Who would love a worthless whore like you?
Disclaimers: I Don't Own Bey Blade
*AN*: this chapter has angst in it
POV is Point of view
( ) is thought
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All the way to the hotel Tyson, Max, Chief, Rei and occasionally Mr. Dickinson sang songs. Kai just sat in his seat staring out the window with his mask plastered to his face. Though every once in awhile he would look over at the giggling singing Rei beside him.
~~~~Kai's POV (Point of view)~~~~
(Of all the crazy things they could be doing why did they have to pick singing? They sound like little children! It's beside the point that I am older then them. Look at Rei, he's singing like the rest and he's just about the same age as I am!) I looked over at Rei who was smiling (Rei) for some reason every time I think of him it makes me want to smile, but of course I could not let them see my weakness, I could never let them see my true feelings I had learned alone time ago from my Grand father… no that monster, that the only thing that could come from that was pain.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~*Flash Back*~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Kai what's wrong?" she was always worried about me. My dear sister, I carried about very much even though I was not exactly her brother. She was just a little orphan that I caught steeling some fruits from a stall some time ago. She was only four but she knew me well and could me almost read me as much as my… the monster. I knew it would only be time before that monster found out about her, but I didn't want to think about that now. She was so small and light I gave her food every day and stayed with her all day…protecting her. She would always try to get me to smile but rarely succeeded. I could see the worry in here eyes that made me kick myself.
"Nothing Mel" That was the name I took up calling her because she did not have one, or she didn't remember it. I reached out my hand and took her small little hand. Then I gave her a rare smile which made her return a big smile.
"Good 'cause I don't want you to be sad" She said to me with her little voice.
"Mel, I'm going to have to leave soon and I'm not going to be able to see you for awhile"
"But why"
"Well Mel I have important things to do" I knew it was a lie but the truth was that I had to lie low for a few days because I knew that the monster was on to me. It work any way.
"Bye Bye Kai" she hugged my legs then took off to the park
"Bye" it was just faintly more then a whisper but I knew she would now I had said bye to her as well, even if she had not heard it. I turned to walk back to… that monsters house that I live in. I hadn't even made it three steps into the house when I felt something making a connection with my back which knocked me on the ground. I barely had time to recover from that blow before I was kicked in the ribs.
"Are you going to tell me what the hell you were doing, or am I going to have to force it out of you? It's your choice, but personally I would rather have fun getting it out of you."
"Arg..." I looked up into his cold eyes and shouted in pain when he lifted into the air facing him eye to by my hair.
"Hum, I do think this will be fun" he laughed, an insane crazy laugh, before he threw me against the wall.
He advanced on me pulling me up by hair again before backhanding me across the face a couple of times. I was helpless in the clutches of this monster, and the worst part was that I knew this was not all that was in store for me. I closed my eyes and shuttered when I felt his hand tearing away my shirt. I tried to make a run at that point but he jumped on me. I was now laying face down on the cold wooden floor grasping for breath with that monster on top of me.
"Now where do you think you are going? I have only just begun" he whispered in my ear and I felt his hand sliding down to my waist. I wiggled and tried to get free but I could not even move from under that monster. He nibbled on my earlobe as his hand went even lower in my pants and under my boxers. Then he began laughing his horrible insane laugh as he grabbed my cock and started pumping it.
"Don't deny that you like this." He said out loud before removing his hand from my cock. He got off of me and flipped me over undoing my pants, laughing the whole time. I just shuddered helpless I was scared truly scared of this monster. When he had stripped me completely he shifted his weight on me so he could stand up. I opened my eyes for a second to see him staring at my naked body then he began to take off his own clothing tossing them aside. When he was completely naked he got down on his knees.
"Now you worthless whore get on your hands and knees, like the worthless bitch you are." I reluctantly did I was told. My arms and legs shacked terrible I was not even sure I could support myself for very long. Before I could even figure out what had happened I screamed in pain and that monster laughed even louder. He thrust his big cock into my small entrance and it hurt. I screamed even louder when I felt him pull out and trust even harder and deeper into me. He continued to do this as he grabbed my cock and started to pump it very hard. I finally cumed, but he was not done yet he kept thrusting harder and deeper even drawling blood from my entrance. I screamed one last time and fell on to the floor when I felt him cum as well. He pulled out of me.
"Never see that little girl again! This is what happens to you if you show your emotions and try to care for someone. Next time I won't go so easy on you. Do you understand?" He picked me up by my hair I let out a small moan of pain
"Do you?" He let go and I nodded my head
"Good and remember this; all you can get from love is Pain! Besides, who would love a worthless whore like you?" He turned around and left the room leaving me lying in my own blood. Everything hurt I could not move nor did I want to. All the things he said repeated itself over in my head many times before I blanked out.
He nor did the rest of the world ever see that little girl again. No one knows what happened to her nor did they bother to look to far into the little thief orphans disappearance.
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'Love is Pain! Besides, who would love a worthless whore like you?' He was right, who would care about me?
I sighed inwardly, who would? He has said all those things and raped me so many times I have become numb to it. Well almost, but there is still this little pain in my heart every time he says stuff like that.
My trains of thoughts were interrupted when the other boys took up another song and there voices started to become louder as the song progressed. I glanced once again at Rei who was singing merrily. (His voice is so sweet but yet demanding) I could not believe what I was talking about so I diverted my glaze back out the window. After I had done that I noticed all the sweet harmony that was one in that song had left so I turned to look what had happened. That was a mistake. I looked glazes with Rei who was staring straight at me. I stared deep into his pools of eyes, they seemed to beholding great joy and grief both intervened together. But there was a change in those eyes, I say it before he turned his head away. What was it that I saw? Could it be what I think? … No of coarse it couldn't! What am I thinking!
'Who would love a worthless whore like you?'