom always tells me. Anyhow, please review unless you all don't what to know what happens. Aren't you worried about the future of Sakura and Syaoran? And yes.. It is a S+S fic! Please review! ~Rainbow dreamer.