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Thanks for all the reviews! You were all fantastic even if the reviews were all anonymous!!! I'm just a 4th year student but I certainly know what I'm doing! This fic may contain lime but it has a story. Chapters 1 and 2 may seem shallow and don't have a story but you will discover everything in Chapter 3. Just wait and see pls. I don't make fics, which are just meant to exhibit those kinds of scenes. My purpose is to bring enjoyment to people. For me, that makes a true writer…
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Chapter II – Tears of Silence
She woke up from her deep sleep. Two hours had passed since I bought her here in the hospital. She sat on her bed and looked at me like I was a murderer.
"I'm going now." She whispered as she removed the blanket neatly placed on her body.
"Wait…" I shouted. But she didn't stop. She didn't care to stop. I ran after her but she was fast. When I reached the hospital gates, she was gone. Gone like the wind that brushes every strand of her hair. I settled all the bills. The woman was heartless. Don't she realize that it was a big burden for my allowance! I decided to go home.
When I was on the way, I saw her again. She was leaning on a wall. Her vision was straight down the streets. This time, I don't wanna go near her. She's a waste of time, a waste of my sweat and efforts. She was psychotic. I passed by her. She didn't move.
I thought she wouldn't mind me but when I was a foot away from her, she spoke. "Wait…" she said softly. I turned my back and faced her. She was not looking at me.
"What is it?" I questioned her in a deep voice almost enough to frighten her.
"I…I don't have a place to stay…" she finally stated. I fumed at what she said. She was crazy, insane, stupid, idiot, simpleton, buffoon, baka, aho… EVERYTHING! I just offered my help to her and now she's here to beg me for a shelter! I was about to throw her away… when I saw something.
Tears. They filled her eyes…gently moistening the softness of her face. I can not do anything. I felt hopeless. Yes, and now she's crying! Darn her… Darn her! I turned my back. "…Just follow me…"
I started to walk and she kept walking at my back. There was silence. For about a couple of minutes, no sounds were heard…
"I'm sorry…" she murmured simply, breaking the deafening silence. We reached the gates of our house. I didn't speak. I just opened the gate. I waited for her to come in. We entered the house.
The clock read 6:45 PM. Our house was not that big but just enough. I was alone. I was always alone for my parents were staying on United States, doing some business out there. I managed to stand by my own. To stand, just by myself… and nothing more.
We ate supper. This was the first time I let a girl in our house. Well, it doesn't matter… She needs shelter! And I'm just here to help her out! Nothing more… and everything less! We finished eating. I told her to sat on the sofa and relax.
"Do you think we can make our project now?" she questioned me. I nodded coldly and get ten pieces of bond paper. For about an hour, we finished the work. It was a not-so-beautiful story. I wasn't good at writing stories or should I say, I wasn't good at exactly anything, either.
I put down some wine. It became my habit to drink during evenings...specially on sleepless nights. It keeps me alive and wakes up my senses. I invited her to drink. Too bad, she didn't reject my offer. After a few minutes, I went down the terrace to breathe fresh air. When I returned, she was asleep at the sofa.
Her face was red all over. I looked at the bottle of wine. It was only reduced by one-fourth. I was sure. She was not used in drinking. I went by her side. She was tempting. I can not resist those red lips…those cheeks, which has a perfect touch…a perfect touch of a seemingly pure happiness… I brought her down my bedroom for a good rest.
I laid her down on my bed for there were no other rooms and I don't have extra beds or mattresses. I sat beside her and watch her gaze through the night. It was about 9:30 PM, she woke up.
She was quiet for a while. She didn't look at me nor talk to me. Her back was facing mine. For a long time, we stayed like that… silence… that was our favorite thing to do…
"You know…I…I…I don't wanna stay like this…" she finally spoke. I stayed silent. I don't wanna give a comment or any of my stupid ideas. I don't understand her.
"For me…It seems like everything was a lie…all lies…" she said again. "Why can't I control everything? Sometimes, some things were just confusing… they just came… and… and…"
"And what?" I finally said.
