disclaimers: Noppies, not minesy
warnings: boy x boy love
Chapter 5- Stone Roses
"Aibou!" Yami shouted as he came inside of the Game Shop, the baseball gave having been abandoned due to Yugi's outburst and desertion. Rini and the others had asked what had happened but Yami was reluctant to tell them anything. Instead, he merely shook his head and took off for home. The door slammed shut behind him, vibrating the the windows.
[If the wind
is in your heart...
And if that is
the spring wind...]
Yami wasn't angry nor was he sad. He was just utterly and completely confused. He went into the kitchen, hearing the faint shuffling of bowls and the hissing of water boiling. Yugi was stirring a bowl of miso soup, the pasty mixture diluted by water. Yami sighed, earning the attention of Yugi. The smaller boy crossed the kitchen to sit at the nook in the corner, resting his elbows on the surface and sipping his soup.
[I want to let it blow...
Forever, forever]
"Yugi, I can understand why you go so upset by my saying that I was your boyfriend. I just... I can't help it. I know your lonely Yugi but...I just dont like the fact that someone's going to come into your life-our life-and sweep you off your feet and carry you to a place far away from me." Yami leaned against the wall, staring outside at the trees and flowers. Yugi held the spoon rigidly, feeling his heart hammer loudly in the cavern of his chest.
[If the sky
is in your heart...
And if that is
a blue sky...]
"But why would it even matter? Your leaving me anyway!" Yugi protested passionately, rising to his feet and glaring at Yami. "You didnt even think about what would happen to me! Your so selfish Yami! You think you would be lost if someone stole my heart, which I can assure you will never happen, but at least you would still get to see me! I wont get to EVER see you again once you return to the past! Did you even give that a thought?!"
[I want to try and reach it...
As far as it goes, as far as it goes]
"Well I'm sorry! I dont want to stay here where a love I have is denied and be reminded of that every day!" Yami felt his body flush, his irate madness abandoning him and, switching to a numb frozeness. Yugi's jaw was gaping at what Yami had just said. "It hurts...so much," Yami whispered, close to tears, feeling his throat constrict and his heart tighten.
[It's because you are
only laughing all the time...
And then you
only embrace me]
"What hurts Yami? Please, tell me! Tell me who has denied you their love and I will make them see you love them. I will do that for you but you have to let me know."
"I can't!" Yami cried, tears breaking through the dam to flood unmerciful down albaster cheeks. "I can't because he will never see me in the same light that I see him. He will never want me. I've tried to just ignore it, ignore him, but its impossible."
[If the sea
is in your heart...
And if that is
the sea of tears...]
"Yami, is it Bakura?"
Yami jadedly shook his head, wiping the tears on the back of his hand. "Its nobody you need to know Aibou. Speaking of Bakura, I sense Ryou at the door. Why dont you invite them in? I'll clean up in here." Yugi wanted to ask something more but he refrained, Yami's features were hardened and cold.
[I want to try and swim it...
As long as I like, as long as I like]
Yugi gently placed a hand on Yami's shoulder, soleful amethyst pools radiating concern and worry-Yami wanted to hold him and never let go but he couldn't. "Yami, I truly hope that this person who has stolen your heart has the decency to say something. I hope that you tell him before you leave for Egypt. Wouldn't his love in return be enough to make you stay?" Yugi stopped himself from crying. It was alright that Yami was in love. Afterall, he might just stay in Japan if the love is requited. Yugi heard the knocking on the door and he left Yami alone. A few tears leaked from Yami's eyes before they dried up into the chasm of emotionless that Yami was becoming so accustomed to feeling.
[It's because you are
only laughing all the time...
And then you
only embrace me]
~ ~ ~
Tankies for reviewing!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_______^
next chapter: Joey and Ryou talk to Yugi about Yami. Yami has a heart to heart with Bakura.
warnings: boy x boy love
Chapter 5- Stone Roses
"Aibou!" Yami shouted as he came inside of the Game Shop, the baseball gave having been abandoned due to Yugi's outburst and desertion. Rini and the others had asked what had happened but Yami was reluctant to tell them anything. Instead, he merely shook his head and took off for home. The door slammed shut behind him, vibrating the the windows.
[If the wind
is in your heart...
And if that is
the spring wind...]
Yami wasn't angry nor was he sad. He was just utterly and completely confused. He went into the kitchen, hearing the faint shuffling of bowls and the hissing of water boiling. Yugi was stirring a bowl of miso soup, the pasty mixture diluted by water. Yami sighed, earning the attention of Yugi. The smaller boy crossed the kitchen to sit at the nook in the corner, resting his elbows on the surface and sipping his soup.
[I want to let it blow...
Forever, forever]
"Yugi, I can understand why you go so upset by my saying that I was your boyfriend. I just... I can't help it. I know your lonely Yugi but...I just dont like the fact that someone's going to come into your life-our life-and sweep you off your feet and carry you to a place far away from me." Yami leaned against the wall, staring outside at the trees and flowers. Yugi held the spoon rigidly, feeling his heart hammer loudly in the cavern of his chest.
[If the sky
is in your heart...
And if that is
a blue sky...]
"But why would it even matter? Your leaving me anyway!" Yugi protested passionately, rising to his feet and glaring at Yami. "You didnt even think about what would happen to me! Your so selfish Yami! You think you would be lost if someone stole my heart, which I can assure you will never happen, but at least you would still get to see me! I wont get to EVER see you again once you return to the past! Did you even give that a thought?!"
[I want to try and reach it...
As far as it goes, as far as it goes]
"Well I'm sorry! I dont want to stay here where a love I have is denied and be reminded of that every day!" Yami felt his body flush, his irate madness abandoning him and, switching to a numb frozeness. Yugi's jaw was gaping at what Yami had just said. "It hurts...so much," Yami whispered, close to tears, feeling his throat constrict and his heart tighten.
[It's because you are
only laughing all the time...
And then you
only embrace me]
"What hurts Yami? Please, tell me! Tell me who has denied you their love and I will make them see you love them. I will do that for you but you have to let me know."
"I can't!" Yami cried, tears breaking through the dam to flood unmerciful down albaster cheeks. "I can't because he will never see me in the same light that I see him. He will never want me. I've tried to just ignore it, ignore him, but its impossible."
[If the sea
is in your heart...
And if that is
the sea of tears...]
"Yami, is it Bakura?"
Yami jadedly shook his head, wiping the tears on the back of his hand. "Its nobody you need to know Aibou. Speaking of Bakura, I sense Ryou at the door. Why dont you invite them in? I'll clean up in here." Yugi wanted to ask something more but he refrained, Yami's features were hardened and cold.
[I want to try and swim it...
As long as I like, as long as I like]
Yugi gently placed a hand on Yami's shoulder, soleful amethyst pools radiating concern and worry-Yami wanted to hold him and never let go but he couldn't. "Yami, I truly hope that this person who has stolen your heart has the decency to say something. I hope that you tell him before you leave for Egypt. Wouldn't his love in return be enough to make you stay?" Yugi stopped himself from crying. It was alright that Yami was in love. Afterall, he might just stay in Japan if the love is requited. Yugi heard the knocking on the door and he left Yami alone. A few tears leaked from Yami's eyes before they dried up into the chasm of emotionless that Yami was becoming so accustomed to feeling.
[It's because you are
only laughing all the time...
And then you
only embrace me]
~ ~ ~
Tankies for reviewing!!!!!!!!!!!! ^_______^
next chapter: Joey and Ryou talk to Yugi about Yami. Yami has a heart to heart with Bakura.