Tomoyo Daidouji's Journal

A/N: The problem of being fat and ugly makes a girl grow stronger. I am just a fan of this pairing. I never thought of eriol to be together with Kaho. Sorry for e+k fans.

The hardest thing to do is to forgive yourself and try to change. Very difficult when you have two best friends making you feel guilty

Before going to a party try considering going to a dance class or get a superb partner.

Chapter 3 MOTHER KNOWS BEST.right?
May 9, 2003
Guess what? I saw the old crowd at my show Chiharu-chan, Yamazaki-san, Terada-sensei, Naoko-san and my two top models and best friends Sakura and Syaoran. The show was a hit. Flashes from cameras and questions waiting to be answered gave me the sudden urge to go out to the gardens. I started to reflect; am I satisfied? Who knows? Guess it's just me and God. I never thought that I'd see myself as successful as I am now.
Back then I was Miss Congeniality, Little-Miss-Perfect, Teacher's pet and oh-The -Popular one. Come to think of it, those things never my head explode nor bothered me. The problem just came to me when I became the major sloth, sunk to a deep apathy but never cared of what they say it's just about me. Just about what I felt.
Hatred.
Vengeance.
For those to be over and done with, I needed to be strong. Never let my guard down and keep on with my uhmmm diet.
Vengeance such a sweet word to the grieving and hurting. Never expected from a good and sweet girl next door. My reason? To prove him WRONG. To make him kneel before me and take back his words! No, to eat them and agonizingly admit his defeat.
I'm going to show him.
After my talk about revenge...

I still have at least four and a half hours for the party. I have to drop by at my boutique after this crazy press con. to get my gown. Sakura, Meilin and their partners already got theirs yesterday. Okay, let's review my checklist
2:00 drop by at the boutique
3:00-4:00 go to gym class/ waltz class
5:00-6:00 take a bath then get dress
6:30 finishing touches
6:45 limousine arrives
I got my gown and my house is very near so I just have to hand it in. I have to get my gym bag and the other stuff. While driving I noticed how clear the sky was but in a few months time snow will fill the streets. Another batch of clothes to be drawn and sewn. Briefing the staff about the next show and to finalize the new ideas.
I arrived at my gym class and the duo was there already. Doing the treadmill, I noticed something peculiar about Sakura. When Meilin noticed it she actually dragged Sakura into the corner. They were being secretive but I didn't bother anymore because they were on their way back.
"So what's up?" I asked
'Nothing..nothing" Sakura answered
"We'll be off now. got to do a lot of things before the party. We have to help Syaoran. Meilin said rather hastily.
"Why is there something wrong? Is the tux to tight or something?" "No the tux is fine! It's just that Syao-kun can't fix his tie properly!" Sakura said
"Can't Wei do-"

"Wei's back in China! Bye!!" The two ran out of the room

Their actions were very suspicious. GOT TO HELP Syao-kun HE CAN'T FIX HIS TIE PROPERLY ! Yeah right, a very lame excuse. If I had time to ask them if Syaoran is really that idiot and that he can't tie his tie. I know him very well for he is my friend. For that reason I believe that he is dense but not as dense as Sakura , but an idiot?
What the hell is their secret? I had the right to know.
I just wish it's not about me.
To tired to think, I went home. I was feeling funny. I started seeing food everywhere. People's heads are like a feast to me. Chickens, fish and other delectable are floating as I continue hallucinating.
My stomach was grumbling so hard. I didn't eat breakfast nor lunch. I finally arrived and headed for the kitchens. I asked them to fix me two chicken sandwiches pronto. Aiko wanted to argue (she was part of the TOMOYO'S DIET WATCHERS ORG.) but she saw my tired and hungry state she gave up.
After the sandwiches, I prepared myself for my bubble bath.

Hmmmmm...
Very relaxing...soothing and calming...ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...
Zzzzzzzz.Grrr. It was freezing cold!
What's wrong with the air-con?
Bubbles? Bubbles??!!!
"What the." I dozed off. What's the time?
5:40

..
Sakura.

Meilin.
I'm dead meat.
The two were mad. Totally pissed off to be exact. Finally after they worked their hands. My two fairy godmothers waved their hands and now I'm wearing a white with faint lilac touch off-shoulder dress. Made of silky material and ended just before my ankles. My hair was tied up into a bun with a beautiful amethyst pin while few hairs left for an angelic effect. I didn't wear much make-up just lilac eye shadow, blush on and plum shade lipstick.
My mother was waiting for me at the lounge together with a tall silvery white haied guy in tux. The guy was awfully lot familiar. Someone very close to my heart just not sure who.
"Meet your partner and our new region manager, Mister." My mom'svoice faded when the man faced me. It was Yukito Tsukishiro.
"Yukito-san what are you doing here?" that was stupid.
"Daidouji-sama invited me so that she could introduce me to the other associates and also to join you, Tomoyo-chan." Yukito smiled.
I must admit my mother was right about the partner thing if not I wouldn't have the chance to meet Yukito-kun (blushes)and be able to spend the night dancing.It was heaven it's as if butterflies were everywhere.Yukito- kun asked me for a lunch meeting tomorrow.
Ooohhhh got to be prepared.
After preparing for tomorrow, once again a semi blue light flashed and a new letter from him arrived. It was getting annoying. I decided to open it and end it once and for all.
Dear Tomoyo- chan,
I just wanted to say that I'm going back soon to prepare for our wedding. Kaho decided that Japan is the perfect place.We'll be arriving after a few weeks from now and I hope to meet you soon.
Eriol
It's like being slapped you know that? Why does he have to go back now? Now that I'm staring to enjoy my life. I'm not going to let him destroy my life again.
Yours truly, Tomoyo
P.S.

I'M GOING TO WRITE SOON AND I'M GOING TO INFORM YOU ABOUT MY DATE NO I MEAN LUNCH MEETING WITH YUKITO KUN didn't I say HE IS TOTALLY GORGEOUS? ^^

A/N: ohh no she's falling for yukito! So will it be yuki or Eri? Want to find out please keep tuned for any updates.hehe and if you want u cud review me. Sorry for my poor grammar.