"They came and just… and just ruined everything!" she shouted. She went down the bed. She walked towards the open window of my room. The playful evening breeze was once playing again with her hair. I looked at her…stared at her. I can't understand.
I followed her. I put my arms around her and hugged her tightly. Her back was facing me. The aroma of her perfume stimulates me… I tightened my grip. I lose control and reached for her lips. I kissed her…perfectly…passionately… as if it was my only chance…
We stopped for a while. Each of us was gasping for more air. She tried to let go of my grip but I didn't let her. I reached for her uniform. I tried to open the buttons of it as I locked her down on my arms. I managed to unbutton one, but then, a great force brought me to the ground. She pushed me. I was shocked.
She looked at me. Her eyes glimmering… showing signs of crying. After a second, tears dropped. I was on the floor watching her as she stood there and cried for the second time.
"Why…!" she shouted, holding the unbuttoned part of her blouse and closing her eyes. She was crying and I never knew why… no reason…just her simple tears…but they make me sad. Somehow her tears remind me of something…it was painful… so dark… so vague… so… unclear…
She kept on crying until she managed to kneel on the floor. "Guys… all you wanted is our purity… you love putting us into neatly covered beds just for your convenience! All you really wanted is our bodies!" she said again.
"All I need is a little repect…"
I recovered from my frozen state. Her statement was too strong… too vigorous to oppose. I thought of what to do next. I don't know what to do. But, damn! Did I ever knew what to do for situations like this! Or any other situations?! Darnnit… I'm starting to think I'm more stupid that her!
Then I moved. I tried to do something that might save me from this foolish scenario. I put my right hand on her cheek. I wiped her tears…
She was now the one in the state of terror. She just stared at me…nothing more…
I wrapped my arms around her. My hand reached the back of her head. I leaned her head below mine. My chin lay on the upper part of her head. I closed my eyes…
Since I don't know what to do… I just let go… I just let everything stay as they are… the natural way…silence… once again… I let it cover up the pain… I still felt the guilt rushing down towards her whole body… but… I just let it… let it pass as I locked her in my arms…and then… only silence…silence…
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At exactly seven in the morning, we were down the road, walking towards school. Everyone was staring at us. They were more than surprised to see us together.
Upon reaching the gate, an unexpected thing happened.
A man, wearing a neat short sleeves polo with collars and no buttons and with a thin white line starting from half of the sleeves continuing to the lowest point of the collar and ending at half of the other sleeve, walked towards us. He was rather handsome and serious in appearance. His body was great with an alluring complexion. He wore dark blue maong pants and a pair of rubber shoes.
He looked at us for about a ten seconds. I can see Mukuro fainted on the spot. His hair was already perfect in its bluish white color. The wind blew it like the way it blew Mukuro's hair, which drowns it in a more deep perfection…
"I came here to fetch you up…" he said calmly. His voice was a little bit deeper. I can see the deepness of his eyes. They were still young but has a sense of cruelty… They were domineering… I can say that he may be two or three years older that Mukuro.
I thought Mukuro was worried. Her face was pale and she can't speak. She tried to stay calm but she couldn't. She was anxious…full of agitation… What was really happening!!!? Who was this guy?! Why is Mukuro so afraid of him! Darn his face! Shit to his foolish ass!
Then she managed to speak. Slowly, her lips moved and little sounds were heard. Her voice was weak… almost inaudible…
"Ku…Ku…Kurama…"
Silence took its way again.
****Hiei****
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After notes:
So, what do ya' think??? Thanks again for all the reviews… Hope you tell me your opinions 'bout this… I'll be happy to know them! One more thing, the Kurama here was the "kitsune" one… but the ears were not situated at the top of his head but he has the normal ones! He looks awesome… doesn't he????!!!! I really love him! So, just watch out for Chap. 3 for more twist and turns for Hiei & Mukuro. Hope you keep on reading! And guess what: you won't expect what I will reveal on the nest chapter… so… Ja! And Enjoy!!!!