Tomoyo Daidouji's Journal

A/N: The problem of being fat and ugly makes a girl grow stronger. I am just a fan of this pairing. I never thought of eriol to be together with Kaho. Sorry for e+k fans.

The hardest thing to do is to forgive yourself and try to change. Very difficult when you have to best friends making you feel guilty
CHAPTER 2 WEIGHTS, STRAPS AND CURLERS.
May 6, 2003
It has been 2 weeks since Sakura bullied me into this gym class. I have been doing a lot of stretches and weights, one of this days I'm going to break a limb. Thanks to my best friend all I'm eating now are vegetables! This is inhumane diet!!!
But I can already see major changes in my body. I've got firmer and stronger frames. Matte! I'm starting to have muscles?! Iie!!! How am I going to wear spaghetti straps?! My world is staring to fall apart!! So after a few minutes of contemplating about my life sink lower because I think I'm developing muscles, I also felt the other changes. Nope, hopefully it's not negative, it's just that I'm more confident and energetic. About my weight, it has gone down. In fact, I'm starting to get my body back, so I wasn't that big, fat but not that big just. whatever. So back to the story, the body that I used to have, the figure desired by most gals of my age, is finally going back. Soon I'll be able to wear the dresses that I deigned for my shows.
Sakura is a great friend and no doubt about that but she is definitely horrible when it comes to my health or I dare say my diet. Every time we meet ( 18/7 imagine that, good thing its not 24/7) or eat lunch together it's always "you have to control, stop avoid and etc. It's always for your own good". whatever. She even changed my menu and my maids even my mom agreed its all for the best! Grrr. It's a conspiracy! They want to kill me!! They deprived me from the foods that I like. It's always vegetable salad as in morning, lunch and dinner. I'm lucky if there are few bacon chips on top and fruits for dessert.

Why is it so hard to diet?

Diet.

The word dreaded by the people of my kind.

I don't want talk about it anymore so let's skip about the food diet. The first few days were hell, I had to deal with our toy company, my fashion show, gym exercises, my problems and diet. Now can you picture that?

Yesterday, my secretary gave me an invitation sent by mom. It will be held in our place (Daidouji mansion) and it will be on the night of my show! Sakura and Meilin wrecked my door after reading theirs, dragged me out, literally, and went to the mall. I'm pretty sure that I heard Meilin murmur "a little make-over"

Ha! That was the understatement of the year! I thought I would end up in the hospital with their shaking, grabbing and yes even suffocating me for making me try a very revealing dress. So the shopping went on and on until our hands were full with bags. Dress, blouses, skirts, pants, scarves and other new accessories for my new wardrobe. They also bought me some accessories that would embarrass me like undergarments. It would embarrass just because of what they are it's because they are insisting on making me wear thongs and other super lacy stuff. I don't like that. They gave up that idea when I gave them my piece of mind. For I was really hot we decided to cool off and buy some ice cream. I was about to other a triple scoop of my favorite rocky road when Meilin butted in. She ordered lemon ice drop for me -_- and double scoop of chocolate ice cream for themselves. How unfair!!

Finally, I was allowed to go home but it was too soon for me to rejoice.

I woke up this morning, took my bubble bath and dressed for my meeting with the Daidouji Board. I went down to eat my very healthy and satisfying breakfast (yogurt, at least its not something green) and low-fat milk. After meeting with the board, I went to the cafeteria to grab a club sandwich. Barely lunchtime, my two goody friends turned up for our gym classes. Spending two annoyingly and disturbing silent hours with them doing weights was nothing new. Something is up and is not good especially for .me.
I knew it they were up to no good. Suddenly, I found myself before a mirror with my face covered with a mudpack. I was given a new hair cut and my face was still normal. My long dull hair was transformed into a semi-long healthy hair.

For my show, I have readied myself for interviews. I want it to be a big success. Hopefully, there were no problems until now and I hope it will stay that until the show which 3 days from now.

I'm still thinking what's inside the letter Hiiragizawa sent me. I' m not sure if I' m ready to take it. I'll just keep it for now.

Tonight was. I don't know if I can call it happy. After eating my food (green again), Iori, my maid, gave me the phone.

"Hello?" "Tomoyo, dear, have you received my letter?" It was my mother. "Yes, I did okaasan." "Well about the party, you have to bring a friend. Not Sakura nor Meilin but a partner." "Demo okaasan." "No buts dear.but not to worry because I've got one already. You know him to well and he's got a great contribution to our company. Jaa ne" .....The phone was dead. Mother knew I would not like it that's why she hanged up. I just hope I know that guy and he knows Tomoyo. Well that's for tonight.
Yours truly,
Tomoyo Daidouji