Tomoyo Daidouji's Journal
A/N: The problem of being fat and ugly makes a girl grow stronger.I am just a fan of this pairing. I never thought of eriol be together with Kaho.Sorry for e+k fans.
CHAPTER 1 HIGH CALORIES!!
April 21, 2002
Name: Tomoyo Daidouji
Age:19
Weight: never mind
Height: 5'7
Today was very stressful. I had to do a lot of arrangements for my new collection, complete my projects, visit my shop and spend time with my hyper friend and model Sakura Kinomoto.
I look at her she's got the power, determination, looks and a fiancée. She's wearing my creation like most women do but I never got the chance to wear one. All I have is hideous legs and stomach. It's not my fault, really it's not, but common I own the largest food chain in Japan. That would explain a lot for these fats I store.
"You know Tomo-chan, you need a break and some. errr..."said Sakura. I know what comes next, the very word that I dread. Diet + gym class. "Am I that big, Sakura?" I asked her. "Not really Tomoyo but I guess a little fat burning will do. Give it a rest Tomoyo it's for your own good. Now she's turning into my mom but I guess she's right, a little.
I wonder why the scientist never discovered a machine that can change your unwanted face, shapeless body and annoying hair into your most desired look. I know I want one even it cost me a lot of money but the thing is .it's not in the market.
Sigh
Sigh
SIGH!
My life is depressing. Dead depressing to me.
Before, I had the beauty, voice and the body envied by the female population. I still remember how my locker got trashed with love letters from my admirers. Look now, even one I don't have.
Everybody thought I'm going successful and I believed them but suddenly all my dreams shattered. because of him.
Eriol Hiiragizawa who left me to catch that Mizuki woman. WE never got together because of her. I thought I had a chance but to my dismay. Just before the year ended he asked me to go at our spot. I went immediatelyand there he told me that he is going back. I thought it was just for vacation but he told me that he is never going back. Near from crying I asked him why? Why?! He is going settle there with Mizuki, the red-haired witch. Its hurts well until now. It's just like being hit by a whip. At that time I asked myself what else does he want. Why? I came up with reasons that would have made him stay but he stood firm.I told him that the Mizuki woman was too old for him and that she might want to have someone else, someone older unlike him.I knew he got mad beacause he said that he did expect this kind of reation especially from me. Well that made me more frustrated so I told him to go to her and someday be fooled by her. He laughed at me and told me that I was being paranoid and.crazy. He just kissed my forehead and said his best wishes. Apalled by his words, I was only able to hear him say that he would appreciate it if I would be happy for him just as he wishes me to be happy.
Wish him happiness? Is he okay? After what he said to me! He left me just like that.I became a human zombie.I entered college without him, went to outings without him and that fact made me more depressed. Unfortunately, I chose the kitchen for my remedy.After a few months I became a human pig. As an added bonus I became the geek and laughing stock of the university. He never came to my aide.He never wrote to me, he just closed his ears. It must have been those words and I believe that he hates me.
Now I think I'm cursed. I stared at the mirror but I never saw myself. I became emotionless, dull and ugly.My mom can't help me.She tried but she never gave me a real solution. I even considered leaving but I never got the courage to do so. After graduating I buried myself with work. Day in and Day out maybe even in my sleep it's work that I always think of.
I stare again at my reflection. This has gone too far, Tomoyo Daidouji, you have to stop mopping. You have to get yourself back, your life back. I am determined. I am ready to forget him. Oh yes I will.
After eating dinner, I went in to my room.I saw a letter at my desk. It's from him. Until; know I'm battling myself if I'm going to open it or not.
Yes.
No.
Yes.
No!
No, I will not open that letter.It will just make me loose myself more. If the right time comes, if I get myself back I will contact him. But not now, not now that I'm feeling I'm going to break if I dare open that letter.
I promise tomorrow will be a new day for my new life.
Kami-sama, onegai save my heart. Let me be alright.
I hope you will never leave me behind my dear journal. So, oyasumi and I hope tonight will be different. Oh yes tomorrow will be different.
Tomoyo Daidouji
I am just a helpless fan of eriol+tomoyo.Sorry for the grammar and the mispelled words.
