Please Forgive Me

I know, I should stop thinking about you. But it is something I just cant seem to do. It is so difficult for me to be a part of your life now. To live and fight with you.

Last year it was easier. When I was able to show and tell you always what I feel for you. I had the feeling, that I was the "grown up", the one who was able to confess my feelings and stand up for them. Back then I had the courage to say all those things. But today, after everything that happened between us, I cant say it anymore. I don't have the right anymore to allow myself to show you what I feel for you. You wouldn't believe me. And I couldn't blame you, after all. But still:

I`m still holdin' on, you're still the one You still turn the fire on... So if you're feelin' lonely don't - you're the only one I ever want I only wanna make it good - so if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me - I know not what I do Please forgive me - I can't stop lovin' you

I don´t know where the path we have to go now is going to lead us. And I don´t know if we are going to make it both the whole way down. But I want you to know what I feel for you when you make it to the end of the way. I know that I cant expect anything from you. But I just wrote this down, so you understand why I am still here. What I feel today:

I remember the smell of your skin - I remember everything I remember all your moves - I remember you yeah I remember the nights - ya know I still do So if you're feelin' lonely don't - you're the only one I ever want I only wanna make it good - so if I love ya a little more than I should

Please forgive me - I know not what I do Please forgive me - I can't stop lovin' you Don't deny me this pain I'm going through Please forgive me - if I need ya like I do Oh believe me - every word I say is true Please forgive me - I can't stop lovin' you

I'm not the man or monster I was anymore. It is strange somehow. It happens to me the 3th time. I changed into something again. Like a 100 years ago, I don't now where this change is going to lead me to. It is like I'm born once again. Everything that once was, is not important anymore. I'm sitting in front of a blanc page and have the chance to write my future again. A new and different one. The knowledge of my former lives is there, but everything is in a dark and horrified fog. Everything but my love for you. This love seems to be the lighthouse in the fog. It seems to me that I have to come to follow this light to come to a save place.

I`m still holdin' on, you're still the one You still turn the fire on... And one thing I depend on - is for us to stay strong With every word and every breath I'm prayin' That's why I'm sayin'

Please forgive me - I know not what I do Please forgive me - I can't stop lovin' you Don't deny me this pain I'm going through Please forgive me - if I need ya like I do Babe believe me - every word I say is true Please forgive me - if I can't stop lovin' you Never leave me - I don't know what I'd do Please forgive me - I can't stop lovin' you Can't stop lovin' you