Inside
Written by: Solitary Dragon
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If you could get inside my head, would you want to be there? It's dark and cold, not what you see on the outside. What you see every time you look at me, is the essence, the distillated form of my soul filtered and concentrated for you, Kino. I'm a wasted man, drifting on the tides of life much like the debris on the ocean after a battle. Useless and here by some twist of luck, fate perhaps.
Loving me for who I am is a lie and you know it. You will never truly know me, and simply because I don't know myself. This fasination you have with me has to end much like the world we live in. You love cannot blossom, because we have no future and that is simply because we humans must always disagree and argue. I really don't know what Zorndik's real motives were for putting us in such a position but whatever they were it doesn't matter anymore. Stay the optimist you are Kino, maybe if there is a God in the sky looking down, he'll save you. Or maybe you'll rot in hell like the rest of us, which is unlikely. For a change I can't be rescued from the sea, I guess this is something I'll have to face alone.
Alone.... I never really was alone was I , probably never will be. I always had someone holding me back showing me my restrictions and how hard or fast I could push myself. Yet still I was the adventurer, meddling in things I hardly even knew about. Causing ultimately the demise of my friends and family because I was too afraid to fight for them... to die with honor. How could I ? I'm just a lost man riding high on shallow waters, trying to live to the very end.
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Diclaimer
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