A/N: The problem of being fat and ugly makes a girl grow stronger.I am just a fan of this pairing. I never thought of eriol be together with Kaho.Sorry for e+k fans.
CHAPTER 1 HIGH CALORIES!!
April 21, 2002
Name: Tomoyo Daidouji
Age:19
Weight: never mind
Height: 5'7
Today was very stressful. I had to do a lot of arrangements for my new collection, complete my projects, visit my shop and spend time with my hyper friend and model Sakura Kinomoto.
I look at her she's got the power, determination, looks and a fiancée. She's wearing my creation like most women do but I never got the chance to wear one. All I have is hideous legs and stomach. It's not my fault, really it's not, but common I own the largest food chain in Japan. That would explain a lot for these fats I store.
"You know Tomo-chan, you need a break and some. errr..."said Sakura. I know what comes next, the very word that I dread. Diet + gym class. "Am I that big, Sakura?" I asked her. "Not really Tomoyo but I guess a little fat burning will do. Give it a rest Tomoyo it's for your own good. Now she's turning into my mom but I guess she's right, a little.
I wonder why the scientist never discovered a machine that can change your unwanted face, shapeless body and annoying hair into your most desired look. I know I want one even it cost me a lot of money but the thing is .it's not in the market.
Sigh
Sigh
SIGH!
My life is depressing. Dead depressing to me.
Before, I had the beauty, voice and the body envied by the female population. I still remember how my locker got trashed with love letters from my admirers. Look now, even one I don't have.
Everybody thought I'm going successful and I believed them but suddenly all my dreams shattered. because of him.
Eriol Hiiragizawa who left me to catch that Mizuki woman. WE never got together because of her. I thought I had a chance but to my dismay. Just before the year ended he asked me to go at our spot. I went immediatelyand there he told me that he is going back. I thought it was just for vacation but he told me that he is never going back. Near from crying I asked him why? Why?! He is going settle there with Mizuki, the red-haired witch. Its hurts well until now. It's just like being hit by a whip. At that time I asked myself what else does he want. Why? I came up with reasons that would have made him stay but he stood firm.I told him that the Mizuki woman was too old for him and that she might want to have someone else, someone older unlike him.I knew he got mad beacause he said that he did expect this kind of reation especially from me. Well that made me more frustrated so I told him to go to her and someday be fooled by her. He laughed at me and told me that I was being paranoid and.crazy. He just kissed my forehead and said his best wishes. Apalled by his words, I was only able to hear him say that he would appreciate it if I would be happy for him just as he wishes me to be happy.
Wish him happiness? Is he okay? After what he said to me! He left me just like that.I became a human zombie.I entered college without him, went to outings without him and that fact made me more depressed. Unfortunately, I chose the kitchen for my remedy.After a few months I became a human pig. As an added bonus I became the geek and laughing stock of the university. He never came to my aide.He never wrote to me, he just closed his ears. It must have been those words and I believe that he hates me.
Now I think I'm cursed. I stared at the mirror but I never saw myself. I became emotionless, dull and ugly.My mom can't help me.She tried but she never gave me a real solution. I even considered leaving but I never got the courage to do so. After graduating I buried myself with work. Day in and Day out maybe even in my sleep it's work that I always think of.
I stare again at my reflection. This has gone too far, Tomoyo Daidouji, you have to stop mopping. You have to get yourself back, your life back. I am determined. I am ready to forget him. Oh yes I will.
After eating dinner, I went in to my room.I saw a letter at my desk. It's from him. Until; know I'm battling myself if I'm going to open it or not.
Yes.
No.
Yes.
No!
No, I will not open that letter.It will just make me loose myself more. If the right time comes, if I get myself back I will contact him. But not now, not now that I'm feeling I'm going to break if I dare open that letter.
I promise tomorrow will be a new day for my new life.
Kami-sama, onegai save my heart. Let me be alright.
I hope you will never leave me behind my dear journal. So, oyasumi and I hope tonight will be different. Oh yes tomorrow will be different.
Tomoyo Daidouji
I am just a helpless fan of eriol+tomoyo.Sorry for the grammar and the mispelled words.